Problems
K. Sparks Lyrics

I be the cackling captain who happens to be the last to score
I'm someone who laughs a lot and enjoys life, but I often feel like I'm behind everyone else in terms of success.

Wake up depressed, snapping harder than psychiatric wards
I wake up feeling sad and angry, and my emotions are so intense they feel like they could break mental health facilities.

Bubbling back and forth, ducking while they blast the cork
I feel like I'm constantly moving and dodging incoming attacks or challenges.

Surrounded by suckers, drug abusers and plastic whores
My environment is full of people who are not genuine or healthy, including drug addicts and people who care too much about their appearance.

Massive dork, spectacles with suicidal tendencies
I'm a bit of a nerd, wear glasses, and sometimes feel like harming myself.

Yelling life ain't special less you manifest your destiny
I believe that life is not extraordinary unless you make it that way through your own actions.

Better close the topic shut, before they cruelly lock me up
I feel like I have to be careful what I say and who I say it to, because people could use it against me and try to institutionalize me.

Sliding on the ice of life, guess im a human hockey puck
Life is like sliding on ice for me, I have little control and am constantly being hit and knocked around like a hockey puck.

But, that's how it goes though
Despite all of these challenges, that's just the way life is and I have to accept it.

Bros, hoes and low blows
My life is full of fake friends, shallow romantic relationships, and painful insults.

Components en los ojos developing all the photos
I'm constantly observing my surroundings and taking mental pictures of everything.

Which captivate the conscious but my soul has left its body
My thoughts and experiences are interesting, but my spirit feels disconnected from my physical self.

At a faster rate than rockets due to holes up in my hobby
My emotional and mental state is deteriorating quickly because of the flaws in my hobbies and interests.

Lack of capital for merch got me laughing at my worth
I don't have enough money to sell my music merchandise, so I feel like my worth is insignificant and laughable.

Stacking every single dollar as im packing on my perch
Despite my financial struggles, I'm still trying to save and earn money.

Pray that I could make it happen, reach a fraction of the earth
I hope that I can make it as a successful artist and share my music with at least a small portion of the world.

On my hands and knees with passion like im rapping for the church
I put all of my energy and heart into my music, as if I'm performing in a religious ceremony.

Clothes cluttered with the snacks you can notice im a slob
My appearance is messy and disorganized, as evidenced by the food stains on my clothing.

Smoking to relax, always over focused on my job
I use smoking as a coping mechanism to calm down, but even when I'm not smoking I'm still too focused on my work.

Swear to god
I swear on my life that what I'm saying is true.

Im crunching ramen packets like its common practice
I eat ramen so often that it feels like a normal everyday routine.

Now under estimate my struggle you can palm a cactus
If you think my struggles are small or insignificant, you might as well try to hold a cactus in your palm.

Acknowledge classic, rocking harder than mommas mattress
I know that my music is good and has potential, and I perform with more intensity than a bouncing mattress.

Calm as Tommy Chong on acid once I hit the bong and pass it
When I smoke marijuana, I become relaxed and chill like the famous stoner Tommy Chong.

But if I don't, I get all anxious and angry
If I go too long without smoking, my anxiety and frustration builds up.

However thanks to my baby I got the dank so its gravy
Fortunately, I have access to good quality marijuana thanks to my child, so everything is good.

But lately
Recently, things have been different.

Its ironic, that I am byproduct
It's strange and contradictory that I have become who I am because of my upbringing and my drug use.

Of psychotic parents and fine chronic
My parents and the good quality of marijuana I use have contributed to my current state of mind and being.

My marijuana tolerance is climbing
I need more and more marijuana to achieve the same level of relaxation and calmness.

Still i'm jogging, still i'm grinding
Even with my struggles and increasing marijuana use, I'm still trying to stay motivated and work hard.

Please don't bother cause i'm calmer than the uni bomber flying
Don't try to disrupt my peace because I'm currently more calm and stable than the notorious, violent Unabomber.

So elevate your smiles through trials and tribulations
I'm trying to encourage others to stay positive even through their own challenges and hardships.

Travel isles deep inside your mind for higher basis
I suggest exploring your own thoughts and imagination to gain a deeper understanding and perspective on life.

To my amazement, life is blunt I learned to face it
Despite its challenges, I've come to accept that life can be harsh and I've learned to cope with it.

Without some motivation your focus is purely basic
If you don't have any motivation or drive, your goals and efforts will be basic and not very productive or meaningful.

I don't got aces to burn through, limited patience and virtue
I don't have a lot of resources or time to waste, so I have to be patient and virtuous in order to succeed.

Better be thankful for curfew because i'm anxious to hurt you
I'm dealing with a lot of anger and frustration, and I need to be grateful for any restrictions or limits that prevent me from harming others.

This permanent anger within me grows with every single customer
My anger and frustration is constantly building with each negative interaction or confrontation I have at work.

That disrespects my service yelling bust a move and whats the word
Customers who are rude and inconsiderate only increase my frustration, especially when they demand services that are not offered.

On commission wishing I could pay my bills
I'm not earning a steady income, and I'm struggling to make ends meet with the money I make off of commission jobs.

Internal war consumes, sound the sirens, play them drills
I feel like I'm constantly battling myself internally, and it's like a never-ending war with loud and disruptive alarms and warnings.

Pessimistic hate filled, yet blessed with a great skill
I have a negative outlook on life and harbor a lot of anger, but I also recognize that I'm talented at what I do.

Rather medicate myself then recommended eight pills
I prefer to cope with my mental health issues through the use of marijuana, rather than taking the recommended dose of medication.

From a doctor that just wanna see his pockets bigger
I believe that doctors often prioritize making money over genuinely caring for their patients.

Cant blame a man for shooting, i'm just not a fan of an awkward trigger
I understand why people turn to violence, but personally I'm not a fan of sudden or impulsive acts of aggression.

Dodging shells, at the taco bell, looking lost as hell
I feel like I'm constantly trying to avoid the negative consequences and drama that come with working at Taco Bell, and I often feel lost and confused in the process.

Spacing out on menus while I wonder if the drama sells
I often become distracted and lost in my thoughts while working at Taco Bell, and I question if all the drama and negativity is even worth it in the end.

Character struck, feeling embarrassed and buck
I feel like my character and reputation are being attacked and damaged, and it's causing me to feel ashamed and powerless.

To be completely honest dog I think America sucks
I hate to admit it, but I genuinely dislike many aspects of American culture and society.

Over concentrated on money thanks to arrogant fucks
We put too much focus and value on money, and this is partly due to the arrogance and greed of others in power.

That's why the ground around me is littered with cancerous butts
I'm surrounded by toxic and harmful habits and behaviors, as evidenced by the discarded cigarette butts on the ground around me.