Wishlist
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I wish I was a neutron bomb for once I could go off
I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on
I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on

The Christmas tree I wish I was the star that went on top
I wish I was the evidence I wish I was the grounds
For fifty million hands upraised and open toward the sky

I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me
I wish I was as fortunate as fortunate as me
I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good
I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood

I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun
I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on
I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on
I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down

I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up

Overall Meaning

In "Wishlist" by Pearl Jam, the lyrics express a longing for various different identities and experiences. Each paragraph examines a different desire, exploring themes of escapism, significance, connection, and trust.

The first paragraph begins with the desire to be a "neutron bomb," which suggests a desire for explosive release or a drastic change in one's life. It reflects the frustration or yearning for something powerful to happen. This is followed by the wish to be a "sacrifice but somehow still lived on." This could imply the desire to make a meaningful sacrifice or contribution to the world and have a lasting impact, even if it means personal sacrifice. The final line of the paragraph mentions being a "sentimental ornament" hung on a Christmas tree, longing to hold emotional significance and be valued.

Moving into the second paragraph, there is a wish to be the star on top of a Christmas tree, symbolizing the desire for recognition and admiration. Next, the lyrics express the longing to be the "evidence" or the reason behind the "fifty million hands upraised and open toward the sky." This line conveys the desire to inspire and lead others, to be a source of hope and unity.

The third paragraph takes a different direction, expressing the desire for a loving connection. The lyrics state the wish to be a sailor with someone waiting for them, highlighting the longing for companionship and the feeling of being fortunate. Then the desire to be a "messenger" with only good news further emphasizes the desire for positivity and the longing to bring joy to others. The mention of being a full moon shining off a Camaro's hood adds a sense of romance and beauty to this desire.

In the final paragraph, the lyrics delve into the idea of feeling out of place and longing for a sense of identity. The desire to be an "alien at home behind the sun" suggests a feeling of being different or misunderstood, yearning for a place where they truly belong. The mention of being a "souvenir" representing a house key highlights the longing to be a treasured memento, symbolizing a desire to hold significance in someone's life. The lyrics then express the wish to be the dependable "pedal brake" that someone relies on, inviting a sense of trust and reliability into the narrative. Finally, the desire to be a radio song that is turned up signifies the longing to be a source of joy or comfort, someone or something that brings happiness to others.

In essence, "Wishlist" explores a range of desires and longings, touching upon themes of personal transformation, significance, connection, and trust. The lyrics display a yearning for different identities and experiences, reflecting the complexities of human desires and the search for personal fulfillment.

Line by Line Meaning

I wish I was a neutron bomb for once I could go off
I desire to have the explosive power and impact of a neutron bomb, so that I can have a significant and lasting effect on others.

I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on
I want to be a sacrificial offering, giving up myself for a greater purpose, yet still continue to exist and make a difference.

I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on
I long to be a cherished and meaningful decoration, symbolizing emotions and memories, that you proudly display and value.

The Christmas tree I wish I was the star that went on top
I aspire to be the brightest and most prominent figure on top of the Christmas tree, representing hope and guidance.

I wish I was the evidence I wish I was the grounds
I yearn to be the proof and foundation for beliefs and actions, providing a solid and undeniable basis for understanding and decisions.

For fifty million hands upraised and open toward the sky
I envision being the cause of unity and collective optimism, with countless people raising their hands in a gesture of hope and embracing the limitless possibilities of life.

I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me
I desire to be a sailor, adventuring across the seas, accompanied by someone who eagerly anticipates my return and supports me unconditionally.

I wish I was as fortunate as fortunate as me
I long to be as lucky and blessed as I currently perceive myself to be, appreciating the fortunate circumstances and opportunities that life has bestowed upon me.

I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good
I wish to serve as a bearer of positive and uplifting messages, being the bringer of news that brings joy, optimism, and encouragement to others.

I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood
I yearn to be the radiant and enchanting full moon, illuminating the sleek surface of a Camaro's hood with a captivating and alluring glow.

I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun
I wish to be an extraterrestrial being, dwelling in a place beyond anyone's reach and comprehension, finding solace and belonging behind the brilliance of the sun.

I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on
I aspire to become a cherished memento, holding sentimental value and being entrusted with the precious symbol of your home and security.

I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on
I yearn to be the essential and reliable pedal brake on which you rely, providing safety, control, and stability in your life's journey.

I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down
I desire to embody the action and essence of trust, being completely reliable and never failing to meet your expectations or break your confidence in me.

I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up
I want to be the captivating and infectious radio song that grabs your attention and resonates deeply with you, causing you to increase the volume and fully immerse yourself in its melody and lyrics.

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: EDDIE VEDDER

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@Amathews625

1y↑2

I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar yet
I can't seem to place it
Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name
Lifetimes are catching up with me

All these changes taking place
I wish I'd seen the place
But no one's ever taken me

Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away

I swear, I recognize your breath
Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising
Me, you wouldn't recall for I'm not my former
It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf

I changed by not changing at all
Small town predicts my fate
Perhaps that's what no one wants to see
I just want to scream hello

My God it's been so long
Never dreamed you'd return
But now here you are and here I am

Hearts and thoughts they fade away

Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade

@leghump

2y↑7

This song makes me think of my first love. This bold, vivacious, no-compromising young women who I met when we were in college. I was enchanted. I literally had no idea what I was doing. I was the perverbable puppy who caught the school bus.

We inevitably parted. It was young love not destined to last and yet...

We kept in touch throughout the years via Social Media...a few "Hey, who's things?" once every few years or so...

In the years since we parted and I'd be at a PJ show I always heard this song as she and I getting lunch some day, to catch up, reminisce, laugh at our foolish youth. I always heard this song as her and I just meeting as middle-aged (or older) friends.

She passed several months ago.

I unintentionally heard this song today for the first time since and had to pause for a moment. I'd like to think she knew how important she was to me and my development as a person who would go on to engage in true adult relationships. I hope she may be felt the same in some way.

And if you have anyone like this, or someone you have been meaning to reach out to...do it.

All comments from YouTube:

@danseth8065

6y↑663

"i changed by not changing at all." One of the best lines ever

@pedrovargas2301

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqnBxs7f1tI

@khelenlaiphrakpam386

3y↑1

Superficially lyrical

@dennisrandall1656

Yes

@vnctvega

2y↑7

I think "I swear I recognize your breath" is a better line

@kenweis2291

2y↑10

Lifetimes are catching up with me....
Im 40 yrs old and ive been working since i was 9 yrs old...
Last year i FELL 50ft doing professional tree removal....every 5 years i lived another lifetime....im tired

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@tt4570

3y↑124

God, this song reminds me of 11th grade driving around with my buddies in my truck, this song blaring and all of us singing it at the top of our lungs. Such good memories. My eyes start to well up a bit just trying to sing along to it now. I'm 44 now with a couple of kids and I've lost some people in my life. What a simple and magical time it is when you are young and have your parents and family, everything seems right in the world even though high school and teenage years are anything but simple or easy.

@Jamesseekstruth

1y↑3

This is exactly how I feel man .

@Crackthe40oz

1y↑3

Amen brotha! Story a little different on this side growing up with Dominican cats who sold yayo but I truly think Eddie is a genius and one of the greatest musicians ever. Next to Nas and BIG and Bob and Jimi and Joe Strummer

@matthewbarnes1259

1y↑3

Yeah. I'm 43, my brother died from a heart attack 5 years ago. My dad from pneumonia a year ago next Monday, my girlfriend has a stroke in January, my mom's 78 in bad health, my sister isn't far behind. So, I'll be alone with myself and that's a horrible place to be.

@joyce231283

49w↑2

@matthew barnes I know the feeling 😢 its so damn hard every day.

@mandybrown6603

48w↑2

@matthew barnes your never alone when you have music. Mandy brown

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@brucegoodwin634

5y↑421

I am 58. My 22 y.o son visited me tonight & turned me on to this song. I weep with joy that he understands the bitter-sweet of life. Thank you, Pearl Jam.

@ahimmler2317

4y↑21

Your son is fucking cool as fuck!

@mikec6111

4y↑10

You guys literally met in the middle on this one.

@msmaxipad

4y↑6

Pay close attention and there’s lots of sweetness in the bitterness like an elderly woman sitting behind the counter in a washed up small town.

@greggy2445

3y↑7

wait.. your son turned u on?

@KM-zw9qb

3y↑2

@Gregg ooo it's an expression you dork

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@ToddEWalnuts

30w↑1

Hearts and thoughts really do fade away. If you are reading this and you are going through heartbreak and you think the pain will never end, it will. And you will be good. It doesn’t seem like it now, but trust me you’ll be good. Hang in there.

@garywright3523

4y↑163

Beautiful and melancholic, one of the great underrated tracks of all time.

@eduardomota2429

4y↑4

This isnt underrated. Sale millions

@jamielake-boyd3600

2y↑2

90s was a melancholy era

@DaveTaste

52w

It's hardly sat on Bandcamp with 100 listens. You aren't special. You are amongst millions who like it.

@joeevansjr.935

7y↑437

wish they could play this kinda music on the radio again

@DVFDrinkOrDie

6y↑16

They still do; at least in Portland & Seattle metro areas

@ac875

6y↑1

I certainly agree with you! Northern Maine radio sucks balls.

@funkyalfonso

5y↑3

radioparadise.com is the place to go.

@ambivalentdisaster673

5y↑4

Thank god for streaming

@J-Kabar

5y↑1

There is a pearl jam radio but those stations are paid for

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@maaaaac8188

5y↑94

My grandfather was my best friend. We shared so many fabulous memories throughout our years. As Alzheimer's slowing made our memories solely my own, I stuggled coming to terms with our new reality. This song was a go to for me because it resonates with how I imagined my grandfather felt when he stepped out of the shadows and recognized me through the haze of confusion.

@stevenmandl4920

5y↑1

sure he wasn't smoking pot ?

@justinrowland5191

2y↑5

I lost a grandpa with dementia, and a grandma from age. The memories of good times are all that's left. I hear ya on this song.

@maaaaac8188

2y↑4

@steven mandl My grandfather was born in 1920 and called weed "the devils lettuce"

@roythemailboy5751

2y↑2

I really resonate with your comment, my grandfather was also my best friend and I lost him 6 years ago when I was 11, This song reminds me of his personality and loving nature

@theplaylistchannel6300

@steven mandl dude

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@stuarthalnon9724

4y↑203

This song. Growing up adopted you always think about what the faces of your biological parents look like. This song, it puts into words what a lot of those feelings are like. And when you meet your biological mother at 17 years old in a cafe in Melbourne - this song is in your head. When you start to talk and she tells you that she was thinking of the same song , you realise that 17 years isn't a long time. And music will always be that thing that brings you together.

@robynmooney10

3y↑5

So glad you got to meet her!!!

@predragnikolic5807

3y↑3

So many people found themselves in this song! Different people, with different situations, lives, destinies. But the song has such a universal message. I think it is definitely the most honest of all Pearl Jam songs, and maybe even the best one.

@tomferguson9250

3y↑6

When Eddie sings "I just wanna scream HELLOOO" it hits me in the guts so hard...memories of people I grew up around, especially ones who don't recognize me because we haven't seen each other in decades. But when you tell them who you are & talk about memories, that light in their eyes is priceless. That sudden, quick snap of them realizing they know you is the best feeling ever. This song is the personification of nostalgia.

@laurabryant3656

2y↑1

I'm so happy you got to meet her.

@mariaprimm9148

2y↑1

😭😭😭

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@elagace03

3y↑41

One of the most beautiful song ever recorded? Yes, I believe so.

@crispybits3765

36w↑4

I always loved this song. So sad yet at the same time, so uplifting. A classic mixolydian tug on the heart strings.

Behind every person, no matter how ordinary they appear, there is always a story. Always.

@angelabell7182

28w↑1

So true 👍

@alexgregorio7846

2y↑6

Meu Deus , quantas lembranças! Que vontade de retornar ao passado! Nostalgia profunda !!! Amo Pearl Jam eternamente!!! Trilha sonora da minha vidaaaaa

@SARAHViOLAX0X0

8y↑2.1K

My favorite Pearl Jam song, wish more people were aware of it

@brigitterichardson2505

8y↑28

I'm aware of it and have been for many, many years <3 It is an amazing song

@aity846

8y↑52

It has almost 1 million views, I'm sure a lot of people are aware of it lol.

@almightyloaf7218

8y↑4

I agree

@seanpancoast5652

8y↑12

I know right I hate how no one appreciates great music like this it's sad. Idk why I love rock so much lol but it's dead and I wish I was there when it was in its golden age

@gamerforever698

8y↑3

i do with all my heart. I was around this cut.

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@cazjordan4771

3y↑42

This is pure Pearl Jam - one of the most poetic and beautiful pieces

@RobertPodosek

1y↑1

It's truly wonderful

@cazjordan4771

This is one of my favorite PJ tracks - what would be my second... Off He Goes

@sunlightangel87

4y↑5

This song inspired a scene in my novel. A lonely 101 year old man who has lost everyone in his life relives his days of when he was the baseball star in the year 1916. His very last Saturday before passing away, the nursing home allows him to visit his old baseball stadium where he used to play. It's abandoned now, but in his mind's eye, the stands are filled, they're chanting his name, and his teammates, who have been dead for years, are all there sitting in the dugout. And he's up to bat next. As he is pushed in his wheelchair to home plate, he passes a puddle, and in his reflection he sees he's no longer an old frail man in a wheelchair, he's a strapping young 18 year old man again.
I heard this song on the radio when I was driving and that scene came to me. By the end of the song, I had to pull into a parking lot because I was crying so hard. Then I went home and wrote it.

@camillenapierbernste

35w

Sounds like a powerful scene.

@Anglynn74

4y↑1.1K

this song was playing in the tape deck in the car I was in in a parking lot when I watched my future husband walk out to his car after work & that's when I knew I really liked him, don't know why I remember this but I do. . it was April 1994, I was 20 yrs old. we've been married now for 21 yrs. together for 26.

@petebego4054

4y↑38

Young love and cassette tapes -- what more do you need?

@abusethisaccount9633

4y↑1

❤️

@chriswelcome8102

4y↑13

And in those 40 odd years you never learnt punctuation. Amazing

@Anglynn74

4y↑9

@Chris Welcome me? I used punctuation numerous times. I'm on a desktop pc, it might be displaying different for you if you're using a cellphone. this happened to me as well when I tried using youtube on my cell which I rarely do. they do display everything different.

@ryanbeers8221

4y↑1

Anglynn74 to borrow a phrase from National Lampoon, “it’s a blessing” —- boom —- lol - love it

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@jesitimpe8748

2y↑30

"I swear I recognize your breath." To me, that is the most romantic line ever written, EVER!

@eclemente79

4y↑45

"...I just wanna scream HELLO!" This one line cuts so deep. A live version and i'm tearing up. We all miss the ones who have moved on. Maybe to the other side, maybe just on with their lives. Great song

@dianahartog3787

2y↑5

My god it’s been so long.
Never dreamed you’d return….

Fuck these lyrics hit me hard!

@levimadras8247

4y↑268

Never dreamed you’d return, that’s what makes me think about when I get to reunite with my son in heaven. It always chokes me up . Great song

@proudofyourboy352

4y↑11

Brother most definitely. You will see and be with him again. The best is yet to come! God bless you

@genie3531

3y↑8

Stay strong brother

@ksenijaturkovic9228

3y↑5

Bless your heart, Levi, and your sweet son. I am so sorry.

@omegamanGXE

dang what happened to ur son :(

@Jonas-zj8tv

3y↑1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqnBxs7f1tI&list=RDIqnBxs7f1tI&start_radio=1

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@rickcullison869

4y↑21

I love how the tempo increases throughout the song as the memories start to form when the woman begins to remember the person who walked through the door. This song so so full of clever and subtlety written lyrics that combined with the great music, tells a wonderful story. I absolutely adore this song and brings a tear to my eye no matter how many times I hear it.

@Amathews625

1y↑2

@alyson6506

37w↑1

The poetry of poignancy, this song just guts me. Not only one of my favorite PJ songs, but one of my favorite songs by any artist, from any era, throughout all of music history. When I heard it the first time I didn't fully appreciate the impact of it because I loved the whole album so much.... But damn ~ the older I get, the more it gets me.

@charis3256

29w↑1

Idk why but this song hits hard and makes me cry everytime

@noodle3858

3y↑19

makes me think of my dad bringing me on his road trips when I was a kid. such a timeless album

@khurram2970

2y↑34

This song triggers so many hidden emotions, it's just amazing. Takes me back to my childhood, the old home in small modest neighborhood where I grew up and played on streets with my childhood friends. Everything changed later on with me 'progressing upward into rich neighborhood but deep down inside I just want to go back to that same old times when I had nothing but happiness. This song makes me question the value of stuff I strive for on daily basis and wasting my whole life in the process.

@matthewbarnes1259

That's beautiful but the sad thing is you know right where it is and can never go back....

@khurram2970

1y↑1

@matthewbarnes1259 that's right, man. The people I grew up with, most of them have left too. All moving on in their respective lives. It's a crazy world. We spend our time and efforts to earn money till our deathbed. While on the other hand, things we desire which really would please us remain buried in our hearts as unfulfilled wishes that will never be met.

@roberttompkins6489

33w

Very well said and I have the same thoughts as well.

@dprimetime69

11y↑12

This song had saved my life multiple times. Thanks Pearl Jam. The memory of real rock and roll will never be forgotten.

@mattlawson714

1y↑1

This is one of those songs that doesn’t hit hard upon first listen but give it some time and DAMM!

@nitrousxd2917

2y↑8

I’m 16 at the moment and my dad learned this song on his guitar a couple years ago, every time it plays I just can’t help but just singing loudly

@Kimmotion1

1y↑8

The 90s were pure magic. Good times! ❤️

@Ibanezguy2007

2y↑10

This song can just move you. Something hypnotic about it that just insantly holds a mirror up to you and makes you see how short our lives really are. The tragedy of a woman who was once in love with a man when she was younger and seeing him walk in, not recognising her is incredibly sad but also the reality of life. Time passes and people move on but there's always memories you shared with each other which will forever remain.

@leslieprock4956

2y↑1

This song reminds me of an old woman I saw stocking a mini market in Houston 1992. I was coming home from moody blues concert and it was 3AM. The old woman was working alone. I saw her lifting cases of beer off the ground and out of the freezer into a shopping cart. I started to help her and I started to cry. I was 18 and my fantastic experience listening to the moody blues blew my mind. The man that took me to the concert came in to the market to pay and saw me. Tears were streaming down my face and I couldn't leave her. He started helping. We stocked the fridge from inside the freezer. She would get too cold and I insisted. she fed us home made french pastries and strong coffee. We left before sunrise and I cried she was alone still. A few days later I we back after diner and an older able bodied man between 50/60 years was working. He thanked me but was very firm with me to leave the old woman alone. upset her He me that she is old and doesn't want to be worthless in her old life. I cried for her again and will always remember her. Bless her heart R.I.P.

@Turbo88Targa

3y↑16

Such an amazing and touching piece. Scrolling through the comments I am struck at how many people have deep attachment to this song.

It has some incredibly important meaning to me as well.

Tell those you love what they mean to you today. Don't wait, you can't afford it.

@hrafndrengr8553

7y↑186

The first time I heard this song I broke down crying, Until this day I have no idea why. It's like it triggered something and all the pain and sadness I've been hiding for years just came out. It's rare for something to touch your soul like that.

@benkee8212

7y↑10

Reaper Squad Official I feel you man. This is one of the few songs that did that to me. Music is so powerful!

@donnaspang3987

6y↑8

It reminds me of my mom. seeing her fade away with Alzheimer's. Makes me cry evertime I listen, yet I am compelled to do so. Music is the souls bandaid.

@jasonbarbush4991

5y↑2

i learned about triggers is therapy as the group situation never worked for me because i am sensitive to other peoples' drama which is why i keep journals.

@benwade7334

4y↑5

Listen to "Daughter"...

@frankcorini1180

2y↑3

I interpret this as me speaking to myself. I have survived so much childhood trauma. As I heal and grow I see who I am and who I was. "I changed by not changing at all" I have become who I always was.
"… My God it's been so long
Never dreamed you'd return
But now here you are and here I am" -I see that child who I was come back to life and return to me to be me. No lyric has ever moved me so much.

@josephedgington302

7y↑1

this song helps me so much when I'm down and out. I don't know what I would do without music. thank you Eddie Vedder. you've honestly kept me from going insane more than you know.. whenever I'm lost, I always know where to go

@sonizeteterezinha4093

3y↑1

Pra mim a melhor banda pearl Jam

@MicheleLiveAndInColor

2y↑2

This songs lyrics are so profound. I think of it often...It reminds me of my Mom...she lived a life so un-fulfilled...so much she could have done/wanted to do, but was always so afraid. Fear stifled her independence .... "All these changes taking place, I wish I'd seen the place, But no one's ever TAKEN me"
...The line, "cannot find the candle of thought to light your name"...I wish I had written that....

@Serenadesong

2y↑5

I sang along with this song when I was young, it had a strong impact on me, but I never realized or imagined that it would turn out to be my life. Now, decades later, old and tired, I listen again still seeing it's beauty but left in tears by it's impact.

@purplescorp

2y↑14

Every New Years day I play this as soon as I get up. I want Eddie's voice to be the first I hear. Sets the tone for the whole year for me. Love you Ed Ved. Love you Pearl Jam.
Here's to 2022. The bestest year ever! 💜💫

@worldtraveler9599

I hope 2022 has been good to you!

@jill8037

2y↑3

One of my favorites!!

@Sitnubs

3y↑10

Always gives me goosebumps when I hear it. Perfect song.

@tomhorn1876

2y↑1

Watching my Mom slip deeper into dementia, this really hits me.

@haileylynn9240

2y↑9

My dad has cancer. He doesn’t really play his guitar anymore. But I swear I can still see and hear him singing and playing this song when I was a kid as if it was yesterday 💜

@mislavsplitski7522

2y↑1

Good luck to your father. It saddens me when I hear families go through this. My grandma had a tumour which was successfully removed 8 years ago but ever since she started eating less and therefore lost a lot of weight. She's now 86 and unable to care for herself and is slowly losing her memory.

I wish your father a successful recovery. 🤞 🙏 ✝️

@haileylynn9240

@Mislav Splitski Thank you so much. He has 12 treatments left but unfortunately the cancer is only dormant, it is terminal stage 4 lung cancer. The doctors told him that the treatments are only prolonging his life. I hope and pray that it is something different after the treatments are finished. There's always hope. But what I wouldn't give to hear him play this song just one more time.

@briangamber6051

2y↑6

Such a timeless and wonderful song. Takes me back

@WaterKreature

1y↑3

I was in sixth grade when I bought this album on cassette, everyday after schoo I would listen to this in my room, I had no friends, but at least I had pearl jam on my tape deck

@sparklybritches5322

I'm 74, we've all had those feelings and it too will pass.

@bespectacledheroine7292

4y↑15

I think this is my favorite PJ song because it most encapsulates what I respect about their songwriting, in that lyrically, they can tap into the most unexpected of perspectives and write from them organically and believably. A neglected, small town bound elderly woman very well might express these exact same feelings if a friendly ear were available. The song is just chock full of regret laden lines, I think “It’s hard when you’re stuck upon the shelf” being my favorite. The song speaks to a sadly common outcome most don’t even think twice about. It’s a very special track.

@SXI96

7y↑19

This song and Daughter are two of my favorite Pearl Jam songs, both beautiful vibes that pull my heart strings

@mr.debusey774

7y↑2

SXI96 amen

@tomferguson9250

3y↑2

I love this song because it reminds me of going back to my home state & seeing the people I haven't been around in years. I still remember them but so many are gone now, all that's left are memories of better, simpler times. Thank you Pearl Jam & especially Eddie with having an innate understanding of humanity & being able to put it into words that everyone understands.

@jasonkraatz9574

2y↑3

This song was running through my head this morning. It makes me think of my last grandparent, my Moms mother who is going on 89 and has dementia. It’s sad seeing her fade like she is but it’s a reminder to live everyday to the fullest because everything can change tomorrow.

@leghump

2y↑7

@ingevanderheijden8183

4y↑7

This entire album... was amazing. Brings back both sad and very good memories. Bucket list addition: get the chance to ever experience this voice live....

@acidoverride3136

3y↑48

Why do people not understand how good this song is?

@omegamanGXE

3y↑7

Because you touch yourself at night

@kenthanson

Because it’s boring and it stinks.

@ericphilen3433

45w↑1

@@kenthansonthat’s like your opinion man

@garthvaderandeveryonewhopl3249

11y↑6

I absolutely love this song !! I play it on the guitar and sing it often...the lyrics are so meaningful too.

@oscarmorcillo6841

3y↑1

Está canción eriza el vello de mi piel

@Jenn-dc5in

35w↑1

Absolutely my favorite group!

@jasjfl

6y↑3

This is the only song I can think of that chokes me up. Not even because I can relate to growing up in a small town, and knowing people who let themselves get trapped there and regretting it. It's really the implications of the chorus that is so overwhelming. It doesn't matter how much or little you care about someone. It doesn't matter what type of relationship it is either. Eventually you, and everyone you ever knew, and everyone they ever knew will die, and their hearts and thoughts will both literally and metaphorically fade away. Even if you try to capture your thoughts and feelings for someone by writing it down or recording it, it will never truly be felt the same way as it was in the moment when it was actually happening. I think this is why I don't get sad when people I know die. Because no moment I had with them is any more gone after they're dead than it was the instant after it happened. There's something strangely comforting about that mindset though. No matter how depressing it seems on the face.

@greenwave819

3y↑12

Sometimes I start listening to PJ and a few hours later I find myself unable to stop. It's time for me to take step1 and admit that I am, in fact, a junkie for good music.

@Nicatlotus

2y↑1

One of the best songs ever recorded.

@OutbackJack-oc4ld

1y↑1

I don't know why but this song opens up so many emotions, amazing song !

@johndownes8318

4y↑6

Just an amazing song. Truly from the soul

@justmissjamey

7y↑37

This is one of the most under rated, yet powerful meaning and deep song ever

@eduardomota2429

4y↑1

This isn't underrated, bro.

@justmissjamey

3y↑1

@Eduardo Mota I'm a girl and yes, a lot of peeps sleep on this one...even the hardcore pearl jam fans I know

@thearcadegamer8128

@Just Miss Jamey Its just a word

@DaveTaste

52w

@Just Miss Jamey course they do.... But not you because you're a real fan.

@hopedontmope4999

4y↑8

After all these years! Still one of my favorites!!!

@ciaranrogers3904

2y↑2

First time I heard this was live at Hyde park 2022. Ever since this is one of my favourites 😍

@tracyroots

2y↑1

Eddie's timeless voice...we must protect him at all cost

@VenomSteak

Still one of their best songs

@dannytowery6345

3y↑2

Hands down one of my top five favorite Pearl Jam songs

@alexcaronia3675

10y↑340

The older I get, the more I appreciate the 90's. I remember my 5th grade teacher making us write our favorite band on the chalk board and w/o hesitation I wrote "PEARL JAM!!"

@themerchantofengland

6y↑2

Alex Caronia beautiful band

@themerchantofengland

6y↑14

Mamt Patet calm down darling X

@helenkirby1035

So true. I guess Chris"s murder kicked it off renewed love of 9pm. Actually "10" wasy least of my faves. If u know what's the title of the l.p. (I no I'm old) with the sheep on it. Some hidden gems in that, 🐑🎤liv ha ha ur 45now I'm 60as of January. I'm nowdelving deep into the waters of Cornell His writing. At a reading (yes I do believe in that shit) he had been a shaman
A holy man. Maybe he chose music bc u can reach more people with this technology & in our society now who is more revered than rock stars * athlete keep floating Chris Chester & Tony Bourdain great writer and comedian

@andrewclaflin8655

i was in my twenties and felt the same.

@jasonhathaway9746

6y↑4

@Mamt Patet Bro. Im all about #MAGA. Conservative and 2A. I understand where you are coming from too. But you need to make part of your life politics free. I choose music, movies video games as my no politics zone. I love Pearl Jam and will always continue to listen to them. Screw their idiot politics, I choose to ignore that. Life is too short to ignore good music.
SlipKnot kicks ass too. Wait and Bleed

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@R.K.Anderson

1y↑1

This song is all about the lyrics. Easily some of the best ever written.

@walkawayjoe

3y↑8

This is one of their very best. I went to see them many times all during the 90's dragged my little brother along me and my friends had a garage band and went to many great concerts . I have a huge collection of ticket stubs its so cool

@stevemcallister5963

4y↑22

When this song came out, I used to listen to it over and over staring at the door waiting for katie to knock. I hadn’t seen or heard from her in about 5 years at that point. It’s been what? Almost 25 years since this song came out. I recently made contact with her and have a trip planned back to Kentucky to see her in a couple weeks. I’m playing this song on repeat right now. I can’t quit crying. I don’t want to. I haven’t felt this emotional in about 25-30 years.

@blueoctgal

3y↑3

Please tell me - how did it turn out?

@camillenapierbernste

35w

Aaaannnd????

@camillenapierbernste

35w↑1

I feel the same!@@blueoctgal

@evltwin984

4y↑11

Imagine leaving the world with something this beautiful when you go

@thatoneguy7684

6y↑1

Is it just me or does 90s music make you tear up too? I feel it's caused by the yearning of wanting to go back to a simpler time. I thank god my uncle introduced me to pearl jam at a very young age and my love for this kind of music grows stronger with every passing year.

@blewyd

4y↑4

Everything about this is just amazing. Especially the drums.

@mattfrancis9215

1y↑1

It's my belief that Eddie vedder has incredible depth and awareness of when he's met a kindred spirit or soul mate. Thanks Eddie for sharing this wonderful moment with us. Love you my brother from the earth mother. 🙂

@johnbthomas3

2y↑4

This song has continued to mean more and more to me as time goes on.

@utahgetme2461

4y↑206

Imagine having the wisdom to write these lyrics while in your 20's?!?!?

@brendanh8978

3y↑5

@Boco Corwin I laughed.

@jenniferlandenwitsch9489

3y↑10

When you soul is old but your body is young. Don’t fit in but makes music to fit us all ❤️

@eliyahshapiro9610

3y↑3

I 've been writing deeper lyrics being just 17yo..
U need to go through in ur life to be able to reach high state of sensitivity..

@pedrovargas2301

https://youtu.be/IqnBxs7f1tI

@user-wl6ew5eq1e

3y↑4

dude saw some shit early on. simple as that.

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@jmonachello1248

37w↑1

❤❤❤❤❤thank u Pearl Jam for this song! If ever there is a song that represents my very best friend, Amy Marissa Neely, than this is it; not only to me but to all who knew us!!!! Amy was needed by God and hasn't been with us for almost a decade. ❤❤❤❤And one day, when I get to her, I will Scream HELLOO, my God it's been so long, never dreamed u'd return, but now here u are, and here I am.....❤❤❤❤❤ I love U Amy, love, Jaime

@teddyg210

4y↑10

This song was my favorite. Reminded me of my grandpa who had Alzheimer’s. I’m so happy I am learning to play this song on the guitar.

@jasonsuarez6132

5y↑6

I love singing this song with Everyone at a show, it is so healing. God bless you all who sing along.

@bajoespacio

2y↑1

I sing myself this song every time I visit a city or town where I lived a long time ago and see old faces that no longer recognize me.

@stephevans5561

2y↑1

I was adopted and this song expresses so many things for me.

@stephevans5561

2y↑1

“It’s hard when your stuck up on a shelf, I just want to scream hello!!”

@tanzlife

7y↑89

3 min of pure emotions, one of their best songs...

@KegstandOG

6y↑4

Couldn't agree more!

@Motherofisrael

11y↑2

This song came on pandora after I ran into someone. Made me take these lyrics in with a different perspective. Anyone ever looked at someone and felt you knew each other in a past life? "Me you won't recall..for I'm not my former.." Vedder is SO DEEP!

@ironclad452

2y↑2

I forgot how good this song is

@tyracharismee7973

5y↑4

My favorite Pearl Jam song, wish more people were aware of it
3 min of pure emotions, one of their best songs...

@blueeyedcowboy8291

2y↑1

My favorite bass line of all time. It mixes so well with Vedder's voice in this song.

@josealdous

2y↑2

I always tear up whenever I sing along with this song

@geraldjenkins7719

2y↑1

I just love the line in the lyric when Eddie sings the verse Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name.... Man that lyric just takes me back to my childhood when I was in Junior High 1976,1977 and 1978.I guess because I turned 59 just over 2 weeks ago will do that.I power of music 🙏 🎸💜

@Cristinatmg

1y↑1

Takes me back! I remember the days of being so young that nothing in life mattered.. only burning Shots being a barista, And you my love, my precious John!🎶🎼💯🔥♥️

@OmarSanchez-yh9bf

3y↑8

Is amazing how it feels to listen to a song that you haven't heard for more than 10 years , thiis song was the best part of my day.

@zippyvideospwns

2y↑4

Lifetimes are catching up to me... I love this song all over again (Eddie forever!)

@feliciahester7232

1y↑2

This song gives me chill bumps I'm 60 years old and I would love to go and see them in concert before I get to old to go see them or before I die anyway if I had a bucket list my number one would be able to go see them in concert maybe one day my dream will come true I just have to keep wish for now

@ashleyphillips5477

2y↑1

This is an amazing and very moving song. reminds me so much of the 90's. it was so great to grow up with this music. it's real, it's powerful and it makes you feel something, even years later. music like this will always be special to me and reminds me of happier times and when life wasn't as scary. I would love to go back to those times, but at least I can relive the memories with this beautiful music. Pearl Jam rocks!

@xanderraymondcharles

6y↑3

this song reminds me of being a kid sitting in the passenger seat of my dads pickup truck driving thru our hometown. He's since passed away, and this song always reminds me of him....

@rachelguerrero5323

3y↑1

Definitely one of my favorite Pearl Jam songs ❤️🎶❤️

@wstine79

2y↑11

"Merry Christmas from your new realtor."

@therealdjk30

4y↑6

Song always chokes me up. Can hardly sing along without a tear... love ya Eddie ❤️

@larryhuff2811

23w

My first time hearing this song tonight was Billy Strings singing it. Led me to this. Powerful and pure.

@heatherashley5929

How can you not love this song

@jasonbodden8816

42w

One of the best songs on this album. Once you've got an acoustic and a voice this can be sung anytime, anywhere. Awesome song with great lyrics.

@NeilYockey

4y↑8

The comments are hitting me in the feels. This song has a strong vocal by any measure.

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