Never Enough
KITCHEN - Rex Orange County Lyrics

Now there's no one left to blame
There's no point in blaming anyone anymore

And your face stays the same
You hide your true feelings behind a facade

You're ashamed to say you feel relieved
You feel guilty for finding some relief amidst chaos

Stay away from your own family
You distance yourself from your own loved ones

But years from now
In the future

If you could make them proud
If you could earn their approval

You could leave the world and feel like you've
You would depart from this world with a sense of accomplishment

Achieved the things you hoped to do, but
Completed the goals you set for yourself

Honestly, I don't feel ordinary 'cause I haven't been at home in a while
I feel out of place since I haven't been able to return home recently

Tell them that it's only temporary
Assure them that the situation is only temporary

I'm trying my best to smile
I am doing my best to appear happy

But that's never enough
However, that is not satisfactory

'Cause when you lose the ones you love
Because the loss of loved ones can be overwhelming

You might find it hard to cry
You may be too shocked or numb to cry

Until it's only you and everybody else has left the room
When you're alone, you may feel the full extent of your emotions

You might feel what it's like to not know how to feel, oh
You may experience confusion or uncertainty about how you truly feel

You see, my old lady's old man just now left
My partner's father just passed away

And there's nothing I can say except this long awaited rest
All I can say is that he can now finally rest in peace

Is a good thing and all good things must come to an end
Death is a natural conclusion to one's life, even if it's a positive thing

It's right in front of me so there's no reason to pretend
Death is inevitable, so there's no point in pretending otherwise

Except I'm afraid to die
Despite understanding the inevitability of death, I still have fear about my own mortality

If this were a movie, you'd be taking our kids to school
In a perfect world, you would be off taking care of our kids

And I would be Channing Tatum or somebody sexy
I would be enjoying my life and being seen as attractive, like a movie protagonist

Somebody cool
Someone who is seen as desirable and admirable

Well, I could be the one to help
I could be there to support you and offer help

No, don't tell me you're sorry
Don't apologize to me

You're just sorry for yourself
You're only apologizing because you feel bad for yourself, not necessarily for what you did

And though you may seem fine alone
Although you appear to be okay on your own

Well, I could be the one to help
I can be there to support you