He was awarded the Rap/Hip Hop Recorded Song of the Year for "Never Look Away" and Rap/Hip Hop Album of the Year at the GMA Dove Awards of 2007. KJ-52 also has four Dove awards to add to his 'collection.'
KJ-52's song "You're Gonna Make it" was played at the end of Cold Case Season 5 Episode 8 "It Takes a village." He rapped in the Newsboys version of Jesus Freak alongside, and had a part in TobyMac's remix of One World.
He has been rapping since 1993 (age 18), and his current label is BEC.
Island of the Misfit Toys
KJ-52 Lyrics
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Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Land of the broken girls and boys
I'm Sitting in detention feeling like the breakfast club
Staring at my desk wishing that i had a hug
I wouldnt pay attention but what I'd pay for love
Awkward introvert really had nowhere to turn
Crumbling insecure Struggling with the hurt
Stomach all up in a churn rumbling up in my shirt
Wishing that i had a girl but all ever get is burned
They say nerds gotta wait they turn
Im heartsick while I'm living in a dream deferred
My heart gripped in pain mouth full of curse words
I can't get away until i read the first verse
Of your word then I learned of my birth curse
And that you died for me and all my net worth
I realized my need just to make a second birth
I bowed my knee and said take away the hurt
This is for the misfits rejects losers defects
Weirdos awkward broke down strange kids
Don't you forget you are love you are loved your are loved
This is for the black kids white kids wrong kids right kids
All kids I write this that
Don't your forget your are loved your are loved your are loved
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Land of the broken girls and boys
I know I got a bad reputation
Walk around always mad reputation
Make a pretty girl sad reputation
Probably should be dead reputation
But life moves fast and if you blink you gone miss it
Miss the pain in the voice if you don't listen
Sitting by myself at the lunch table wishing
That I had some real friend but I knew that I didn't
I try to do my best I don't fit in
I realize now I'm a misfit
But what would you do in my position
When it all falls down and you're the one that its hitting
This is for the misfits rejects losers defects
Weirdos awkward broke down strange kids
Don't you forget you are love you are loved your are loved
This is for the black kids white kids wrong kids right kids
All kids I write this that
Don't your forget your are loved your are loved your are loved
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Land of the broken girls and boys
From a place so vulnerable where I'm coming from
About to break down I'm feelling so overdone
Lost my young boy but joy showed up in the morning
And all of a sudden my burdens weren't important
Got to live life fly high where the eagles are
And me in out here pointing where the steeples are
You been overlooked wishing they would notice you
Doing everything in your power to get a hold of you
Rejected by the world accepted by the Lord putting numbers on the board
And we're misfits till it's finished and I love you and I hope you get to hear this
This is for the cutters goofballs runaways lonely
Miserable bullied kids feeling like the old me
Don't you forget you are love you are loved your are loved
This is for the dreamers lovers thugs block huggers
Killers stuck up in the prisons listen
Don't your forget your are loved your are loved your are loved
In the song "Island of the Misfit Toys," KJ-52 addresses the struggles of feeling like an outsider and not fitting in. The misfit toys are a metaphor for the people who are often forgotten, bullied, and rejected by society. The lyrics convey the feelings of loneliness, insecurity, and desperation that arise from the constant search for acceptance and love. The verse "I try to do my best, I don't fit in, I realize now I'm a misfit, but what would you do in my position when it all falls down and you're the one that it's hitting" highlights the struggles of trying to fit in while staying true to oneself and the difficulties of dealing with the consequences of not conforming.
The chorus emphasizes the message of the song: "This is for the misfits, rejects, losers, defects, weirdos, awkward, broke down, strange kids. Don't you forget you are love, you are loved, you are loved. This is for the black kids, white kids, wrong kids, right kids, all kids. Don't forget you are loved, you are loved, you are loved." The repetition of "you are loved" emphasizes the need for self-love and acceptance, regardless of the opinions of others. The song ultimately ends on a hopeful note, with the lyric "got to live life fly high where the eagles are, and me in out here pointing where the steeples are. You've been overlooked, wishing they would notice you, doing everything in your power to get a hold of you. Rejected by the world, accepted by the Lord, putting numbers on the board, and we're misfits till it's finished and I love you and I hope you get to hear this." The message here is that there is hope for the future, as long as one holds onto their faith and the love of themselves and their peers.
Line by Line Meaning
Welcome to the island of the misfit toys
Greetings to the community of people who don't quite fit in
Land of the broken girls and boys
A place where those who feel shattered come together
I'm Sitting in detention feeling like the breakfast club
I'm stuck in detention, lost in my thoughts like in the movie 'The Breakfast Club'
Staring at my desk wishing that i had a hug
I feel alone and wish for some comfort
I wouldnt pay attention but what I'd pay for love
I struggle to focus, but I am willing to do anything for love
When your searching for some hope man that junks a drug
In the search for hope, sometimes it can be addictive like a drug
Awkward introvert really had nowhere to turn
As a shy introvert, I have no one to turn to
Crumbling insecure Struggling with the hurt
I am crumbling with insecurity and struggling with the pain
Stomach all up in a churn rumbling up in my shirt
My stomach is upset and I feel anxious
Wishing that i had a girl but all ever get is burned
I long for a girlfriend but always end up hurt
They say nerds gotta wait they turn
Society tells me that I have to wait my turn as a nerd
Im heartsick while I'm living in a dream deferred
I am heartbroken because my dreams have been delayed
My heart gripped in pain mouth full of curse words
My heart is in pain and I want to curse out of frustration
I can't get away until i read the first verse
I can't escape my pain until I read the first verse of the Bible
Of your word then I learned of my birth curse
Through the Bible, I discovered the curse of sin from birth
And that you died for me and all my net worth
I learned that Jesus died for me, despite all my shortcomings
I realized my need just to make a second birth
I understood the importance of being born again in Christ
I bowed my knee and said take away the hurt
I prayed and asked God to relieve my pain
This is for the misfits rejects losers defects
The song is an anthem for all those who feel like outcasts
Weirdos awkward broke down strange kids
Those who feel like they don't fit in because of their quirks and struggles
Don't you forget you are love you are loved your are loved
Remember that you are loved and valued, despite feeling rejected
This is for the black kids white kids wrong kids right kids
The message of the song is for everyone, regardless of race or background
All kids I write this that
The song is written for all young people to hear
I know I got a bad reputation
I am aware of the negative image people have of me
Walk around always mad reputation
I have a reputation for being angry all the time
Make a pretty girl sad reputation
I have been known to hurt girls emotionally
Probably should be dead reputation
I have done things that could have gotten me killed
But life moves fast and if you blink you gone miss it
Life goes by quickly, and if you're not careful, you'll miss out on it
Miss the pain in the voice if you don't listen
If you don't listen carefully, you'll miss someone's pain
Sitting by myself at the lunch table wishing
I am alone and wish for friendship
That I had some real friend but I knew that I didn't
I hope for a true friend, but I know I don't have one
I try to do my best I don't fit in
I give my best effort but still feel like I don't belong
I realize now I'm a misfit
I understand that I am different from others
But what would you do in my position
Put yourself in my shoes and consider what you would do
When it all falls down and you're the one that its hitting
When everything goes wrong, and you're the one that bears the brunt of it
From a place so vulnerable where I'm coming from
The lyrics come from a vulnerable place in my heart
About to break down I'm feelling so overdone
I am close to falling apart and feeling overwhelmed
Lost my young boy but joy showed up in the morning
Despite my pain, I found joy to help me through the morning
And all of a sudden my burdens weren't important
My problems became less important when I felt joy
Got to live life fly high where the eagles are
I choose to live my life boldly and rise above my struggles
And me in out here pointing where the steeples are
I want to show others where hope can be found
You been overlooked wishing they would notice you
You feel unnoticed and wish for someone's attention
Doing everything in your power to get a hold of you
You're trying your best to grab onto something or someone for support
Rejected by the world accepted by the Lord putting numbers on the board
Though the world may reject you, God accepts and values you, and your value is not determined by worldly standards
And we're misfits till it's finished and I love you and I hope you get to hear this
We may always be a little different, but I love you and hope you hear this song
This is for the cutters goofballs runaways lonely
The song is for those who are in pain and struggle in life
Miserable bullied kids feeling like the old me
The song empathizes with those who feel like they are being mistreated and can relate to how I once felt
Don't you forget you are love you are loved your are loved
Remember that despite feeling unwanted, you are loved and valued
This is for the dreamers lovers thugs block huggers
The song is for all kinds of people with different aspirations and backgrounds
Killers stuck up in the prisons listen
Even those in prison are not forgotten and deserve to hear this message
Don't your forget your are loved your are loved your are loved
I want to remind you again that you are loved and valuable
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Fernando Miranda, jonah sorrentino, Martin Santiago
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Zak
I was at a Believe conference in Indiana and had no intention to learn about God. I just heard that it was fun. And it was. Especially when Kj52 started to rap this song. I listened to the lyrics and they really opened my eyes. I'm going to start going to church and start living a life with Open eyes, an Open heart, and Open hands.
Thank You!
I'm glad God put people like you on this earth. You may have helped get my life back on track.
Jay Murda
God bless
Andrew Smith
Zachary Parker I was there in Anderson
Krabs Is Daddy
I WAS THERE
Megajotb
I'm late but I was there too. How's your relationship with God going?
Zach Efron is a lesbian Icon
Midnight Glow I was at the believe concert too, it’s good to see that you enjoyed it
Miah Kroker
When I saw this in person I was crying. So hard. My brother said "I didn't like his style of music" and I said "I loved it." And he whispered, "Because you understand. "
Benjamin Schutz
Amen, you are still LOVED!
Dan TheMan
Miah Kroker that's true and deep! don't let that go my friend
Caetto Gaming
I haven't listened to kj in a long time but this popped up so I gave it a listen.
I didn't know how much I needed to hear this, thanks