Upside Down
Kado Lyrics

I always see things upside, upside down
I have a tendency to perceive things in a negative or distorted manner

I don't trust us to turn this ship around
I lack confidence in our ability to change the situation for the better

Got a one track mind and it can't go right
My thoughts are focused on a single path, but it often leads to negative outcomes

'Cause it knows you're dying to leave
Because it knows you have a strong desire to abandon the relationship

So I go and say two lies, one, I won't go hide
To cope with the situation, I tell two lies: first, that I won't run away, and second, that I'm fine

Two, I'm fine, didn't make it to three
But I can't even reach the third lie because the reality is too overwhelming

Wasting every miracle, treat it like it's set in stone
I squander every good thing as if it's permanent and unchanging

Saw it in reverse and couldn't read all of the feelings
When I tried to understand the emotions, I looked at them from a distorted perspective and couldn't grasp the true depth

Words that I'll just never know, coming back forever more
There are words and emotions that I will never fully comprehend, haunting me endlessly

Nothing, but regret I bought, I swear I should've leased
All I have now is regret, and I realize I should have approached the situation differently

And I feel it coming back, it always lasts
I sense the negativity returning, and it seems to linger indefinitely

It never goes away
The negative emotions and consequences never truly disappear

The room's spinning way too fast
My world is moving at an overwhelming pace, making it hard to maintain stability

And you know that
And deep down, you are aware of this

Gotta watch my back, running from the past
I constantly have to be cautious, as I am trying to escape my past mistakes

And it's catching up, I'm afraid
Despite my efforts, my past is catching up, causing fear and worry

Went and got too attached to the love we had
I became overly dependent and emotionally invested in the past love we shared

And my heart got burned by the flames
As a result, I ended up getting hurt and emotionally damaged

And now I'm yelling at the sky, I'm looking for an answer
Feeling lost and desperate, I express my frustration by shouting at the sky, hoping for guidance

Wandering how I turned into somebody you can't love
I wonder how I transformed into a person who no longer deserves your love

I was turned around and never figured how to say so
I was confused and lost, never finding the right words to express my feelings

Better off alone talking to the walls around me now
It seems like I would be better off isolating myself and seeking solace by talking to the walls rather than confronting my emotions

I always see things upside, upside down
My perspective is consistently negative and distorted

I don't trust us to turn this ship around
I have little faith in our ability to rectify the situation

I always see things upside, upside down
My perception is consistently skewed towards the negative

I don't trust us to turn this ship around
I lack confidence in our ability to bring about positive change

I always see things
My perspective is always clouded by negativity