Chandelier
Kain Rivers Lyrics

Party girls don't get hurt
Girls who party and have a carefree lifestyle don't experience emotional pain

Can't feel anything, when will I learn
I am numb and unable to feel emotions, wondering when I will finally understand

I push it down, push it down
I suppress my emotions and ignore them

I'm the one 'for a good time call'
I am known as the person to contact when someone wants to have fun or a good time

Phone's blowin' up, ringin' my doorbell
My phone is constantly receiving calls and messages, and people are showing up at my door

I feel the love, feel the love
Despite my numbness, I can still sense the love and affection from others

1 2 3, 1 2 3, drink 1 2 3, 1 2 3, drink
I count and drink to forget my troubles

Throw 'em back till I lose count
I keep drinking until I can no longer keep track of how much I've consumed

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier
I want to let go and live recklessly

From the chandelier
In a wild and extravagant manner

I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist
I will live as if there is no future, without consequences

Like it doesn't exist
As if the future has no impact on my actions

I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night
I will soar freely, unburdened, during the nighttime

Feel my tears as they dry
I am aware of my tears, but I let them dry without addressing my emotional pain

But I'm holding on for dear life
Despite my reckless behavior, I am desperately clinging to life

Won't look down, won't open my eyes
I refuse to face reality or acknowledge the truth

Keep my glass full until morning light
I continuously drink throughout the night until the morning comes

'Cause I'm just holding on for tonight
I am only surviving in the present moment

Help me, I'm holding on for dear life
I am pleading for assistance while desperately trying to stay alive

Sun is up, I'm a mess
As the sun rises, I realize the chaotic state I am in

Gotta get out now, gotta run from this
I feel the urgency to escape and flee from my current situation

Here comes the shame, here comes the shame
Feelings of guilt and remorse are approaching

On for tonight
I am determined to hold on and survive for the remainder of the night

'Cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Because all I can do is endure and survive until the night is over

Oh, I'm just holding on for tonight
I am simply trying to stay alive until the night passes

On for tonight, on for tonight
Persisting and enduring throughout the course of the night