Outnumbered
Kamchatka Lyrics


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Here they come,
The voices.
No use
To pretend
I can't hear
Telling me
I Don't
Deserve this.

They rape my thoughts
And rob me of my self-esteem
Until they alone rule
Over whatever is left
Of me.

If I were

To end myself,
Will they
Linger
With me in
The after-life?
Is it a risk
Worth taking?

They rape my thoughts
And rob me of my self-esteem
Until they alone rule




Over whatever is left
Of me.

Overall Meaning

The song "Outnumbered" by Kamchatka explores the experience of facing intrusive and self-deprecating thoughts that can chip away at one's sense of self-worth. The opening lines, "Here they come, the voices / No use to pretend I can't hear," convey a sense of resignation to the singer's predicament. The voices represent a inner critic or a manifestation of anxiety that continues to hound the singer despite their attempts to ignore or reject it.


The second stanza continues this theme of the voices robbing the singer of their self-esteem. The use of the word "rape" is especially powerful, as it suggests a forceful violation of the singer's mind and autonomy. The idea that the voices alone will rule over whatever is left of the singer implies a sense of helplessness and despair.


The final stanza takes a darker turn, as the singer contemplates suicide as a potential solution to their predicament. The question of whether the voices will "linger with me in the after-life" speaks to a fear of the unknown and the possibility that the voices will continue to torment the singer even after death. The final line, "Is it a risk worth taking?", hints at the singer's ambivalence towards suicide as a final escape from their suffering.


Line by Line Meaning

Here they come,
The negative thoughts and self-doubt are approaching.


The voices.
These are the internal voices that speak negativity.


No use
It's pointless to try and ignore them.


To pretend
Trying to pretend like they're not there won't work.


I can't hear
Even if I try to block them out, I can still hear them.


Telling me
These voices are telling me negative things about myself.


I Don't
I don't deserve these negative thoughts.


Deserve this.
I don't deserve to be constantly put down and criticized by my own thoughts.


They rape my thoughts
The negative thoughts consume and take over my mind.


And rob me of my self-esteem
They strip away any positive self-image I may have and leave me feeling low.


Until they alone rule
The negative thoughts become the only thing in control.


Over whatever is left
All that's left of me is the part that is controlled by the negativity.


Of me.
I'm left feeling helpless and powerless against the negative thoughts.


If I were
If I were to succumb to these thoughts and end my life.


To end myself,
To take my own life and end the pain.


Will they
Will these negative thoughts still linger after death?


Linger
Stay with me even after death.


With me in
Follow me into the afterlife.


The after-life?
The place where the soul goes after death.


Is it a risk
Is the chance of the negative thoughts following me worth taking my own life?


Worth taking?
Is ending my own life worth the risk of the negative thoughts still being with me even after death?




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Comments from YouTube:

Olivier Korver

Amazing stuff. I cannot believe that an indy band with such talent hasn't had a worldwide breakthrough yet. Combine Chris Cornell, Jimi Hendrix, 60 / 70s blues with stoner rock, and you have yourself the above winning combination.

dieerde1989

this is absolutely Stevie Ray Vaughn- Style! great!

Steve W

Very nice. I hear some SRV influence on his playing.

StringRamblerBale

Me likes...tnx