KD Diary
Kash Doll Lyrics

Ever since I was a seed, I ain't got nothin' free
I never had anything given to me since I was born

Pops died on my bday 'fore I knew how to speak
My father died on my birthday before I even learned to speak

I'm the oldest of six and they countin' on me
I have five younger siblings who rely on me

Had to get in these streets, just to eat for a week
I had to resort to street life just to feed myself for a week

Punchin' E I'm from the A, I'm soon as I hit sixteen
I started boxing as soon as I turned sixteen in Atlanta

Walk a mile in my shoes, you can never see me
You can never understand my life and experiences without experiencing it yourself

Just a girl from the D, still after my dreams
I'm just a girl from Detroit, still chasing my dreams

I can't never understand why they hated on me
I can never understand why people hate on me

Another girl at the bar, tryna make me some cheese
Another girl at the bar is trying to make money off me

And you bitch that tried to snuff me, how it feel to see me?
How does it feel to see me succeed, after you tried to harm me?

Five years out the club, now you bitches could eat
After five years, I have surpassed my competition and you can now eat my dust

Twenty six in one night, they could never top me
I made 26 thousand in one night, they could never surpass me

Ain't no love life to speak on, only worry 'bout me
I don't have a love life to talk about, I only worry about myself

Keep my circle super tight ain't no time for no leaks
I keep my inner circle very small to avoid any leaks or betrayals

My intentions was so good, did it all for a dream
My intentions were good and I did everything in pursuit of a dream

Signed some papers to a nigga, only knew for a week
I signed papers to a man I only knew for a week

A lot of ceased and deceased, tryna dry up my stream
A lot of people have tried to stop my success, even resorting to death threats

So I stayed on the road, without music to stream
I stayed on the road to perform, even without any music streaming

Just to pay half a ticket, so that I could be free
I went on the road just to pay a fine, so that I could be free

To release all this music so that they can feel me
I released all my music so that people can really understand who I am

But now that I'm on, I ain't letting 'em breathe
Now that I'm successful, I'm not giving anyone else room to succeed

I've been winnin' awards, I've been touchin' the streets
I've been winning awards and touching people's lives through my music

Did you hear what I said, on B-E-T
Did you hear what I said during my B.E.T appearance?

Soon as this paper was done, I'm touchin' everything
As soon as I finished signing the papers, I started expanding my influence

Benz truck, big face, I did that
I bought a Benz truck with a large face

Maserati, Audi coupe, doin' zig zags
I drive a Maserati and Audi coupe and swerve through the streets

First class, diamond status, yeah I earned that
I earned my diamond status and fly first class

New house, off-shore, bitch I live that
I have a new house off-shore and live a luxurious life

You don't know a bitch without a deal that did that
You don't know someone without a record deal who has achieved what I have

These niggas is for everybody, yeah they scream that
These men have no loyalty and are for anyone who can benefit them

You out here fightin', lookin' ratty, they can have that
You can keep fighting and looking ratty, I don't want that

I'm in the buildin' sittin' pretty but a savage
I may look good in the building, but I'm also tough and brutal

Superfly, big film playin', boom, boom
I feel like I'm in a dramatic movie with big shots fired

Fifty goons, big guns go boom, boom
I have fifty bodyguards with large guns to protect me

Crib so big that Shaunie made me go and switch my room
My house is so big that Shaunie O'Neal made me switch my room

All my brothers, sisters got one, now my momma want one too
All my siblings have a house, and now my mother wants one too

Got so many mouths to feed, I ain't gotta see
I have so many people to support, I don't have time for myself

Gotta pay the payroll, every first and fifteenth
I have to pay my employees every two weeks

It's so cold in the D, how we s'posed to keep peace?
It's difficult to keep peace in Detroit, especially during the cold winters

Gave me such a hard time, now they tryna be me
They gave me a hard time before, and now they're trying to copy and be like me

'Cause I make that shit look so easy
They're trying to emulate me because I make it look easy

They don't know like
They don't understand

I don't look nothin' like what I've been through man
My appearance doesn't fully reflect my difficult experiences

I just know where I'm goin'
I'm confident in where I'm headed