A former swimming teacher, Kate DeAraugo had auditioned for Australian Idol, in both the first (2003) and in the second season (2004), but didn't manage to make it past the audition stage of the competition. Since her first two auditions, DeAraugo had travelled from Bendigo, Victoria to the Gold Coast, Queensland for singing lessons with Vanetta Fields, finally moving to Queensland where she auditioned for the third season in 2005.
On November 14, 2005 she beat Lee Harding to ensure her place in the grand final. DeAraugo's co-finalist was Emily Williams, making this the first all-girl final since the Australian show began in 2003. Williams was generally considered the favourite. On November 21, 2005, DeAraugo was announced the winner of Australian Idol 2005, during a live broadcast from the Sydney Opera House.
If This Is Love
Kate DeAraugo Lyrics
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Then I will be leaving
Run so fast, run so far
So far from where you are
If this is love
My heart will be bleeding
'Cause bein' loved's like bein' drowned
It's too much..
[CHORUS:]
How will I know?
How will I see, this feelin' washin' over me?
Like love - the life that steals my sight
I never beg
Don't wanna cry
Spend all my nights just wonderin' why I feel so sure
It's gonna hurt if this is love
So this is us
Not quite like I had in mind
Love is never like the movies
You're not blue, and I'm too moody
If this is love
My eyes will be breathin'
From so much joy, so much pain
Until they seem to say
There'll be change..
[CHORUS:]
How will I know?
How will I see, this feelin' washin' over me?
Like love - the life that steals my sight
I never beg
Don't wanna cry
Spend all my nights just wonderin' why I feel so sure
It's gonna hurt if this is love
Then your smile comes slowly stealin'
Takes me where you are
It lofted like a crash of thunder, that breaks through my heart
I just can't remember what my life was like before
Told me what my heart is for..
How will I know?
How will I see?
[CHORUS:]
How will I know?
How will I see, this feelin' washin' over me?
Like love - the life that steals my sight
I never beg
Don't wanna cry
Spend all my nights just wonderin' why I feel so sure
It's gonna hurt if this is love
If this is love
Then I will be leaving
The song "If This Is Love" by Kate DeAraugo explores the uncertainty and ambiguity of falling in love. The lyrics express a sense of hesitance and doubt towards the concept of love, with the singer indicating that they would rather leave than stay in a potentially hurtful situation. The first verse highlights the need to run away from the person causing confusion and pain: "Run so fast, run so far/So far from where you are." In the second verse, the singer acknowledges that their heart will be "bleeding" if they fall in love, as the experience can be overwhelming and disorienting.
However, the chorus indicates a sense of longing and curiosity towards love: "How will I know?/How will I see, this feelin' washin' over me?/Like love - the life that steals my sight." The singer recognizes the power of love, acknowledging that it is capable of both pain and joy ("From so much joy, so much pain/Until they seem to say/There'll be change"). The bridge, where the singer mentions the effect of the other person's smile, shows that even with the fear and doubt, there is still a strong attraction between the two. Overall, the song captures the complex emotions and conflicting feelings that come with the experience of falling in love.
Line by Line Meaning
If this is love
The singer expresses her uncertainty about whether her emotions truly qualify as love
Then I will be leaving
If her situation does indeed involve love, she wants no part in it and will distance herself from it
Run so fast, run so far
She wants to escape from the supposed love and put distance between herself and the person involved
So far from where you are
The emphasis on distance further emphasizes the desire to be away from the object of her supposed love
My heart will be bleeding
If this is truly love, it will cause her pain and heartache
'Cause bein' loved's like bein' drowned
She compares being loved to being fully immersed in water and unable to breathe, suggesting that it's overwhelming and consuming
I get so turned around
The intensity of love confuses and disorients her
It's too much..
This line reiterates the idea that the strength of these emotions is too much for her to handle
How will I know?
She questions how to identify what love truly feels like
How will I see, this feelin' washin' over me?
She wonders how she will be able to distinguish whether her emotions truly are love
Like love - the life that steals my sight
The intensity of love is depicted as blinding or all-consuming
I never beg
She implies that she has never begged for love or its associated emotions
Don't wanna cry
She does not want to be emotionally vulnerable or hurt
Spend all my nights just wonderin' why I feel so sure
She constantly questions why she feels so strongly if she is unsure if it is love
It's gonna hurt if this is love
She predicts pain and hurt if her emotions are, in fact, love
So this is us
The singer refers to herself and the other person involved in this situation
Not quite like I had in mind
She expresses that the situation is not what she expected or hoped for in terms of love
Love is never like the movies
She reminds us that reality does not always reflect idealized representations of love portrayed in films or media
You're not blue, and I'm too moody
She compares her dispositions to the stereotyped portrayal of love interests in media (e.g. a sad, blue character for the other person, and a moody, unfathomable character for herself)
My eyes will be breathin'
The singer suggests she will be deeply moved and emotional if the situation does indeed involve love
From so much joy, so much pain
The intensity of these emotions will be both a source of happiness and deep pain for her
Until they seem to say
Her eyes will express her emotional state louder than words
There'll be change..
This line is ambiguous but could suggest that the intensity of these emotions will change her
Then your smile comes slowly stealin'
The other person's smile is described as having a powerful and irresistible effect on her
Takes me where you are
The person's smile draws her in and makes her feel closer to them
It lofted like a crash of thunder, that breaks through my heart
The sudden and intense nature of the effect the person has on her is likened to a storm that cannot be ignored
I just can't remember what my life was like before
The intensity of these emotions is such that life before this situation seems distant and forgettable in comparison
Told me what my heart is for..
The other person has given her a sense of profound awareness about her emotions and her own heart
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: GUY CHAMBERS, KARA DIOGUARDI, JEWEL KILCHER
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@imarichboy123
Oh - thinkin' about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
[CHORUS:]
And baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And lovin' is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
Isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you're feelin' down
Now nothin' can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I can say
Just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
@2010porgie
Kate's perfect the way she is - no matter what size she is. I'm so over people always talking about what she looks like. Kudos to her because she has the most gorgeous voice, she made it, and none of you other people did!
@imarichboy123
Oh - thinkin' about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
[CHORUS:]
And baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And lovin' is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
Isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you're feelin' down
Now nothin' can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I can say
Just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
@TheVestini
I hope she gets her life back on track 😟
@csnave1998
Brings me back to the days with my uncle&grandfather. miss you so much. RIP-3
@leidisantos908
Linda!
@lindsaypink02
I found this beautiful song on FB: )
@SunnyCoastGirl4Lyfe
she has really pretty eyes! <3
@jeanmcfarlane7394
Poor girl will never come back. Read today that she has been addicted to meth(ice) for years. She went to court last week for driving under the influence of meth. She did have a lovely voice. I do hope that God leads her onto the right path and brings her back to us so we can hear that voice again. That is why there has been no music from her.
@fgilbert84
She is beautiful....
@4everhorselover2202
Heard this song in a 9/11 video bawled my eyes out