Bipolar
Keem Isaiah Lyrics

50,000 for a show
I'm making a lot of money from my music.

One minute I say I love you but I don't
I have trouble expressing my true feelings to others.

I can't make up my mind Cause I don't know
I struggle with decision-making and often feel uncertain.

Yeah aye yeah
This is just a repeated phrase for emphasis.

You didn't let me hit you already know
I didn't have sex with you before, and you're aware of that.

If I hit it I might quit it and go ghost
If we have sex, I might lose interest quickly and disappear.

I can't trust these girls they do the most
I have trust issues with women because I feel like they often overcomplicate things.

I told you that with you I'll take the chance but as soon as I got close couldn't stick to the plan
I promised to take a risk with you, but once we got closer, I couldn't follow through.

Cant let myself get hurt
I am afraid of emotional pain.

The pride of being a man
As a man, it's important for me to maintain a sense of strength and dignity.

My old girl fucked me up
My previous girlfriend hurt me deeply.

I can't go through that again
I am scared of being hurt like that again.

Every time I had my back against the ropes
Whenever I felt backed into a corner or trapped in a tough situation.

It's because I put all my faith and trust inside a hoe
I relied too heavily on a woman who wasn't trustworthy.

Baby I'm not saying that you a hoe
I want to clarify that I'm not calling you a promiscuous woman.

I'm just a man I know
I'm just human and therefore imperfect.

Cause everybody tells me shit they think I wanna know
People often tell me what they think I want to hear, instead of the truth.

When it's time to tell the truth they forget just how to speak
People struggle with being honest with me when the time comes.

But remember to be fake and all the greedy around me
People pretend to like me or be my friend for selfish reasons.

Nobody really love me just for me
I fear that people only like me because of my fame or money.

The first woman I ever loved to me on the streets
The first woman I ever loved was a sex worker.

Only 17 so tell me who can I trust nobody except for me
I was young when I learned the hard way that I can only trust myself.

Because when I needed help nobody down for me
People weren't there for me when I needed them the most.

I feel like I'm alone in a squad that's 50 deep
Despite being around many people, I still feel lonely.

I am paranoid yeah I feel they out to get me
I am constantly paranoid that someone is plotting against me.

I can't get caught up yeah I'm out here chasing Millies
I am trying to make a lot of money, and I can't let anything distract me from that goal.

I want to let you in but my mind won't seem to let me
I want to be vulnerable with you, but I struggle to open up emotionally.

I'm just trying to win yeah and you can really end me
I am solely focused on my career success, and the thought of a relationship ending could destroy me.

That's why I need you as my friend and not my enemy
I value your companionship, and I don't want to lose you as a friend.

You the one I call now when I'm losing sleep
You're the person I turn to when I'm struggling or feeling anxious.

I just hope you up now when I Am in need you was right beside Me nobody else beside me
I hope you're available when I need you because I feel like you're the only one who truly supports me.

I've been doing shit she don't wanna know I won't tell her shit she don't Gotta know
There are things I'm doing that my partner wouldn't approve of or want to hear about, so I keep them to myself.

I know I say we'll meet but I never show
I make plans with people but then flake out or don't follow through.

I won't hold you back if you got to go yeah
I don't want to hold you back or stop you from leaving if you need to.