Caught Up
Keepitinside Lyrics

Sorry I was caught up in the moment
I apologize for my actions, I was too distracted at the time

I was just depressed and somehow didn't notice
I was feeling extremely low and wasn't aware of my emotions

Maybe it was just another day I couldn't function
Perhaps it was just another day where I couldn't bring myself to work and be productive

See you when I wake up
I'll talk to you later when I have a clearer head

I don't wanna deal with this
I'm not ready to face this problem yet

How do you do it?
How are you able to handle things so well?

How do you care?
How do you show such empathy and concern?

So many options, but no way there
I have many choices, but none of them seem appropriate

I just wanna feel motivated in my head
I desire to feel energized and inspired in my thoughts

Living in my dreams, ya
I often find myself lost in my imagination

Nothing in between
There's no middle ground for me, it's either good or bad

Tell me that you see me
Assure me that you understand what I'm going through

'Cause I stopped believing
I've lost faith in myself and my abilities

Why did all that time go wasted on me?
I feel like I've squandered so much of my life

I just wanna be medicated from my head
I want to be relieved of the burden that's weighing on my mind

Tell me what to do now
Give me some guidance on how to proceed from here

So, what's the next step?
What action should I take now?

Is it a secret? Shh
Do you know something that I don't?

I'm breaking apart
I'm falling apart emotionally

But you're not gonna see it
But I won't let you witness it

And I promise, I'm not begging for attention
I swear that I'm not looking for pity or recognition

Honest, I just needed you to listen
Honestly, I just needed someone to hear me out

Break up, 'cause I can't make a decision
Finish this relationship because I can't decide what's best for me

Fucked up, but I don't want it
I'm in a bad place, but I don't want to be there

I'm don't wanna lie
I don't want to be dishonest

I'm not gonna mean it
I won't be sincere

Look me in the eyes, baby don't say it
Don't say it to my face, I can't handle it

I'm a disappointment
I feel like I'm not living up to expectations

I'm a late notice
I'm doing things too late

Feeling like a waste
I feel like I'm not contributing anything worthwhile

'Cause I can't keep fucking
I can't seem to get anything done properly

Baby don't go, baby don't leave
Please don't leave me

I don't feel less when I hear you calling
You make me feel better just by being there for me

Is it too late for a comet?
Is it too late for me to change my course in life?

I just wanna wish, I just wanna
I have some desires but they're not very specific