How I Feel
Kelly Clarkson Lyrics


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Looks like I made a mess again
Heartbreak everywhere I step
This fire is getting hot again
But I touch the flame 'cause I'm a curious cat
Creeping where I don't belong
Finding out what I knew all along
Crying all alone
And it's all my fault, all my fault

Yeah, I did it again... again

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now so just let me be
Let me be

It seems every time I find a good man
He's got a good little wife
I'm not jealous but I won't lie
I don't want to hear about your wonderful life
And babies everywhere I look
Trophy wives with their little black books
At this rate I'm gonna end up alone
It's probably all my fault, all my fault

Oh, another dead end again

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now

Bitter pill that I've swallowed
Just how low can my heart sink
Fairy tales from so long ago
Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know

'Cause I, I'm getting tired of believing
I'm through pretending
Yeah I'm broken and sad so I'll sit this one out
Oh I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now

How I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
Let me be

How I feel right now
How I feel right now




How I feel right now
Let me be

Overall Meaning

The song "How I Feel" by Kelly Clarkson is a reflection on failed relationships and a questioning of one's own responsibility in those failures. The opening lines reflect a state of chaos, as the singer acknowledges having made a mess and leaving heartbreak in their wake. They confess to playing with fire out of curiosity, leading them to places they shouldn't be and confirming what they already knew. This self-destructive pattern culminates in loneliness and regret, with the singer admitting that it's all their fault.


The second verse delves deeper into the singer's experiences in relationships. They express fatigue from believing in false promises and pretending things are not as bad as they seem. They feel deceived by someone they trusted and mourn the loss of what they thought was a "good man". In the final verse, the singer is more reflective, recognizing that they have accepted bitter truths and are no longer interested in fairy tale endings, saving them for those who are not smart enough to know better.


Overall, the song is a powerful expression of self-awareness, introspection, and self-acceptance. It confronts the flaws and failures of the singer's romantic past and shows how they have grown and learned from those experiences.


Line by Line Meaning

Looks like I made a mess again
I messed up yet again.


Heartbreak everywhere I step
Heartbreak is all around me.


This fire is getting hot again
I'm feeling passionate again.


But I touch the flame 'cause I'm a curious cat
I can't resist the temptation even though I know it will hurt me.


Creeping where I don't belong
I'm going places I shouldn't be going.


Finding out what I knew all along
Discovering something I already suspected.


Crying all alone
I'm feeling sad and lonely.


And it's all my fault, all my fault
I take full responsibility for what happened.


Yeah, I did it again... again
I messed up again, just like before.


Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
I'm losing faith in things working out.


Even sicker of pretending
I'm exhausted from pretending everything is okay.


That it's not so bad, just wait it out
Telling myself it's not that bad and that with time it will get better.


Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again
I suspect that you're lying to me once more.


The only good man left wasn't him
The man I thought was good turned out to be the wrong one.


And that's how I feel right now so just let me be
I feel hurt right now and I just want to be left alone.


It seems every time I find a good man
Every time I find a decent guy.


He's got a good little wife
He's already married to a nice woman.


I'm not jealous but I won't lie
I'm not jealous, but I admit that it bothers me.


I don't want to hear about your wonderful life
I don't want to hear about how perfect your life is.


And babies everywhere I look
Everywhere I look, I see couples with babies.


Trophy wives with their little black books
I see successful women with their little black books.


At this rate I'm gonna end up alone
If things continue this way, I'll end up alone.


It's probably all my fault, all my fault
I take the blame for being single.


Oh, another dead end again
Another failed relationship.


Bitter pill that I've swallowed
Something unpleasant that I've had to accept.


Just how low can my heart sink
How much lower can I feel.


Fairy tales from so long ago
My hopes and dreams from long ago.


Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know
Someone who is naive enough to believe in fairy tales.


I'm through pretending
I'm done pretending things are okay.


Yeah I'm broken and sad so I'll sit this one out
I'm feeling hurt and need time to heal.


How I feel right now
This is how I'm feeling at the moment.


Let me be
I need some space and time to myself.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: DWIGHT BAKER, KELLY CLARKSON, JIMMY MESSER

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BlizzardBeaches


on Since U Been Gone

This song resonates with me the most right now since as recent as last Sunday, I was set free from a relationship with a man like this.

Here's the thing, we started out friends
It was cool but IT WAS ALL PRETEND [on HIS part]

HOW COME I'D NEVER HEAR YOU SAY
"I just wanna be with you"?
Guess YOU never felt that way [(But HE expected me to feel that way)]

Such an amazing song!

Ricky


on Broken & Beautiful (from the movie UGLYDOLLS)

What do they mean with the words:
We're walking on the ocean, turning water into wine
*reference to?*

Ricky


on Broken & Beautiful (from the movie UGLYDOLLS)

We're walking on the ocean, turning water into wineWe bury our emotion and

We're walking on the ocean, turning water into wine. *what is the meaning of this line?

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