I Want Myself and I Hate to Die
Kerbera Lyrics

We're gonna see for the blind
We will help those who can't see, to understand and perceive everything around them.

We're gonna hear for the deaf
We will aid those who can't hear, to understand and listen to everything around them.

We're gonna scream for the mute
We will shout loud for those who can't speak, to express and voice their thoughts.

And we will
We will do everything in our capacity and capability to help others.

If love is the greatest
Love is considered as the supreme emotion and feeling.

Why is it so hard to find?
It is difficult to identify or experience love.

So love makes us weightless, well
It is said that love makes us feel light and weightless emotionally.

That's just another fucking lie!
This notion of 'being weightless' due to love is incorrect and an unrealistic expectation.

And the greatest task of them all
The biggest challenge we face is learning to accept and be comfortable with ourselves.

Is to learn how to live with yourself (Feeling heavy)
It is difficult to come to terms with our insecurities and faults, making us feel weighed down.

So take that love somewhere else
Hiding behind the concept of love and not facing our reality would not make things any better.

We are the kids who grew old
We are individuals who have grown up with various life experiences that have marked us.

With scars and stitches
Our scars and wounds on both our physical and emotional beings have made us who we are today.

All over our souls
Our souls bear the weight of our life experiences.

We are the kids who are doing wrong
We are individuals who might have been doing things wrong or what society considers wrong.

And we are right to do so
Many times, it is our unique experiences and circumstances that define our actions and moral compass.

They won't reach us anymore
People who are affecting us negatively will not be able to do so anymore.

We bring our problems to bed
Every night, we carry the burden of our problems to bed.

Gang raped right through the head
Our minds are plagued with thoughts and issues akin to being ganged up on and raped.

Wide awake through every second until dawn knocks the blinds
Our problems keep us awake until the light of day shines upon us.

Eyes red thought they bled
Our eyes feel like they should be bleeding due to the stress and trauma.

But it was only tears
It is only tears that we are crying and that are a manifestation of our emotions and difficulties.

How many have I shed?
We have cried so much that we have lost count of the number of tears we have shed.

Drowned my pillow demons at least
We have cried so much that our fears and demons have been drowned in a sea of tears.

Sadly I'm one of them
Sadly, our fears and demons are elements of who we are.

Oh my god
An expression used to denote extreme exasperation or desperation.

The paint is black, you beat me red
The world around us feels dark and as if it's hurting us.

The crowd is screaming, I am dead
People around us are acting or behaving in ways that break us further.

Bring me back
We hope and pray for someone to bring us back from the brink of our despair.

We're gonna sing forever
We will sing and express ourselves forever.

We're gonna sing for the crowd, We're gonna sing it out loud
We will express ourselves loudly and for everyone to hear.

I will be silenced but at least I've tried
We might face opposition from the world, but we will still voice our thoughts because we tried.

They won't reach us anymore
People who are hurting and affecting us will not be able to do so anymore.