IV
Khersonoise & B.A.V. of VL Lyrics

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When did you think
You could have me
Well you're wrong
I own myself
This is my body
Am I wrong
Call me a piece of shit
But I was experience

Is that wrong
I want to be myself
I want to see myself
Guess I'm wrong

But you wanted me
And you got me, eh
And now that I see
It's blinding
Have I been by myself
All this time
Store my thoughts up on a shelf
Organized it, with time
Waited for you
But you never came
Chapters unread
And dust will remain

I swear, mama
I've used my brain
There ain't no way
I feel this way
And I know I
Will hide the pain
For you and I
I will erase

Disown me, yeah
Leave me, yeah
Just wanna sleep
Don't wake me, yeah

I swear, mama
I've used my brain
There ain't no way
I feel this way
And I know I
Will hide the pain

For you and I
I will erase

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Khersonoise & B.A.V. of VL's song IV detail the emotional struggles of a person struggling with addiction and the impact it has on their relationships. The song starts with the individual admitting to their affinity for parties, drinking, and getting high, even at the expense of fulfilling their responsibilities to their loved ones. They acknowledge lying to their significant other about being on their way when they clearly are not. This sets the tone for the song, where the person is aware of the harm they are causing but cannot seem to break free from their addiction.

The chorus "I just want the best for you, but I'm just not the best for you" suggests that the individual is aware that their behavior is not healthy for themselves, and it is negatively affecting their loved one. They acknowledge that this person deserves better than what they can currently provide, and it would be better for them to walk away. However, the person can't seem to bring themselves to do so, and they continue to make promises they can't keep, which further damages the relationship.

The second verse provides even more insight into the individual's mindset, where they admit that they know their behavior is harmful and that they have been unable to make changes to their lifestyle. They recognize that their loved one has their doubts and concerns about the situation, but they feel stuck and overwhelmed. Overall, the song is a poignant portrayal of the complexities of addiction and its impact on relationships.

Line by Line Meaning

Yeah another night out
Starting another night of drinking and partying.

I get drunk, I get high
Drinking and using drugs to get intoxicated.

Then you call and I lie
Lying to someone about where they are.

And I say I'm on my way now
Making an excuse to leave and go meet someone.

Show up when it's lights out
Arriving late at night, when most people are asleep.

When you're dressing for work
When the other person is getting ready for their job.

And I'm mumbling words
Speaking incoherently.

I don't know what to say now
Feeling lost for words.

You tell me I don't care
Being accused of not caring about someone.

Tell me I never try
Being accused of not putting in effort.

I said I'm sorry
Apologizing for past actions and mistakes.

Maybe a million times
Apologizing repeatedly and excessively.

It's gonna hurt ya
Realizing that one's actions will cause pain or discomfort to someone else.

If I don't say goodbye
If one doesn't leave or change their behavior, it will continue to cause harm to the other person.

You don't believe me
Feeling like the other person doesn't trust or believe in them.

I just want the best for you
Wishing the other person well and hoping for their success and happiness.

But I'm just not the best for you
Knowing that one's own lifestyle and behavior may not be good for someone else.

You don't want What I'm gonna put ya through
Understanding that the harm and negative impact one causes to the other person is not what they want or deserve.

Parties with shots and powder
Going to parties where alcohol and drugs are present.

But, you rather sleep eight hours
Preferring to get a good night's sleep instead of staying up late partying.

And I know you got your doubts
Recognizing that the other person has concerns and doubts about the relationship.

'Cause I can't turn this life around, baby
Feeling like one's own lifestyle and choices are holding them back from making positive changes.

Thought it was just a phase
Thinking that one's partying and drinking were temporary behaviors that would eventually change.

'Til I woke up a thousand days later
Realizing that the temporary phase had turned into a long-standing habit.

Realizing I'm the same
Understanding that one had not changed or improved their behavior despite the other person's concerns.

As I was before I saw your face
Returning to old habits and behaviors after meeting the other person.

Oh-oh baby
Expressing a sense of affection or attachment towards the other person.

You don't want What I'm gonna put ya through
Recognizing that one's own behavior will continue to cause harm and negativity to the other person.

I just want the best for you
Wishing the other person well and hoping for their success and happiness.

But I'm not the best for you
Knowing that one's own lifestyle and behavior may not be good for someone else.

Oh-oh baby
Expressing a sense of affection or attachment towards the other person.

You tell me I don't care
Being accused of not caring about someone.

Tell me I never try
Being accused of not putting in effort.

I've said I'm sorry
Apologizing for past actions and mistakes.

Maybe a million times
Apologizing repeatedly and excessively.

It's gonna hurt ya
Realizing that one's actions will cause pain or discomfort to someone else.

If I don't say goodbye
If one doesn't leave or change their behavior, it will continue to cause harm to the other person.

You don't believe me
Feeling like the other person doesn't trust or believe in them.

I just want the best for you
Wishing the other person well and hoping for their success and happiness.

(oooh)
An expression of emotion or feeling, without specific meaning.

But I'm not the best for you (for you)
Knowing that one's own lifestyle and behavior may not be good for someone else.

Oh-oh baby (oh)
Expressing a sense of affection or attachment towards the other person.

You don't want What I'm gonna put ya through
Understanding that the harm and negative impact one causes to the other person is not what they want or deserve.

Oh-oh baby (ya)
Expressing a sense of affection or attachment towards the other person.

I just want the best for you
Wishing the other person well and hoping for their success and happiness.

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Rabia Shohatee

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Comments from YouTube:

Ernad Lokvancic

1y↑114

that was hurtful to watch 😭

Manan Ziafat

I have seen worse

Ratuky 22

@Manan Ziafat I’ve had worse

AsianBoy

47w

@Ratuky 22you did it or the nurse did it to you?

Angela

1y↑71

I’d take it out and try a new spot

Armani Garvin

1y↑6

Leave cath in place. If you take it out blood will pool and form a hematoma. Leave it in like a missed foley and try again.

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Isaiah’s Bias

1y↑69

She stuck right above the bifurcation… that makes it really likely that the individual performing the action hit a valve and caused the hematoma. They should’ve inserted the needle a couple of mm above that junction.

AhmedElkhouly : ITeachable

42w

❤

FortheBudgies

44w↑4

Omg that had to hurt SOOOOO MUCH! There is no way the patient wasn't expressing pain!

TreezAntony vlogs

1y↑31

this is called double puncture.. when you insert the iv cannula ,supposed to release the needle out ,once you noticed the blood drop which means it is in the right place and pull wire in side
.Here ,it punctured double ,so release the whole cannula and apply pressure at the sight to avoid further complications like swelling hematoma

Zamorah Zamir

1y↑1

Zamitew

English by Dr. Haroon

50w↑1

Wow you are right
Are u a med student like me?

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Joseph Benjamin Bolinao

41w↑1

i would get a diff doctor!.. asap!.. 😂

Dr Priya Gautham

1y↑16

There was no flash back of blood after the needle catheter assembly entered the vein. Even after manipulation it was not in correct position.
So I would try & secure another cannula

M RASHID HANIF

1y↑5

Take out catheter, apply pressure and attempt at different site

Nuc Nuc

45w↑1

Once you start seeing hematoma inflammation, 98% of the time it’s a clear indication that you fkd up so whoever did this rushed it — people tend to be intimidated by rolling veins but most of the time all you have to do is gooooo slooooooow!

With rolling Veins; it’s like slow dancing and if you have “two left feet” (nervous or rushing) you can really injure your patient - so you have to move WITH the vein instead of moving it yourself but it takes a lot of practice and or patience to master what I call the “dancing vein” (rolling vein) but if you’re not mastered in such a skill then move to a less difficult vein.

J LL

52w↑2

it was through and through the vein...all with the needle! when there is a backflow, supposedly advance ONLY 2-3 mm then withdraw the needle 2-3 mm and advance the cannula to that perfect vein.

lisabatu W

1y↑16

leave it in, try above the hematoma with another cannula, then remove the old one

that guy

1y↑3

first remove the old one🙄

Nicolas Crescimone

1y↑3

I love to aim at the junction of 2 veins

Hana Gasme

41w

Withdraw and make pressure in the place of insertion and do another canula in another place 😁

Ellaaa5678

42w

Bro I almost threw,up watching this 😂idk why like I’ve never had an iv before so for some reason I am fine with shots but am terrified of ivs

Josef Ježek

1y↑11

Wrong angle, to fix it- give it another try above hematoma or another spot. 😅

Mobius DC

42w

I will call old staff to do it

MrDragoon Production PTE LTD.

44w↑5

If the patient was an asshole.. i would say

"Your vein is not good" and proceed to find the next iv spot.. 😎

sniffum35

1y↑28

If I was a pre-op nurse, I'd leave it and call it good and hope no one notices.

gpsawyer

1y↑19

"it flushed fine when I checked it"

Ishan Verma

1y↑2

Wdf! 🤣

CaptainFalken11

1y↑5

Radiology Tech here. Legit happened last week when I couldn’t flush a patient’s IV to check before injecting them with iodine contrast for CT. I tried to pull back to see if it would give blood and it didn’t, I pushed a little and the syringe wouldn’t budge. I ask the nurse to come and he assured me it was fine, as I literally watch him forcibly pushed saline into the line. I then asked if we could remove the coban wrap that obscured the insertion site and sure enough we seen the swelling of the skin 🤦‍♂️

Bryana Deepak Raj

@CaptainFalken11 wouldn’t what you are doing hurt the patient ?

Lonely Weeb

@Bryana Deepak Raj Better than Indian hospitals .

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GH🤪

46w

I had a surgery after 2 months now my vein is swollen idk what to doo

JC

1y↑6

The problem is when these people shove a needle 2” into a vein that’s only 2mm under the skin … horrible technique and will obviously shred the vessel.. the needle only has to go in about 5mm, not 40

Sagar Chettri

1y↑2

Painful just take it out and apply cotton

Stoicmorales

1y↑1

This is why I HATE needles

Music & Adventure

49w↑1

Because of junction of vein

Music & Adventure

48w↑1

Because of Needle in Subcutaneous Plane.

Mohd faiz Aalam

50w↑1

This canulla is old canulla, use new one that will not go inside so hardly

Sumit Banerjee

1y↑1

Kicchu korar nei r.....!!

Lisa Kaye

50w

Hello valve

Steven Johnson

46w

Shpuld habe gone few cm higher to close to a valve ....once the vein started expanding it was already blown cuasing hematoma...also once you intrest bevel up you" should" see backfow immediately

TheMsiaddict

47w

Should go deeper.

Annabanna

45w

Too near the bifurcation, wrong approach angle, cannula size too big.

Oh Shnike I lost my child

1y↑1

That happened to me yesterday it hurt so bad

AsianBoy

47w

who did it to you? a nurse or a radiologic technologist?

Oh Shnike I lost my child

47w↑3

@AsianBoy a nurse, she blew my vain and it burned so bad

Ansha Nzln

41w

Please reply anyone. I have doubt … before 3 weeks ago i used to have iv injection and after that my nerve became more harder than usual but the other hand is okey ! Now its been 3 weeks and still its very hard at a certian point is that is dangerous symbol?! It be an anuerysm or something like blood clots can anyone help me please🙏🏻

maria kathreen

47w

Wrong technique. Should not advance the needle in together with the Teflon. That causes hematoma

Ashif Mody

This condition is philibitis

Jiji Nest

1y↑5

Go to the medschool again😅

Jim N

44w↑2

Scream, tell the nurse to find another one that knows what she is doing

Pavel Pavlov

1y↑3

I would say the wrong person attempts wrong procedure to a wrong vein with a wrong placement with a wrong abocath to the wrong patient,. Soi cant say what is wrong because we all is wrong and someone needs to practice on a model first with real guidance and supervision Asap!

JS

1y↑4

First, that 20g catheter looks way too long. So I would go get a better size. I would opt for a 1 in. catheter in the hand. I would take that old one out and apply pressure for hemostasis and find a new hand vein. Or I could wait until the patient is induced and place a 14g in the forearm.