They were part of the growing local 'emo' scene of the time.
Kid Brother Collective played for many years between the late 90's and early 2000s, mostly in the midwest, in particular Michigan.
Reflector
Kid Brother Collective Lyrics
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Whatever makes you happy,
Shame looks good on you.
Everything is not the way i wanted it to be,
I payed for all my past mistakes;
The finger points at me.
The blame is still; i know,
Baby's gone to pay.
What am i supposed to say?
Do you know how i feel?
Everybody seems to understand;
Everybody but you.
I punch your code but i'm empty on the line,
Nothing new to tell you;
Nothing i might find.
And i'm the one to blame for all my past mistakes,
Given like a virus and taken from this place.
But i don't know who to tell,
I don't know who to blame.
The lyrics to Kid Brother Collective's song "Reflector" express the pain of feeling alone and misunderstood. The opening lines "withering the everything in you, whatever makes you happy, shame looks good on you" suggest that something has changed in the persona's relationship with the addressee. The adjectives 'withering' and 'shameful' evoke a sense of disappointment and disdain, and juxtaposed with the phrase "whatever makes you happy," suggests that the changes are causing this pain. The second verse "the blame is still; I know, baby's gone to pay. Coming back tomorrow; what am I supposed to say?" adds to this sense of frustration and powerlessness. The persona is anxious about the return of the addressee, knowing they will have to confront the changes in their relationship, but unsure of how to bridge the communication gap. The repeated line "Do you know how I feel? Everybody seems to understand; everybody but you" emphasizes the sense of isolation and loneliness that the persona experiences, even as they see others recognize and empathize with their pain.
The middle section "I punch your code but I'm empty on the line, nothing new to tell you; nothing I might find" further reinforces this idea of being cut off from the addressee. The imagery of the "line" evokes a sense of technological connectivity that is ultimately fruitless. The final verse "and I'm the one to blame for all my past mistakes, given like a virus and taken from this place. But I don't know who to tell, I don't know who to blame" brings the song to a close with a sense of self-blame and resignation. The persona recognizes that they have made mistakes in the past and that these are coming back to haunt them now. However, the repetitive use of "I don't know" suggests a deeper sense of paralysis- the persona is unable to identify the root cause of the problems in their relationship, and is therefore unsure of how to fix them.
Line by Line Meaning
Withering the everything in you,
You've lost all your vitality and spirit
Whatever makes you happy,
I want you to find joy in your life
Shame looks good on you.
You appear to wear your guilt well
Everything is not the way i wanted it to be,
Things haven't turned out as I had hoped
I payed for all my past mistakes;
I am suffering the consequences of my prior errors
The finger points at me.
I am being blamed for the situation
The blame is still; i know,
Despite others' assigning of fault, I acknowledge my responsibility
Baby's gone to pay.
You went away to settle a debt
Coming back tomorrow;
You'll be returning soon
What am i supposed to say?
I'm uncertain what I should say to you
Do you know how i feel?
I wonder if you understand my emotions
Everybody seems to understand;
Others seem to comprehend the situation
Everybody but you.
But you remain unaware
I punch your code but i'm empty on the line,
I try to contact you but there is no response
Nothing new to tell you;
I have no fresh news to share
Nothing i might find.
I don't expect to learn anything useful
And i'm the one to blame for all my past mistakes,
I am responsible for all my past blunders
Given like a virus and taken from this place.
My mistakes are spreading like an infectious disease and causing my downfall
But i don't know who to tell,
I'm unsure about whom to confide in
I don't know who to blame.
I can't assign the fault to anyone else
Contributed by Carter C. Suggest a correction in the comments below.