Regrets
Kid Kenzi Lyrics

All I have is all of my regrets
I am consumed by the weight of my past mistakes and missed opportunities

I'm holding on to all of my tears and all of my secrets
I cling to my sadness and keep my deepest struggles hidden within

Some days, feels like I'm in a monsoon
Certain days, I am overwhelmed by intense emotions and hardships

Nothing really going my way, hard times, in an off tune
I constantly face difficulties and setbacks, feeling out of sync with life

Feelin' lost too, all true, like I'm hanging in the wrong room
I experience a deep sense of confusion and displacement, as if I don't belong

Walked this road for so long, been waiting on something to fall through
I have been on this journey for a while, hoping for a breakthrough or success

Don't really want to have to slow down
I don't desire to pause and reflect on my current situation

Been praying that my path can show now
I have been pleading for clarity and guidance in my life

All the time tryna find my own way
I constantly strive to discover my unique path and purpose

Guess I'm heading right back to home now
I suppose I am returning to the place where I started, seeking solace

Lonely been on the go
I have been traveling through life feeling isolated and disconnected

There's never nobody that's callin' my phone
No one reaches out to me, leaving me feeling ignored and unseen

I could just sit here wondering why
I could simply remain in a state of contemplation, questioning my circumstances

But maybe it's my fault that I'm alone
Perhaps my own actions or choices have led to my solitude

Lately I don't know what's happenin'
Recently, I feel confused and uncertain about the events unfolding in my life

Nothing ever really matters when
No aspect of my existence holds significance or importance

All you think about is every problem
My mind is consumed by constant worry and focus on every issue I face

Need to get myself back on my track again
I must regain my sense of direction and purpose in order to move forward

Gotta get this off of my chest now
I urgently need to express my emotions and thoughts

Cuz these days I been stressed out
Because recently I have been overwhelmed by stress and anxiety

I could guess how it all went south
I can speculate on how everything went wrong or took a negative turn

But that won't change when I've checked out
However, dwelling on the past won't alter my current state of disengagement

Long nights, watch em go by
I observe the passing of time during sleepless, emotionally heavy evenings

Pressure pinning me this whole time
I have been constantly burdened and constrained by external expectations

Been tryna figure out who I'm supposed to be
I have been struggling to determine my true identity and purpose

God ain't sending me no signs
I have not received any divine guidance or signals from a higher power

My stress levels are so high
I am experiencing an extreme amount of stress and tension

Feelin' trapped on this boat ride
I feel confined and stuck in a tumultuous journey, unable to escape

So much time wasted online
I have spent an excessive amount of time unproductively browsing the internet

My regrets screaming outside
My feelings of remorse and disappointment are loudly echoing in my mind

I need my space
I require solitude and distance from others to regain my inner balance

I just been tryna get out this place
I have been making efforts to escape my current state of dissatisfaction

Feels like I'm falling out of my grace
I feel as though I am losing the favor or blessings in my life

These days I need a change in the pace
Currently, I desire a shift or alteration in the tempo of my life

I know my whole life is in front
I am aware that my entire future lies ahead of me

But some times feels like it's the end
However, at times it feels as if my journey has reached its conclusion

I don't wanna stay stuck in this pit no more
I am determined to no longer remain trapped in this state of despair

With a fake smile I pretend
I put on a deceptive smile and pretend to be content, despite my inner turmoil

I don't like this energy I'm feeling
I dislike the negative and draining vibes that surround me

I been walking on a thin line
I have been treading cautiously, as if at any moment I could lose balance

Why is it nothings ever making sense to me
I wonder why nothing in my life seems to have a coherent or logical meaning

I really thought by now I would shine
I genuinely believed that at this point in my life, I would be successful or radiant

All these fake friends giving fake love
I have encountered insincere friends who provide shallow and false affection

When did I become so blind
I question at what point I lost my ability to see the true intentions of others

Wish I could go back to the good times
I yearn to return to the moments of happiness and joy in my past

But those days are behind
However, those days of positivity and bliss are now in the past

Yeah
Expressing agreement or acknowledgement

I should've told you everything but I kept it all inside
I realize I should have been open and honest with someone, sharing my true feelings

Now all I have is all of my regrets, here with me tonight
Currently, my regrets consume me, present with me during this evening