Fake Love
Kidd Quan Lyrics

I've been told a broken heart can't love
I've heard that when you're heartbroken, it's impossible to love someone

Letting people in is way too hard, I can't trust
Opening up to others is extremely difficult for me because I struggle with trust

That we ain't gon fall apart when it's rough
I'm unsure if our relationship can withstand difficult times

You try making me believe in love again
You're attempting to convince me to have faith in love once more

But I know a broken heart can't feel no love
I'm aware that a broken heart is incapable of experiencing love

Tried to do it in the past
I've attempted to love before

And that's why I don't got no trust
That's the reason I struggle with trust

Only fear is we gon' shatter into pieces when it's rough
My only fear is that we will completely fall apart during challenging times

I don't know if I believe in love
I'm uncertain if I still have faith in love

Cause I seen a lot of fake love
Because I've witnessed numerous instances of false affection

It be times, I don't even wanna wake up
There are moments where I don't even want to face the day

Quit the pills but the liquor do the same stuff
Although I stopped taking pills, drinking alcohol has a similar effect

I would tell my that it wasn't addictied
I used to deny being addicted to substances

But I know a sober me never really existed then
However, I now realize that there was never truly a sober version of myself

I don't think it's in my head
I don't believe that my struggles are purely psychological

Plus my heart been ripped to shreds
Additionally, my heart has been torn apart

Im dissociative, introverted, antisocial
I experience dissociation and have a tendency to prefer solitude, avoiding social situations

I hate the person that I am
I despise the individual I have become

I just wanna start my life over again
I simply desire a fresh start in my life

I know
I'm aware of this

I can't but I just hope
I recognize that I can't change the past, but I still have hope

It won't be like this forever
I believe that this current state won't last indefinitely

Too much pressure on my soul
I feel an overwhelming burden weighing on my spirit

Let it kill me over time
I'll allow it to slowly destroy me

Fight my battles on my own
I face my struggles independently

Say I'm fine I know I'm lying cause a
Although I may claim to be okay, deep down, I know it's a lie

Try to let them thoughts pass me by
I attempt to ignore these thoughts

But they always end up eating me alive
Unfortunately, they always consume me internally

Talking to myself, asking why
Engaging in self-reflection and questioning my circumstances

It seems like I never see the brighter side, damn
It feels as though I constantly struggle to find a positive outlook

Maybe it's cause I already been through all the drama
Perhaps it's because I've already endured so much turmoil

Seen it first hand, I can't take it any longer
Having witnessed it personally, I'm no longer able to tolerate it

I don't wanna fall back in pattern I got out of
I don't want to regress back into a destructive pattern I managed to escape from

Took a little time but now I know
It took some time, but I've come to understand

That I had to let go
I had to release the things that were holding me back

Of what crumbled me to nothing
Of the things that completely crushed me

I feel safe when I'm alone
I find solace in solitude

Can't nobody waste my time
No one can waste my time

That don't mean that's how I want it
However, it doesn't mean that's how I desire it

But fuck it cause if I'm honest then a
But despite it, if I'm being authentic, then a

Broken heart can't love
A broken heart is incapable of loving

Letting people in is way too hard, I can't trust
Allowing others into my life is extremely difficult due to lack of trust

That we ain't gon fall apart when it's rough
I'm uncertain if our relationship will survive during challenging times

You try making me believe in love again
You're making an effort to restore my belief in love

But I know a broken heart can't feel no love
However, I'm aware that a broken heart cannot experience love

Tried to do it in the past
I've attempted to experience love before

And that's why I don't got no trust
That's the reason why I struggle with trust

Only fear is we gon' shatter into pieces when it's rough
My only fear is that our relationship will completely collapse during difficult times

I don't know if I believe in love
I'm unsure if I still have faith in love

Cause I seen a lot of fake love
Because I've witnessed numerous instances of counterfeit affection