Twilight
Kill Dusty Lyrics

Pretty white lies by the darkest soul
Deceptive words and promises are often spoken by someone with a dark and corrupted nature.

Will I take my time will I run back home
I am unsure whether I should be patient and wait, or if I should retreat to my comfort zone.

Why not stay for a minute
I plead for you to give me a chance to be with you, even if it's just for a short while.

Won't you stay for a minute
I desperately desire for you to remain by my side, if only for a brief moment.

Girl, there's no sun here so the weeds don't grow
In my world, devoid of joy and happiness, nothing positive or beautiful can thrive.

So my skin don't shine and my fangs won't show
Without any light or positivity, the true essence of who I am remains hidden and obscured.

Fuck me out my feelings, I got more if you still willing
Engage in an intense physical encounter with me to distract and numb me from my emotions, as I have a surplus of unresolved feelings.

I don't need a second chance, I need a second gram to feel it
I don't require an opportunity to mend things, but rather a substance to intoxicate myself and temporarily escape from my emotional pain.

Heart been silent so long that I'm drawn to your rhythm
My heart has been devoid of love and affection for such a long time that I'm irresistibly attracted to the way you make me feel alive again.

I can't get into your thoughts, I need to ask how you feeling
I struggle to fully understand your emotions, and I yearn to have a conversation with you to uncover your true feelings.

And I can't help it if I'm drawn to you more than one night
I can't control my intense attraction towards you, even if it extends beyond a single encounter.

You're my favorite and I blame it on my large appetite
Out of all the people I've been with, you hold a special place in my heart, and I attribute this to my constant craving for emotional connections.

You fuck my brain up, I've been fighting on what's wrong and what's right
Your presence and impact on me are incredibly confusing, making it difficult for me to distinguish between what is morally right or wrong.

And I ain't told my family yet, they'd probably call it a crime
I haven't revealed my feelings for you to my family because they would likely disapprove and consider it to be a wrongdoing.

So I'm conflicted, these feelings I've been missing
I'm torn between my conflicted emotions and desires, as I've been yearning for these kinds of intense feelings for a long time.

I've been solo so long, I forgot it could be different
For such a long period of time, I have been alone and forgotten what it feels like to have a different and fulfilling companionship.

Baby, lift me out this vision, I'm destructive like collisions
My dear, please help me escape from this negative mindset as I am destructive, causing harm and chaos just like violent collisions.

Guess I love you 'til our death, you're my personal addiction
I suppose I will continue loving you until the end of our lives, as you have become an essential and addictive aspect of my existence.

Hate myself, you can't imagine, this a curse, it isn't magic
I deeply despise myself, and you cannot possibly comprehend the overwhelming pain I experience, as these emotions are more like a curse rather than something enchanting.

Wouldn't put this shit on you, you got a choice, my shit just happened
I wouldn't burden you with my issues and struggles, as you have the freedom to choose your own path, while my personal torment simply occurred involuntarily.

I'm a hatter in the madness, barely move inside, it's tragic
In this chaotic and insane world, I am an individual who has become consumed by madness, barely able to function, and this situation is deeply sorrowful.

I've been stuck this age so long, my mental health been feeling stagnant, baby
I have been trapped in a state of emotional stagnation for such an extended period of time, causing my mental well-being to suffer greatly, my dear.