While on their first Indonesian tour in late 2008, Sansan left the band, for (according to the band's MySpace blog) "personal reasons." For the remainder of the tour, Onadio Leonardo filled in for vocals while playing bass. When Sansan later attempted to return to Killing Me Inside, the band members decided not to let him back in, preferring to move on without him.
After the Indonesian tour, the band decided to look for a temporary fill in bass player so that Onadio Leonardo could concentrate on vocals. Agung Anak Gde, bassist of Synystra, was added to the group to fill in the bass and backup vocals. This was their lineup for Java Rockin’ Land 2009.
In early 2010, Killing Me Inside released a new video for the song "Tanpa Dirimu" as the new single. The video, (directed by Rizal Mantovani), is the first to not include Sansan.
On June 3, the band announced via Facebook that they were officially finished with the recording of their new album and that it was to be released in the fall. They announced that the album would be self-titled. In early August, Killing Me Inside released a music video on their Facebook blog titled "Biarlah". The album was released August 30, 2010.
Now the band on their Indonesian tour as promo new album, also introducing new additional bassist, Angga Tetsuya.
Band members :
Current :
Onadio Leonardo : Vocals (sometimes play Bass) [2006-Present]
Josaphat Klemens : Guitars [2006-Present]
Davi Frisya : Drums [2008-Present]
Former :
Sansan : Vocals [2006-2008] (now on Pee Wee Gaskins)
Raka Cyril : Guitars [2006-2007] (now on Vierra)
Rendy : Drums [2006-2008]
Touring :
Agung Anak Gde : Bass/Scream [2008-2010] (now on Synystra & Leica)
Rudye Nugraha : Bass/Scream [2010] (now on Thirteen)
Angga Tetsuya : Bass/Scream [2010-Present] (also in Sunset Groove)
Don't Look Back
Killing Me Inside Lyrics
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When you try to get my heart
In this moment I′m so bright
Because days come and go so fast
And I'll never let you go
So I don′t want to looking back
Cause we're fuck up and so bad
Can we forget?
I'm sorry I′ll take all the blame
Just close your eyes
I′m sorry we can't go away
I can′t forget the way I feel inside
I'm thinking for another breath
And I can′t forget the way I feel inside
I'm thinking for another breath
I promise I want let you down
I promise that we′ll be just fine
Together we broke all the rules
Remember all tears that we throw
Can we forget?
I'm sorry I'll take all the blame
Just close your eyes
I can′t forget the way I feel inside
I′m thinking for another breath
And I can't forget the way I feel inside
I′m thinking for another breath
I can't forget the way I feel inside
I′m thinking for another breath
I can't forget the way I feel inside
I can′t forget the way I feel inside
I'm thinking for another breath
And I can't forget the way I feel inside
I′m thinking for another breath
The lyrics of Killing Me Inside's "Don't Look Back" evoke a sense of nostalgia and regret over a past relationship. The song starts with the singer reminiscing about the beginning of the relationship - "And the story begins when you try to get my heart, in this moment I'm so bright." However, the song takes a turn as the singer acknowledges the current state of the relationship, admitting that they are "fucked up and so bad."
Throughout the song, the singer expresses a desire to forget the past and move on, even if it means taking the blame for the relationship's failure - "Can we forget? I'm sorry I'll take all the blame, just close your eyes. I'm sorry we can't go away." Despite the pain that both parties have been through, the singer still holds on to a hope that things can be better in the future - "I promise I won't let you down, I promise that we'll be just fine."
Overall, "Don't Look Back" is a poignant reflection on the difficulties of letting go of a past relationship, even when it's clear that it's not working out. The lyrics express a range of emotions - from hope to sadness to regret - making it a relatable song for anyone who's been through a difficult breakup.
Line by Line Meaning
And the story begin
This is the start of the story.
When you try to get my heart
This is when someone tries to win the singer's love.
In this moment I'm so bright
The singer is feeling very happy and positive right now.
Because days come and go so fast
Time flies quickly.
And I'll never let you go
The artist is committed to not losing the person they love.
So I don't want to looking back
The singer is determined to focus on the present and not dwell on the past.
Cause we're fuck up and so bad
Things are not going well and there is a lot of trouble and pain in the relationship.
Can we forget?
The artist wants to know if it's possible to move past the problems and find peace.
I'm sorry I'll take all the blame
The artist is willing to accept responsibility for what went wrong, even if it wasn't entirely their fault.
Just close your eyes
The artist wants the person they love to trust them and let go of their worries for just a moment.
I can't forget the way I feel inside
The singer is still deeply affected by their emotions and memories of the relationship.
I'm thinking for another breath
They are struggling to keep going and need time to compose themselves.
And I can't forget the way I feel inside
The singer is consumed with their emotions and experiences.
I promise I want let you down
The singer is making a commitment to stay present and supportive for the person they love, despite the challenges they face.
I promise that we'll be just fine
The singer is hopeful that they will overcome the problems and find happiness together.
Together we broke all the rules
The artist and their love interest have gone against society norms and potentially risked everything for each other.
Remember all tears that we throw
The artist wants their love interest to remember the challenges they have faced together in their relationship.
I can't forget the way I feel inside
The singer is still struggling with their emotions and memories.
I'm thinking for another breath
The singer needs time to gather themselves and keep going despite the pain.
And I can't forget the way I feel inside
The artist is still overwhelmed by the weight of their emotions.
I can't forget the way I feel inside
The artist is deeply impacted and affected by their experiences and feelings.
I'm thinking for another breath
The artist needs time to gather themselves and process the intensity of their emotions.
And I can't forget the way I feel inside
The singer is still grappling with their emotional state.
Writer(s): Josaphat Klemens
Contributed by Harper P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@Shiniofhar
When the story began
when you try to get my heart
in this moment I'm so bright
Because days come and go so fast
and I'll never let you go
So I don't want to looking back
cause were fuck up and so bad
Can we forget
I'm sorry I'll take all the blame
Just close your eyes
I'm sorry we can go away
I can't forget the way I feel inside
I'm thinking for another breath
I promise I want let you down
I promise that well be just fine
together we broke all the rules
remember all the tears we throw
@SpacemanReborn
yang masih dengerin lagu ini, selamat anda masih terselamatkan dari dunia tiktok.
@NurArifin-sp7ck
Ancen bener sampean bosku.....Mantap 😎🤟🤟👍👍
@niwayansudearmiti4945
2024
@Andrishortime
Yang masih dengerin ini di awal 2023.
@endrartfcolony8401
Lagu masih SMP sampe skrg masih suka di umur 28th..mantapp killing me inside
@ferryxad5079
emang isian nya gila sih untuk umur belasan tahun saat itu 🔥🔥
@Shiniofhar
When the story began
when you try to get my heart
in this moment I'm so bright
Because days come and go so fast
and I'll never let you go
So I don't want to looking back
cause were fuck up and so bad
Can we forget
I'm sorry I'll take all the blame
Just close your eyes
I'm sorry we can go away
I can't forget the way I feel inside
I'm thinking for another breath
I promise I want let you down
I promise that well be just fine
together we broke all the rules
remember all the tears we throw
@mohammaddandy
akhirnya dapat yg versi sansan dari dulu cari cuman dapat versi onad
@enggarprimajati3153
thanks udah ngupload, susah nyarinya albumnya yg versi awal
@madestep244
Rindu album ini