Buried Alive
Kinshii Lyrics

Buried alive
Feeling trapped and suffocated by guilt and regret

My inspiration and my flame
The person he cared for deeply

My will to fight
The motivation to overcome difficult situations

I can't believe how much has changed
Overwhelmed by the sudden shift in his circumstances

Here overnight
The change was very sudden and unexpected

I am responsible
Taking ownership of his mistakes and shortcomings

This is my shame
Feeling guilty and embarrassed by his actions

So much I could've done
Wishing he had acted differently in the past

But I was too late
Realizing that he missed his chance to make things right

These dreams are all that's left now
Holding onto his hopes and aspirations

You're gift to me, baby
The person he cared for deeply was a blessing in his life

Tattooed within my chest so
The memory of this person is permanent and precious to him

You'll never see crazy
Hiding his inner turmoil from the person he cares about

Oh all I wanted was a place I could call home
Desiring a sense of stability and belonging

But I found something in temporary
Choosing a short-term solution instead of a long-term one

That's where I went wrong
Recognizing that his choices had negative consequences

Now I can't recover
The damage has been done and can't be undone

It's been some time
Reflecting on the past and how it has affected him

But still I feel the need to search
Continuing to look for answers and solutions

Those winter nights
A specific memory of a dark time in the past

I'd find you crying by the church
Witnessing the pain and vulnerability of the person he cares about

I could've left
Knowing that he had a choice in the matter

Avoided all of this
Preventing the negative consequences of his actions

I made my choice
Accepting responsibility for his decisions

I'll live with it
Resigning himself to the consequences of his choices

Took you in on my volition
Choosing to care for the person he loves

Didn't care if you were different
Accepting the person for who they are, despite differences

Cause when the shit would hit the fan
Knowing that the person he cares for would be there for him during difficult times

Don't know what else would break my fall
Relying on the person he cares about for emotional support

I'm losing sleep because of love
Feeling the intensity of his emotions for the person he cares about

I don't regret one bit at all
Being grateful for the experience of loving and being loved

Cause our boys doing just fine
Seeing the positive impact of his actions on his loved one's life

You'd be surprised how much he grew
Observing positive changes in his loved one's life

So happy birthday baby girl
Celebrating a special occasion with his loved one

I swear I do this all for you
Expressing his love and commitment to the person he cares about