Depression
Kirfex Lyrics
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Hypocritical, with no fucking shame
So here me out, I want nothing to do with you
Tell me why you would say such things to them
Without knowing who to blame
The lives we shared, has finally been betrayed
You were to me what everybody said you were
I tell myself that there is no cure for all the pain you put me through
Promise me you'll stay alive
No
I need you in my life, even through were toxic
We're playing hide and seek with the god in the afterlife
I hope they treat you well
The life we shared, has finally been betrayed
You were to me what everybody said you were
Paralyzed as your treading water
You fade to black as your skins gets cold
Please go back
In Kirfex's song "Depression," the lyrics portray a deep sense of betrayal and pain caused by someone close. The singer starts by declaring their determination not to become like this person, describing them as hypocritical and shameless. The singer then expresses their desire to have no connection with this person, questioning the motives behind their hurtful words towards others without considering the consequences or assigning blame.
The lyrics imply that the relationship between the singer and this person was once meaningful, but now it has been shattered due to their actions. The singer acknowledges the truth in what others have said about this person, acknowledging the pain they have caused. While trying to convince themselves that there is no cure for the suffering inflicted by this person, the singer also admits their need for them in their life despite the toxicity that surrounds them.
Towards the end of the lyrics, there is a shift in tone. The singer addresses the person directly, expressing hope that they will be treated well in the afterlife. However, there is a resolute request for the person to go back, indicating perhaps a desire for them to revert to a time before the pain and betrayal.
Overall, the lyrics of "Depression" by Kirfex delve into the emotional turmoil caused by a toxic relationship and the internal struggle to reconcile conflicting feelings of attachment and pain.
Line by Line Meaning
I told myself I would never be like you
I made a conscious decision to avoid becoming similar to you, who is hypocritical and lacks any shame
Hypocritical, with no fucking shame
You exhibit hypocrisy without any sense of shame
So here me out, I want nothing to do with you
Listen to me carefully, I have no desire to associate myself with you
Tell me why you would say such things to them
Explain to me the reason behind your hurtful words towards them
Without knowing who to blame
Without having any clear understanding of who should be held responsible
The lives we shared, has finally been betrayed
The mutual lives we once had together have now been deeply deceived or let down
You were to me what everybody said you were
You turned out to match the negative descriptions that everyone had given about you
I tell myself that there is no cure for all the pain you put me through
I constantly remind myself that there is no solution or remedy for the immense suffering you inflicted upon me
They know that were toxic
They are aware that we have a toxic relationship
Promise me you'll stay alive
Make a commitment to me that you will continue to be alive
No
A refusal or denial
I need you in my life, even through were toxic
Despite our toxicity, I still have a strong need for you to be a part of my life
We're playing hide and seek with the god in the afterlife
We are engaging in a metaphorical game of hide and seek with the deity in the realm beyond death
I hope they treat you well
I express my wish for them to treat you in a positive and caring manner
The life we shared, has finally been betrayed
The life we once shared has ultimately been deeply deceived or let down
You were to me what everybody said you were
You turned out to match the negative descriptions that everyone had given about you
Paralyzed as your treading water
I feel completely immobilized or stuck while you struggle to stay afloat
You fade to black as your skin gets cold
You gradually lose your vitality and consciousness as your body temperature drops
Please go back
I plea for you to return to a previous state or location
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Written by: Ryann Fessler
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