Early life
Born in Atlanta as Martha Kristin Hersh, she was raised in Newport, Rhode Island. She learned guitar at age nine from her father, and started writing songs soon after. As a teenager, she formed Throwing Muses in the early 1980s with stepsister Tanya Donelly and other high school friends that were subsequently replaced by bassist Leslie Langston and drummer David Narcizo.
Hersh has listed among her early musical influences The Raincoats, Talking Heads, Violent Femmes, Meat Puppets, Dead Kennedys, Hüsker Dü, Velvet Underground, R.E.M., and X. She has said her parents' albums by Patti Smith, the Carter Family, Stevie Wonder, Robert Johnson, Talking Heads, The Clash, Steve Miller, The Beatles, Philip Glass, and traditional music influenced her when she was growing up.
Throwing Muses and early solo work
Hersh began singing and writing most of Throwing Muses' songs in changing tempos, with Donelly also singing and writing some of the songs. Early in the band's career, Hersh became friends with classic star Betty Hutton while both were students at Salve Regina University. Hutton attended several Throwing Muses concerts.
The group was signed by the British 4AD Records label in 1986 and, after one album, signed a U.S. deal with Sire/Reprise Records in 1987. They began touring around the U.S. and Europe while recording critically acclaimed rock albums, with Hersh writing most of the songs.
Throwing Muses became a trio when Donelly left the group after 1991's well received The Real Ramona. In 1994, Hersh began an additional career on Sire/Reprise and 4AD as an acoustic solo performer, beginning with Hips and Makers, an album sparely arranged around her vocals, guitar, and a cellist, in contrast to the volatile, electric sound of her band work. Michael Stipe of R.E.M. made an appearance on this first solo album.
Hersh's solo songwriting style focuses some of the relationship subject matter on her family. While Hersh's work reflects her personal experience, she has said that she writes from a point of view outside of her personality. Stating that "songwriting is about shutting up instead of talking", Hersh has said that songs that appeal to her are those that "say things that I don't know yet and tell stories I may not have lived yet".
The New York Times pointed to Hersh's explorations of "rage, aggression and mental chaos" as evidence that there were at least a few female rock music artists by the early 1990s pushing against gender role boundaries to express "more than simply vulnerability or defiance" in their work.
Hersh, whose early publicity at times portrayed her as a tortured artist "channeling" her songs from her psyche, has mentioned that the "angry young woman" fascination of some writers in reviewing the work of female performers has at times led to cartoonish stereotypes, rather than three-dimensional portraits respecting their intelligence. By the mid-1990s, journalists acknowledged that the breadth of her "fierce, quirky, and imaginative" lyrical style included explorations of "emotional and physical love" combined with "elliptical puzzlement".
After receiving some airplay and major media coverage for Throwing Muses album University in 1995, Hersh moved to Rykodisc for her 1996 Throwing Muses album, Limbo, and her 1998 solo album, Strange Angels. In order to better control her career and the distribution of her recorded material she created the ThrowingMusic label with husband/manager Billy O'Connell in 1996. This enabled her to co-release certain Hersh-related projects, including an ongoing download subscription service called Works in Progress (WIP) for releases available only through the Kristin Hersh website; which serves as a "listener powered" gateway to all of her projects.
Later career
In 1999, Hersh also participated in Throwing Muses drummer David Narcizo's Lakuna solo project album release, Castle of Crime.
In 2001, she released the Sunny Border Blue solo album, on which she again played nearly all instruments. She has described this album as having even more intensity than her previous works, as she continued her pursuit of songwriting as being in part a way to transform "ugly feelings" into art.
Hersh's recorded and live performances in recent years have occasionally included appearances with like-minded alternative artists like Vic Chesnutt, Willard Grant Conspiracy, Grant Lee Phillips, and John Doe.
In 2003, she released The Grotto, an acoustic solo album of song sketches with personal lyrics set in Providence, Rhode Island, with Andrew Bird on violin and Howe Gelb on piano. On the same date a self-titled album by her Throwing Muses group was also released, the first since Limbo. Both were recorded at Steve Rizzo's studio in Rhode Island.
Also in 2003, she formed a power rock trio 50 Foot Wave, when Narcizo was unable to tour on a full-time basis due to other commitments. Her touring appearances and recording efforts in 2004 and 2005 centered around both 50 Foot Wave and her solo career.
In 2005, Hersh recorded a cover version of the Pixies' "Wave of Mutilation" for American Laundromat Records 80's film tribute.
In January 2007, Hersh released her first solo album in four years, entitled Learn to Sing Like a Star.
On November 26, 2007, Hersh announced the opening of CASH Music. The subscriber-based, direct-to-consumer model had its first year-long project in the form of what was supposed to be an album called Speedbath, which was released one song per month for free at Kristin's CASH website. 50 Foot Wave also released an EP titled Power+Light through the CASH organization. January 2009 began another series of one track per month for free on the website, and the tracks wound up cohering without the song "Speedbath" at all; the new record, Crooked, was released in 2010. It was available to buy as a hardback book which included essays on the songs and a link to download the album and related tracks.
Hersh has written and illustrated a children's book called Toby Snax.
In 2008, Hersh recorded a cover of Neil Young's "Like a Hurricane" for the American Laundromat Records charity CD "Cinnamon Girl - Women Artists Cover Neil Young for Charity".
A second collection of Appalachian folk songs, The Shady Circle, is expected to be released. Live recordings of the songs have been available since late 2008.
In 2010, Hersh released her memoir, Rat Girl, which covers events from early 1985 through early 1986, when she was in her late teens, and was referred to by Rolling Stone as "one of "The 25 Greatest Rock Memoirs of All Time". The UK version of the book, released in early 2011, is entitled Paradoxical Undressing. The book covers topics such as the meaning behind many of her songs and the early stages of the Throwing Muses.
Musical style
Hersh's music is known for its chords, sonic treatments, and a vocal style ranging from softly melodic singing to impassioned screaming. Some of her signature contributions to popular music include addressing the complexities of life through impressionistic, sometimes hallucinatory lyrics about everyday feelings and varying mental states. A few of her songwriting subjects have included childbirth ("Hysterical Bending"), love ("Tar Kissers", "Lavender"), surreal vignettes ("Delicate Cutters", "Fish"), death ("Limbo"), emotional anguish ("The Letter"), loss of custody of her first son ("Candyland"), and the shedding of a relationship's anxiety ("Snake Oil").
Hersh has used images such as apples, water, diamonds, eyes, the sea, snow, ice, rain, fire, the sun, parking lots, sand, and cowboys. On occasion she has used historical figures like anorexic suicide Ellen West as metaphors in depicting a state of mind. Eccentric characters encountered in her family's travels have made occasional appearances in songs such as "Ruthie's Knocking"; a 2005 live solo set list included a then-untitled song ("Under The Gun") about a "parrot lady" character she met while visiting Lake Michigan.
Some interviews have described Hersh's early drive to perform as due to hearing sounds in her mind so that her songs began to "write themselves", becoming at times their own separate presences in her life, inner voices haunting her. She has stated that hearing these "pieces of songs" clanging together in her mind compelled her to take the pieces apart and craft songs from them. "If I don't turn ideas into songs, they can get stuck in me and make me sick," she said in a 1995 interview with AOL's Critics' Choice electronic music magazine. "That's the way a song hits you right here, right here [she motions to the heart and gut] instead of in your brain because the words themselves are all real sweaty, color, action words, so they just go bangbangbang. They're not supposed to make you think and try to figure out some puzzle. People think that I'm trying to trick them, that I have some thing I could write down and I haven't done it and I've just given them a bunch of poetry instead. I find it to be the clearest way to talk. It's like the way little kids talk because they have no filler words and no overriding thoughts to color your impression of what's happening in a song."
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Kristin Hersh Lyrics
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I'm a wreck when he's here, I swear
Fill a glass up with shiny tacks
I'm feeling sharp
I am numb
When he drools, it's like he's spitting jewels
I'm alone when he's here, I am
What a dumb-ass thing to say
Nobody's here
I am clean
He's my gold
Tangle till we're old, he's my distraction, and how
Simple gold, and no one has to know
It's hectic as hell
I play dumb
A sideways look, a lighter in the dark
You make it good, you do
Some catch flies, some kill them till they die
I just stare
I do love you
The lyrics of Kristin Hersh's song "Some Catch Flies" deals with the complex and contradictory feelings of the singer towards someone she loves. The song features a lot of contrasting imagery that can be hard to unravel at first. The first verse, "When he stares, it's like he's splitting hairs, I'm a wreck when he's here, I swear, fill a glass up with shiny tacks, I'm feeling sharp, I am numb", mixes together the ideas of tension and sharpness with numbness and detachment. The singer is both attracted and repelled by the person's gaze, and she feels sharp and on edge, yet also numb and disconnected from her emotions.
In the second verse, "When he drools, it's like he's spitting jewels, I'm alone when he's here, I am, what a dumb-ass thing to say, plus I'm not ashamed, nobody's here, I am clean, he's my gold", the singer continues to express a mix of contradictory emotions towards the person she loves. The image of drooling, like spitting jewels, suggests that she finds him mesmerizing and valuable, yet she still feels alone and disconnected when he's around. She acknowledges the dumbness of her thoughts and actions, but she's not ashamed because nobody is around to judge her. She feels clean, possibly suggesting that her love for this person is pure and uncomplicated, and considers him her gold.
The chorus of the song, "Tangle till we're old, he's my distraction, and how, simple gold, and no one has to know, it's hectic as hell, I play dumb", reveals that the singer wants to tangle with this person for the rest of their lives, and that he's a distraction for her in some way. She sees their relationship like simple gold, which nobody has to know about, and she admits that it's hectic as hell and that she often plays dumb. The final lines of the song, "A sideways look, a lighter in the dark, you make it good, you do, some catch flies, some kill them till they die, I just stare, I do love you", describe the person's ability to make her feel good, even in the darkness. She compares herself to someone who just stares, while others catch or kill flies, suggesting a sense of passivity or helplessness in their relationship. Nevertheless, she affirms her love for him, despite the complexity and contradiction of her feelings.
Overall, the lyrics of "Some Catch Flies" are about the conflicting emotions and experiences that can arise in a romantic relationship. The singer is drawn to the person she loves, but also feels disconnected and numb at times, and struggles with a sense of passivity or helplessness. The use of contrasting imagery, such as sharpness and numbness, or simple gold and hectic darkness, reflects the complexity and tension of their relationship.
Line by Line Meaning
When he stares, it's like he's splitting hairs
The intensity of his gaze makes me uncomfortable, like he's searching for flaws
I'm a wreck when he's here, I swear
His presence makes me nervous and anxious
Fill a glass up with shiny tacks
My emotions are sharp and intense
I'm feeling sharp
My senses are heightened when I'm with him
I am numb
But at the same time, I feel numb
When he drools, it's like he's spitting jewels
Even his unrefined actions have a certain beauty to them
I'm alone when he's here, I am
Despite his presence, I still feel lonely and disconnected
What a dumb-ass thing to say
I regret something I've said to him
plus I'm not ashamed
But at the same time, I stand by my statement
Nobody's here
Apart from him, I am completely alone
I am clean
Physically, emotionally, and mentally – I am pure
He's my gold
He is the most precious thing in my life
Tangle till we're old, he's my distraction, and how
I want to be with him forever, even if it means facing challenges and difficulties
Simple gold, and no one has to know
Our love is pure, and we don't need anyone else to validate it
It's hectic as hell
Our relationship is chaotic and unpredictable, but I love it anyway
I play dumb
I pretend to be less intelligent than I am to make him feel more in control
A sideways look, a lighter in the dark
His glances and gestures have a powerful effect on me
You make it good, you do
He makes me feel alive and happy
Some catch flies, some kill them till they die
People have different ways of handling problems – some prefer to ignore them, while others actively fight against them
I just stare
I am passive in the face of obstacles and challenges
I do love you
Despite everything, my love for him is genuine and pure
Lyrics © HEYDAY MEDIA GROUP LLC
Written by: KRISTIN HERSH
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