anxiety
Krizz Kaliko feat. Tech N9ne Lyrics

Who you really think is Watchin while you sleepin?
Who do you believe is keeping an eye on you while you're asleep?

Why won't you believe in... me... me...
Why can't you put faith in me?

What you think is makin me Anxious ain't just satan we
My anxiety is not solely caused by the devil.

Oh shit, pray to God, and be free... free
Pray to God and find liberation from your troubles.

ANXIETY! It freaks me out IT'S DRIVIN ME!
Anxiety consumes and terrifies me!

It creeps me out INSIDE OF ME!
I can feel my own anxiety inside my mind and body, and it's unnerving.

Can't keep me out I'm GOING! GOING! GONE! GONE!
I can't escape my anxiety – it's taking over completely.

When I'm alone in my room, sometime I stare at the wall
Sometimes I'll just sit and stare at the wall when I'm by myself.

In the back of my mind, I hear my conscience call
My inner voice is trying to communicate with me.

Tellin me I need a gun, just in case of a brawl
My conscience is advising me to arm myself for conflict.

Something fucked up going on inside of me
Something grotesque is happening inside me.

Can't believe the hold it's got on me, it's gotta be
I can't comprehend the control my anxiety has over me.

Temporary, cause this shit I'm feel is very scary
Hopefully, this is just a phase, because the fear I feel is intense.

I think little pills is necessary
I believe medication may be necessary to help with my anxiety.

Cause I can't tell what I am any more, an animal, from Amittyville
I feel like I've lost touch with my humanity and resemble a creature from a horror movie.

Be a man and take a stand and he will
I need to be strong and take a position on this issue to make progress.

Do something bout it... Cause often I'm thinkin bout offin me
I need to take action because I often contemplate suicide.

Yellin to the coffin but hell is gonna be costin me
I'm screaming at death, but I know it will come at a price.

Cause of the crazy crazy world, and this crazy girl
This insane world and this mentally unstable woman is causing me distress.

That I'm made this way, this way I'm gon stay
I'm wired to be anxious, and that's just how it is.

In limbo, limbo now. How low can you go?
I feel stuck in a state of uncertainty with no clear path forward.

Paranoid, sleeping with my gun, now I think you know it's
I'm extremely paranoid, to the point of sleeping with a gun, and you can now understand why.

I feel like a fuckin maniac in public...
I experience a sense of instability and madness when I'm in public.

If you creep up in Krizz house, yo ass ain't gon be walking out
Don't try to sneak up on me in my home, or you will not leave alive.

Psycho, miko, schizo, get yo fits
I'm being called crazy and unstable by others.

Too many hits to make you slit your wrists
It only takes so much to push someone over the edge.

Give me three and balance me till he challenge me, sort of iffy
Administer three of something to me, and I'll feel a little more confident but not entirely sure.

Somethings really wrong with the son of your uncle ippy
There's something unquestionably wrong with me.

So who did this to me? If you got more to give, then give it to me
I'm unsure of what caused this issue, and if there's more information, I want to know it.

This blue balloon is like a prison to me
I see my anxiety as something that entraps, confines, and controls me.

Cause I can't sit with my back to the door no more
I can't relax anymore, and I always need to see what's behind me.

Give me a minute in the place and I'm packin the five after the four
I can barely stand to be in a place for a minute without feeling the need to arm myself.

Kinda like how I do it in his face
I approach intense situations with aggression rather than backing down.

You can not wake me up without waking me up swinging, swinging
If you wake me up suddenly, I'm likely to react violently.

I'm livin livin, my dreams are so vivid, what's the meaning?
I'm alive, but my dreams are so vivid that I question their significance.

This world ain't safe for my seed, ain't a place for my species
I don't see this world as a safe environment for my children or my people.

The heebies, the jeebies, is giving me
I'm feeling very uneasy and anxious.