The Inside
L.A.W. Lyrics

I wake from a nightmare now
I am tormented by my own thoughts and emotions even during my waking hours.

In the day, it haunts me
My agony continues throughout the day, relentlessly reminding me of my nightmares.

It slowly tears me apart
The weight of my anxieties and fears is causing a slow and painful deterioration of my mental and emotional state.

With dreams of a distant love
My only hope of overcoming my struggles lies in the idea of finding and holding onto love in some elusive and far-off place.

I'm a wandering satellite
I am aimlessly drifting through life, searching for a connection or a purpose without success.

Somewhere in the wasteland
Even though I feel lost and alone in a barren and desolate landscape, I still hold onto the hope of finding something worthwhile.

I see you smiling at me
In my mind, I have created an idealized image of someone who I believe can save me and bring me peace.

A vision out of my dreams
The person who I believe can bring me hope and comfort exists only in my imagination.

Will everything change?
I wonder if there is truly any chance for me to escape my loneliness and fear and find a fulfilling life.

Take the pain away
I desperately want someone to help me ease the intense emotional and mental pain that I am experiencing.

Lead me with your light
I request that someone guide me towards a better future and show me a way out of my suffering.

Heading for the sun
I am searching for a brighter, more hopeful future that is as far away as the sun.

Leave the sadness behind
I long to escape from the overwhelming sadness that is consuming me and live a more positive existence.

Crossing oceans dry
I am fighting my way towards something better even though the journey is long and hard and there does not seem to be any hope of success.

My world spinning out of time
My life is falling apart around me and things seem to be getting worse and worse with each passing day.

Won't somebody stop me?
I need someone to intervene and help me before I lose all control and become unable to go on any longer.

I may be losing my way
I fear that I am losing my grip on my own life and becoming more lost and helpless with each passing moment.

Baby, will you make it right?
I beg of someone to come in and make my life right again by bringing love and hope into my existence.

Hear me as I cry
I am crying out for help and praying that someone will listen and come to my aid.

What can I do, I ask?
I am completely helpless and unable to overcome my problems on my own, so I am pleading for someone else to intervene.

There's nothing left to say
I am feeling hopeless and like there is no worthwhile solution to my problems, so there is nothing left to do or say.

Why am I here?
I am questioning my very existence and wondering what purpose there is for me to continue living like this.

Why am I lost?
I am wondering what events led me to this point of feeling so lost, lonely, and disconnected from everything and everyone.

Where is love?
I am searching desperately for love and affection, as I believe that it is the only thing that can help me overcome my pain and fear.

(Spirit dreams inside) spirit dreams inside
Deep within me, I hold onto a glimmer of hope and optimism that there could be a brighter future waiting for me if I keep fighting.

Deep inside I go
I am plunging deep within myself to try and find the strength and courage that I need to continue moving forward.