Missing
L.A. Rhodes Lyrics

Feel like sum missing
I have a deep sense of emptiness or something important is absent

Feel like I been trippin
I feel like I've been making mistakes or losing my grip on reality

Lately I been walking round
Recently, I've been going through life aimlessly or without purpose

Feeling kinda different
I have been experiencing a shift in my emotions or thoughts

Alot been on my mind
I have been preoccupied with many thoughts and concerns

Looking at the life I live man
Reflecting on the way I live my life

Wondering if im hurting from Decisions
Questioning whether my decisions have caused me pain

Talking sins man
Acknowledging the mistakes or wrongdoings I have committed

Evil past done seen some demons
My troubled past has exposed me to dark experiences or negative influences

Aint even leave my crib man
I haven't even left my house

Fight for every inch of life
I struggle and strive to make the most out of every aspect of my life

Im jus fryna live man
I just want to live my life

Happiness a scary sight
The idea of being happy is overwhelming or intimidating

Followed by some shit man
Usually, happiness is quickly followed by negative experiences or challenges

They love u when calm
People appreciate and care for you when you are calm and in control

But they hate it when u spinning
However, they dislike or resent it when you are confused or overwhelmed

Spazzing out and tripping
Losing control emotionally and mentally, causing chaos

Kicking ass and dipping
Fighting or dealing with problems and then quickly moving on

Taking you for granted
People not appreciating or valuing you enough

Confirmation they was shiting
Realization that they were disrespecting or deceiving you

Shit been understood
The situation has been comprehended or recognized

Now what to do
Now, I am unsure of the next steps to take

Wit dat feeling
With this sentiment or emotion

Mind on another cliff
My thoughts are on the verge of something uncertain or risky

I already jumped
I have already taken a leap of faith or made a daring decision

Flying on da mother ship
Feeling elevated or experiencing a sense of detachment from reality

They tryna turn me up
Others are attempting to manipulate or influence me

Im on my own flight
I am charting my own path or journey

Come and hit dis blunt
Join me in smoking this marijuana cigarette

Smoking on da strongest gas
Consuming the most potent or powerful marijuana

Dont ask me if its up
Do not question if I am feeling high or under the influence

I be movin work
I am involved in illicit activities or hustling

So dont talk like dat
Do not speak with disrespect or arrogance

Lil hoe
Referring to someone derogatorily or disrespectfully

If u moving funny
If you are acting suspicious or dishonest

B-o-o-m
An onomatopoeic representation of a sudden impact or explosion

Way we pop da boy
The way we confront or handle a person

Yall might think its
You all might believe or assume it is

Fun and games
Just a playful or amusing situation

But I be ready to
But I am prepared or willing to

Make some noise
Cause a disruption or commotion

Masking up
Hiding my true identity or intentions

And talking to my future
Having conversations with myself about what lies ahead

Give it up boy
Surrender or give in, my friend

Tryna stay humble
Attempting to remain modest or down-to-earth

But da hunger
However, the desire or ambition

Got me itching
Makes me restless or eager

Feeling like a feen
Feeling like a drug addict, seeking a fix

But I jus want
But I simply desire

Successful Feelings
To experience feelings of success or accomplishment

Doing everything
Taking every possible action or effort

In my power
Within my control or ability

Im da plug
I am the main supplier or source

Tryna light my life
Attempting to bring brightness or positivity into my life

Like da end of da bud
Similar to the tip or end of a marijuana joint

And get it so high
Elevate it to such a great extent

It never goes back
It never returns or regresses

How it was
To how it used to be

Like why remember
Why hold onto the memories of

All da bad
All the negative experiences or events

All dat blood
All the violence or harm caused

Like why remember
Why hold onto the memories of

All da tears
All the sadness or emotional pain

All dat hurt
All the pain or suffering endured

Why not let it go
Why not release or detach from it

Let it out
Express or release it

Let it burst
Allow it to explode or erupt

A simple fuckin principle
A straightforward and basic concept

Dat got me
That has captured or affected me

At da door
At the threshold or point of decision

Nigga dreaming
I am fantasizing or daydreaming

One thing
About one particular aspect or circumstance

But the outcome
However, the result or consequence

Got em goin
Has caused them to become excited or engaged

They hating
Others are showing animosity or resentment

On em
Towards them

They dont wana
They do not want to

See da boy
Witness the success or progress of a young man

Explode
Achieve great success or fulfill potential

But he shaking
But he is experiencing doubt or uncertainty

On em
Towards them

Sadly
Unfortunately

Its bout time
It is almost time or the right moment

To unload
To release or unleash