Trust Me
L.B. One / Laenz Lyrics

She say she love me but can't trust me and with that shit I'm the worst
She claims to love me, but her lack of trust makes me feel like the worst person

Got me standing here when I just wanna leave this earth
Her actions make me feel so low that I wish I could just disappear

Insecure and lonely I'm familiar with the words
I am no stranger to feeling insecure and lonely

Depression and anxiety familiar with the hurt
I know too well the pain that comes with depression and anxiety

And she wanna get together I'm the best at what I do
She wants to be with me because of my talent and abilities

Got her screaming out my name just telling y'all the truth
My skills and performance make her shout my name and acknowledge my greatness

And the crowds do the same cause I'm turning up the youth
The crowd praises me because I inspire and energize the young generation

Screaming loud through this pain when I'm burning up the booth
Even though I am in emotional pain, I still give my all when I perform

She refer to me as Diffic she don't even know my name
She calls me by a nickname, which shows that she doesn't really know me

Damn this shit gone end and return a great pain
This situation will ultimately have painful consequences for both of us

Felt lost in this place since like grade eight
I have felt lost and disconnected for a long time, perhaps since middle school

And it got worse with every girl that I date
My feelings of disconnection have worsened with each failed relationship

And I got a problem I know it
I am aware that I have a problem

Scared to be alone I show it
I display my fear of being alone

When its real I always blow it
When a relationship feels genuine, I ruin it

Fucked up without no one knowing
I am struggling internally without anyone realizing the extent of my pain

I don't have a chance of slowing
I don't see any way to slow down or change my current path

I don't have an answer for you
I don't have a solution to my problems or a response to your questions

I wont put this cancer on you
I don't want to burden you with my problems

I wont follow after you
I won't chase after you or try to fix what's broken

Walk around with this guilt in my pocket
I carry my guilt around with me wherever I go

Wishing I could drop it
I wish I could rid myself of this guilt

I don't know how to stop it
I am unsure how to free myself from this guilt and pain

Yeah but how the fuck you gone leave
How can you leave me after betraying me?

You stab me in the back and now you there watching me bleed
You betrayed me and now you are witnessing the painful aftermath

Behind that makeup is a mind full of greed
Beneath your exterior, you are driven by selfish desires

I got no chance to succeed
I don't see any opportunity for myself to achieve success or happiness

I got a hundred texts left on read
I have sent multiple messages and received no response

But I'm so fucked up I don't remember what I said
I am so emotionally distraught that I can't even recall what I've said in previous texts

Then she told me she don't know who I am
She expressed a lack of understanding of who I really am

I looked back said bitch you was never in the plans
I retorted, saying that she was never part of my true intentions or goals

You was never them fam and you will never understand
You were never really part of my support system and you can't comprehend my struggles

You will never be there when I'm up there counting these bands
You won't be around to share my successes and wealth

I got I got a lot of shit to figure out
I have many personal issues to sort through and resolve

Baby you if you want me too
If you choose to, you can be there for me

Come lay with you
Let's be together and support each other emotionally

Let me down its true
I have felt let down by others in the past

Baby you you let me down its true
I feel let down by you specifically

Stab me in the back
Betray me

I don't fuck with you
I don't want anything to do with you