Ice
L.O.U.D. Lyrics

Ice in the cup
Drinking alcohol to cope with my problems

Don’t give a fuck
Feeling indifferent towards my situation

Got another can
Continuing to drink to escape reality

Crack the bitch
Opening another can of beer

Fill her up
Pouring the beer into the cup

Every day I’m running looking right back at the past
Reflecting on my past mistakes every day

My feet breaking down from pressure don’t know if I’ll last
Feeling overwhelmed and unsure if I can handle the stress

Don’t know if I’m director or an extra in the cast
Feeling unsure of my role in life

Look at my decisions feel I’m going nowhere fast
Regretting my past decisions and feeling like I am not making progress

Friends are making moves and starting all of their careers
Feeling left behind while my peers are succeeding

I’m looking at my work and all I see is all my fears
Feeling overwhelmed and second-guessing my abilities

What if I can’t make it and I never hear those cheers
Worried about failing and not achieving my goals

On the wrong side of the barrel going hunting dressed as deer
Feeling like a target and vulnerable

Maybe it’s a sign I’m on a path I should stay clear
Considering if I am on the wrong path in life

Like this wasn’t actually the real reason I was here
Feeling lost and unsure of my purpose in life

I smoke a bowl Windex for the the brain to wipe it clear
Using drugs to clear my mind and cope with my problems

Lately it’s been harder looking myself in the mirror
Struggling to face my own reflection and confront my issues

I’m losing my grip on this reality now
Feeling disconnected from reality and struggling to cope

I haven’t left my bed it beats reality now
Choosing to stay in bed and escape reality

Disintegrating time planting seeds without a plow
Feeling like I am wasting my time and effort

I wanna run away but I don’t got the know-how
Hoping to escape my problems, but not knowing how to do it

And self made walls are surrounding me now
Feeling trapped by my own thoughts and problems

I tried climbing up em but keep falling back down
Attempting to overcome my problems, but constantly failing

Try to be the hero end up dressed as a clown
Attempting to be successful, but ending up feeling embarrassed

Got me feeling like I’m Joker with the painted on frown
Feeling like a clown or a joke with a fake smile

This isn’t who I am, or who I thought that I would be
Feeling like I have not fulfilled my potential

But things in life are clearly almost never what they seem
Realizing life is unpredictable and full of surprises

I swear to chase this dream that’s a bond tween you and me
Promising to pursue my dreams and make them a reality

So I’ll make it out this shit and that’s a fucking guarantee
Determined to overcome my problems and make a better life for myself