Windows
Lakeyah Lyrics

I bust the windows out your car
I smashed the car windows in anger and frustration towards you.

And, no, it didn't mend my broken heart
I didn't feel any better after breaking your car windows; my heart was still broken from the heartbreak you caused me.

I'll probably always have these ugly scars
The emotions you caused me will always be with me like ugly scars.

But right now I don't care about that part
At this moment, I don't care about the pain you caused me and how it has left me with emotional scars.

You should feel lucky that was all I did
You should be relieved that all I did was break your car windows and not something worse.

After five whole years of this bullshit
After enduring five years of your lies and manipulations, I've had enough of this emotional rollercoaster.

Gave you all of me and you played with it, ooh
I gave you all of my love and trust, but you played with my emotions and broke my heart.

I blame myself, ignorin' what I already knew
I take responsibility for my past mistakes and for ignoring the signs that you weren't good for me

Judge me not for how a bitch finna move
Don't judge me for how I choose to act or how I move on from this heartbreak.

Judge me not for what a bitch finna do
Don't judge me for what I may do in response to this heartbreak.

If it's fuck me, nigga, then it's fuck you too
If you don't care about me, then I don't care about you either.

I'm a real good bitch, I got too many options
I am a valuable woman with many options and won't settle for anything less.

Real good dick, man, this fuck nigga toxic
Although he may have good sexual appeal, he is a toxic man overall.

Broke my heart, this nigga way outta pocket
He caused me immense emotional pain; he is way out of line.

I got all the proof, I ain't listenin' to gossip
I have factual evidence of his wrongdoing and won't just listen to rumors.

Best friend makin' sure I seen that shit
My best friend is supporting me and making sure I see the truth about this man's actions.

I was never your type, yeah, I seen that bitch
I realize now that I was never truly his type, and he was playing me all along.

Pulled down on 'em, yeah, I keyed that whip
I took action and vandalized his car after he broke my heart.

Catch your ho out in public, I'ma beat that bitch
If I see him with another woman, I will confront her in a physical manner.

Been fucked off, had you sick to your stomach
My actions have made you sick to your stomach, regretting how you treated me.

Wasted all this time, I was way too solid
I realize that I invested too much time and effort into a relationship that was not worth it.

Range or the Kia, I was always ridin'
Regardless of what car he drove or how much money he had, I was always there for him.

Kept it on lock, pussy real low mileage
I am independent and kept my sexual experiences limited and private.

Back and forth with this back and forth
We are caught up in a cycle of argument and reconciliation.

Here we go again for like the tenth time
We keep repeating the same damaging pattern in our relationship.

Between this love and hate shit, it's a thin line, but
There is a fine line between feeling love and feeling hate towards each other in this situation.

A part of me just wanna keep it to myself
Part of me wants to keep my feelings and experience to myself and move on quietly.

A part of me just wanna tell 'em what you really did
Part of me wants to confront you and share with others the truth about your actions.

A part of me just wanna tell 'em how you really live
Part of me wants to expose your true character and lifestyle to others.

Switchin' hoes like clothes, fuck niggas ain't shit
You have a habit of constantly cheating on and using women; you are a worthless man.

I ain't got the patience like I used to (no)
I can't tolerate your actions and behavior as I once did.

You only good at waitin', that shit talk, you can save it
You are only good at making excuses and waiting for me to forgive you; I am not interested in hearing it.

It's crazy, shit get real, you show the real you, ooh, yeah (you)
During tough times, people's true character is revealed, and I see the real you for who you are.

I'm just tired of being tired, oh
I am exhausted and fed up with the emotional turmoil that comes with our relationship.

So I'm movin' on
I am moving on from this relationship and will no longer tolerate this treatment.

Oh, I'm movin' on
I am determined to leave this relationship behind and move forward with my life.