Raised in upstate New York, Del Rey moved to New York City in 2005 to pursue a music career. After numerous projects, including her self-titled debut studio album, Del Rey's breakthrough came in 2011 with the viral success of her single "Video Games"; she subsequently signed a recording contract with Polydor and Interscope. She achieved critical and commercial success with her second album, Born to Die (2012), which contained the sleeper hit "Summertime Sadness". Del Rey's third album, Ultraviolence (2014), featured greater use of guitar-driven instrumentation and debuted atop the U.S. Billboard 200. Her fourth and fifth albums, Honeymoon (2015) and Lust for Life (2017), saw a return to the stylistic traditions of her earlier releases, while her critically acclaimed sixth album, Norman Fucking Rockwell! (2019), explored soft rock. Her next studio albums, Chemtrails Over the Country Club and Blue Banisters, followed in 2021. Her ninth studio album, “Did you know that there's a tunnel under Ocean Blvd” was released on all platforms March 24th 2023. It includes singles like the title track - "Did you know that there's a tunnel under Ocean Blvd", "A&W", and "The Grants".
Del Rey has collaborated on soundtracks for visual media; in 2013, she wrote and starred in the critically acclaimed musical short Tropico and released "Young and Beautiful" for the romantic drama The Great Gatsby. In 2014, she recorded "Once Upon a Dream" for the dark fantasy adventure film Maleficent and the self-titled theme song for the biopic Big Eyes. Del Rey collaborated with Ariana Grande and Miley Cyrus on "Don't Call Me Angel" for the action comedy Charlie's Angels (2019), which peaked at number 13 on the U.S. Billboard Hot 100. Additionally, Del Rey published the poetry and photography collection Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass (2020).
She is the recipient of various accolades, including two Brit Awards, two MTV Europe Music Awards, and a Satellite Award, in addition to nominations for six Grammy Awards and a Golden Globe Award. Variety honored her at their Hitmakers Awards for being "one of the most influential singer-songwriters of the 21st century".
Bellevue
Lana Del Rey Lyrics
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And I could go back to having no one again
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
Baby, in Bellevue I had no one
And I could go back to being a-lush again
If it would make you proud
If it would make you proud
I know you like to go out
And mingle with your friends
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
And I could change my name
Go back to gold lamé
Just like thе good old days
Tangos and Tanqueray
Nothing can hurt me now
Nothing can hurt me now
Nothing can hurt mе now, nothing can hurt me
Now I will wait for you
For three hundred years
I play pretend and put my arm
Around a man who isn't there
I must be insane and now it seems I found
The one to say that I'm scared
Who doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
Ooh, doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around
He doesn't want me around ah, ah
In the song "Bellevue" by Lana Del Rey, the lyrics depict a sense of loneliness, longing, and rejection. The opening lines reveal that the singer had no one before meeting the person they are addressing in the song. However, they also acknowledge that they could easily go back to being alone again.
The repetition of the line "He doesn't want me around" echoes a feeling of rejection and being unwanted. This repetition emphasizes the singer's insecurity and their perception that the person they desire does not value their presence. It's an expression of their fear of being left alone and abandoned.
The mention of Bellevue, a psychiatric hospital in New York City, introduces a layer of metaphorical meaning. By referring to Bellevue, the singer suggests that they feel mentally unstable or vulnerable without the person they seek validation from. They insinuate that they would resort to self-destructive behavior, such as alcoholism ("a-lush again"), to cope with the pain if it would make the person they desire proud. The line "I know you like to go out and mingle with your friends" implies a sense of jealousy or insecurity, as the singer believes they are not favored over the person's social life.
As the song continues, the lyrics portray the singer's desperation to keep the person's attention. The line "And I could change my name, go back to gold lamé, just like the good old days, tangos and Tanqueray" suggests a willingness to transform themselves to please the person, even if it means returning to a past persona. They are willing to do whatever it takes to avoid feeling the pain of rejection again.
The subsequent lines express a newfound sense of resilience and numbness to emotional pain. The repetition of the phrase "Nothing can hurt me now" suggests that the singer has reached a breaking point of emotional detachment or self-preservation. However, this numbness also reveals a sense of sadness, as the line "Now I will wait for you for three hundred years" implies an acceptance of waiting indefinitely for a love that may never come. The singer's acknowledgment of their own insanity and fear suggests a deep-rooted insecurity and a sense of being unworthy of the person's love.
In conclusion, "Bellevue" delves into themes of rejection, loneliness, and the lengths one may go to in order to maintain a connection with someone they desire. The lyrics paint a picture of a vulnerable individual who fears being alone and is willing to sacrifice their own well-being to keep the attention and affection of the person they long for.
Line by Line Meaning
Before I met you, I had no one
My life was lonely and empty before I met you
And I could go back to having no one again
If you leave me, I will be alone and empty once more
He doesn't want me around
I feel unwanted and rejected by him
Baby, in Bellevue I had no one
During my time in Bellevue, I felt isolated and had nobody
And I could go back to being a-lush again
If it will make you proud, I could return to my previous state of excessive drinking
If it would make you proud
I am willing to do things to gain your approval and make you happy
I know you like to go out
I am aware that you enjoy socializing and going out
And mingle with your friends
And spend time with your group of friends
And I could change my name
I am willing to undergo a transformation, even changing my identity
Go back to gold lamé
Returning to the glamorous and extravagant lifestyle of the past
Just like the good old days
Similar to how things used to be in the past, filled with joy and excitement
Tangos and Tanqueray
Referring to dancing passionate dances and drinking Tanqueray gin
Nothing can hurt me now
I believe that nothing can harm or affect me anymore
Now I will wait for you
I am willing to patiently wait for you, no matter how long it takes
For three hundred years
Even if it means waiting for an incredibly long period of time
I play pretend and put my arm
I pretend and imagine being with someone, embracing them
Around a man who isn't there
But in reality, there is no actual person present
I must be insane and now it seems I found
I question my sanity, but it seems I have discovered
The one to say that I'm scared
Someone who acknowledges and understands my fears
Who doesn't want me around
However, this person still doesn't want me in their life
Ooh, doesn't want me around
They still reject my presence and company
He doesn't want me around
I continue to feel unwanted and unloved by him
He doesn't want me around ah, ah
His rejection of me remains a painful reality in my life
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@nll4818
i wish she ended up making this a full song, the lyrics are so good
@farrahfrandson
i hope she revisits it on her next work
@hannabrzezanska1362
i'm so obsessed with this. it's soooo eerie. abandoned mall vibes
@user-lz7cb3iu7l
You don't have to go back to being alone, you simply got me wrong, I want you around all the time... I want to marry you still and have a family as we planned. Please rethink what you thought to being the opposite in meaning to what you concluded. Come to me Lana please, this is not just breaking my heart, it's so awful when over a misunderstanding, that I may not survive it... That's how much I want you... I can't live without you. I love you so much. (Will somebody please bring these posts to Lana's attention if you can and care that 2 lives could depend on your doing so.
@amesandhaunted
mate are you okay
@baddie1682
amazing
@user-lz7cb3iu7l
What or who as made you believe I don't want you around... I think somebody's f*** with us (my phone's been hacked)... I wanted nothing but to have you in my life... I thought we were going to get married and have a family. And still want that more than you know evidently. Come back to me Lana... You'll only ever be TRULY LOVED: I don't know why you say Goodbye, I say Hello. Don't be cruel to a heart that's true. I don't want no other love. Oh babe it's only you I'm thinking of, dreaming of and still waiting for. Please never doubt Lana that I Love you truly my one and only.
@user-lz7cb3iu7l
I do though... Smarty choosiing you would be a no brainer. Love you Lana
@kritzkrieg14
I hate him cause I wish he loved me back.
@e.slayyy2316
live love lana🩷