Requiem
Laura Dreyfuss Lyrics
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Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?
Such a great son and wonderful friend
Oh, don't the tears just pour
I could curl up and hide in my room
There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow
I could give in to all of the gloom
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I start to break in pieces?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
I will sing no requiem tonight
I gave you the world, you threw it away
Leaving these broken pieces behind you
Everything wasted, nothing to say
So I can sing no requiem
I hear your voice, I feel you near
Within these words, I finally find you
And now that I know that you are still here
I will sing no requiem tonight
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you and that my world has gone dark without your light? (I can see your light)
I will sing no requiem
Tonight
'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep
No one lights a candle to remember
No, no one mourns at all
When they lay them down to sleep
So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right
Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
After all you put me through
Don't say it wasn't true
That you were not the monster
That I knew
'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem tonight
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh
In this song, Laura Dreyfuss portrays a conflicted and angry individual who has experienced the loss of a loved one. While she acknowledges the natural instinct to mourn and grieve for someone who has passed away through the "game of pretend" that many play, she finds it difficult to justify why she should go through such great lengths to do so if the one she lost was not worth it. She questions why she has to feel the weight of a "heavy heart" and go "break[ing] in pieces" for someone who was not worth the investment of her love and the world that she gave him. She refuses to "play the grieving girl and lie," suggesting that it is pointless to pretend to be sad for someone who has caused her so much pain without good reason. This is further emphasized in the line "when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep," where she highlights the idea that people may not be worth mourning over if they were not good people to begin with.
Dreyfuss seems to come to a less angry conclusion by the end of the song, however, when she hears the voice of the person she lost and finds some sort of solace in the idea that they are still with her. Nonetheless, she still refuses to sing a requiem for this person, implying that she does not think he deserves the honour that comes with mourning.
Line by Line Meaning
Why should I play this game of pretend?
Why should I pretend that everything is fine?
Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?
Experiencing pain through someone else's memories and emotions
Such a great son and wonderful friend
Describing the person who has passed away
Oh, don't the tears just pour
Describing the overwhelming feeling of sadness
I could curl up and hide in my room
Wanting to isolate oneself from the world
There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow
The feeling that the grief will never go away
I could give in to all of the gloom
Giving up on hope and succumbing to the sadness
But tell me, tell me what for
Questioning the purpose of feeling so much pain
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I feel so burdened by this loss?
Why should I start to break in pieces?
Why should I fall apart because of this?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Questioning why the person who has passed away is worth falling apart for
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Putting on a façade of grief when it's not really felt
Saying that I miss you
Falsely claiming to miss the person who has passed away
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
Saying the world is incomplete without the person who has passed away
I will sing no requiem tonight
Refusing to perform a traditional song of mourning
I gave you the world, you threw it away
Feeling like the effort put into the relationship was not valued
Leaving these broken pieces behind you
The aftermath of the broken relationship
Everything wasted, nothing to say
Feeling like everything was for nothing
So I can sing no requiem
Refusing to perform the traditional mourning ritual
I hear your voice, I feel you near
Hearing the echoes of the person who has passed away
Within these words, I finally find you
Feeling a sense of connection through these lyrics
And now that I know that you are still here
Realizing that the person who has passed away lives on in memory
Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
Why should I falsely hold onto memories?
I can see your light
Realizing that the person who has passed away left a lasting impression
No one lights a candle to remember
Settling into the reality that the person who has passed away is not remembered
No, no one mourns at all
The realization that life moves on and people forget those who have passed away
When they lay them down to sleep
Referring to death as sleep
So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right
Affirming that the artist was correct in her perception of the situation
Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
Affirming that the situation was clear and evident
After all you put me through
Referring to the pain caused due to the broken relationship
Don't say it wasn't true
Affirming that the pain and heartbreak were real
That you were not the monster
Affirming that the person who has passed away was not evil
That I knew
Affirming that the artist knew the person who has passed away very well
I will sing no requiem
Refusing to perform the traditional mourning ritual
Oh, oh, oh
Vocalization
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Benj Pasek, Justin Paul
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@EmiCubez
LYRICS:
Why should I play this game of pretend?
Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?
Such a great son and wonderful friend
Oh, don't the tears just pour
I could curl up and hide in my room
There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow
I could give in to all of the gloom
But tell me, tell me what for
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I start to break in pieces?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
I will sing no requiem tonight
I gave you the world, you threw it away
Leaving these broken pieces behind you
Everything wasted, nothing to say
So I can sing no requiem
I hear your voice, I feel you near
Within these words, I finally find you
And now that I know that you are still here
I will sing no requiem tonight
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you and that my world has gone dark without your light? (I can see your light)
I will sing no requiem
Tonight
'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep
No one lights a candle to remember
No, no one mourns at all
When they lay them down to sleep
So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right
Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
After all you put me through
Don't say it wasn't true
That you were not the monster
That I knew
'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem tonight
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh
@meemobop
i love the way each person's "i will sing no requiem tonight" gives it a different meaning
cynthia refuses to sing a requiem because she still feels so connected to him and can feel his presence. she sees him living through evan, so she chooses not to mourn him.
larry feels betrayed by his son. he gave him everything he could ever want, and he left everything behind so broken. for this, he doesn't feel like his connor is deserving of his remorse. he chooses not to mourn him.
zoe feels anger towards her brother for the way he treated her. she doesn't want to remember him, she doesn't want anything to do with him. she doesn't care if people think it's wrong, she refuses to be forced to feel something she doesn't. she chooses not to mourn him.
it's interesting to see the different ways everyone (especially in a family) can mourn (or in this case, choose not to) over the same event.
@fern5505
Okay but the subtle shift in the way Zoe’s actress sings is so good. Like in the start she means exactly what she says, he was terrible to her, she is not going to mourn him. But then some emotion starts to creep in, and even though there is no real change in the lyrics her performance changes the meaning.
In the beginning she’s saying ‘I don’t care that you’re dead’ because that’s true, she isn’t upset.
But at the end she’s saying ‘I don’t care that you’re dead’ because that’s what she’s trying to convince herself of, because she’s trying to protect herself from the greif she will feel when she realizes she still cares for him.
And the actress gets this across so expertly with just some pauses and singing more softly
Excellent writing, excellent performance.
@johnbrooke2641
Lyrics:
Why should I play this game of pretend?
Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?
Such a great son and wonderful friend
Oh, don't the tears just pour
I could curl up and hide in my room
There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow
I could give in to all of the gloom
But tell me, tell me what for
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I start to break in pieces?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
I will sing no requiem tonight
I'm going to bed.
Come sit with me.
Cynthia.
You can't stand to be in this room for five minutes?
I'm exhausted.
You know, Larry, at some point you're going to have to start dealing
Not tonight. Please.
Just read this.
I'll keep the light on for you
I gave you the world, you threw it away
Leaving these broken pieces behind you
Everything wasted, nothing to say
So I can sing no requiem
I hear your voice, I feel you near
Within these words, I finally find you
And now that I know that you are still here
I will sing no requiem tonight
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
(I can see your light)
I will sing no requiem
Tonight
'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep
No one lights a candle to remember
No, no one mourns at all
When they lay them down to sleep
So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right
Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
After all you put me through
Don't say it wasn't true
That you were not the monster
That I knew
'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem tonight
Oh... oh...
Oh...
Oh...
@kurrs177
I really love how the single same line "I will sing no requiem tonight" conveyed different meanings for each perspective
Zoe says that because she thinks that connor don't deserve any mourning, or a requiem at that. For her, he's a monster. "When the villain falls, the kingdom never weeps". Connor is the villain in her story so why should she weep for him?
For his Dad, it's pure disappointment. What he saw was a useless child who threw everything away. An inferior and a total waste. Connor did not make him proud, thus singing no requiem for him.
His Mom stands out. She will sing no requiem for him not because of spite or something negative like the former two, but because of love. She thinks that Connor may not be physically around them anymore, but he's still alive deep inside their hearts (or at least, hers alone). Upon seeing "his letters", she found the "real" sentiments of his son, and that what makes him "alive". Basically, Connor is still with her so there's no point singing a requiem for him.
[these are just my interpretations :D]
@Jack-bz3xn
This song is probably my favorite from the soundtrack, its not focused in evan, its not on lies its so raw and real.
Yes it is sad his family didnt want to mourn their son and brother but think about it.
Zoe was probably scared of connor, he was abusive and should have to own up to his actions. She says, in the book, he would pound on her door threatening to kill her. Now since this is from Connors pov in the book he denies it but as someone who did the same thing tl my sister, he might not have realized how he truly was. To Zoe, he was the monster, she didn’t know him and only knew the monster within him. That monster being depression and anxiety fronting in anger and rage.
Bringing us to Larry, a man who was trying to help this boy he didnt even know. He didnt know what happened to his son, he doesnt know how to help. Without being able to emotionally help he tried every thing else he could, a good home, school, money, treatments. He doesnt mourn because he couldn’t see his son anymore, he saw a stranger in his sons place. A boy who couldnt be fixed no matter how much Larry tried.
Now Cynthia, she still see’s her little boy. But hes so far away, she cant reach him. Them hes gone and shes clawing at every little remain of him, she isnt grieving because shes still sesrching for her son. She’s recreating her boy because she cant find anything more to grasp at.
No one in this story is right but none of them are entirely wrong either. Everyone has a sliver of truth in a hurricane of lies.
@melly4276
Why should I play this game of pretend?
Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?
Such a great son and wonderful friend
Oh, don't the tears just pour
I could curl up and hide in my room
There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow
I could give in to all of the gloom
But tell me, tell me what for
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I start to break in pieces?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
I will sing no requiem tonight
I gave you the world, you threw it away
Leaving these broken pieces behind you
Everything wasted, nothing to say
So I can sing no requiem
I hear your voice, I feel you near
Within these words, I finally find you
And now that I know that you are still here
I will sing no requiem tonight
Why should I have a heavy heart?
Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark without your light?
(I can see your light)
I will sing no requiem
Tonight
'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep
No one lights a candle to remember
No, no one mourns at all
When they lay them down to sleep
So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right
Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
After all you put me through
Don't say it wasn't true
That you were not the monster
That I knew
'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie
Saying that I miss you
And that my world has gone dark
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem
I will sing no requiem tonight
Oh... oh...
Oh...
Oh...
@margauxb3591
Sincerely Me: fun, a bop, "kinky!"
Requiem: here to rip your heart out
@tired.vbplayer8973
Ok but- literally every other song just makes me sob, and then there's Sincerely Me.
@watermelonsugar8894
@Hannah fax
@princesspattid9742
Hannah But like the first song everyone has heard including myself is Sincerely, Me for some reason
@tired.vbplayer8973
@Derpy Mercy First song I heard was You Will Be Found, shows my mental state~
@princesspattid9742
Hannah You WILL be found ❤️ I’m here if you ever need it
@MLOB96
The harmonies from the three of them at the end give me chills every time.
@amandajamess
FR THOUGHHHH
@mars6855
I still cry though
@Star-ou5gq
Yes especially Cynthia's voice its gorgeous