Once an aspiring symphony conductor, Story didn’t even know she could sing - much less write songs - until she was in her early twenties. Today, Story is not only a gifted vocalist and worship leader but also the composer of one of the most beloved worship songs of our generation - “Indescribable.” The song has topped charts and been recorded by multiple artists, but most importantly, it has helped people all over the world experience our magnificent God. Story had no idea her life would be used for such a purpose. Set to release her label debut on INO Records (Sara Groves, MercyMe, Derek Webb) in January 2008, Story is still learning that God’s plan is far deeper and wider than she ever thought possible.
So how did a string bassist from South Carolina end up penning a worship anthem known and loved by millions? It all began with a providential moment in the class registration line her sophomore year at Columbia International University.
“I was a YoungLife leader, and I saw another guy in line wearing a YoungLife t-shirt,” Story recalls. “He said he was in a band and asked me if I wanted to come play with them. I had never played in a band – it had never even crossed my mind.” The band was Silers Bald, who would later become a popular indie pop-rock band in the Southeast. The young man she met was vocalist Shane Williams, and by the time they’d made it through the registration line, Story was their newest female member.
Story started out playing string bass, graduated to electric bass, and then took a stab at vocals when the original female vocalist left. Completely out of her comfort zone but willing to trust God with her newfound vocal ability, she even tried her hand at songwriting, and their fans desired more. “The Lord taught me that it’s not necessarily what I think my strengths are. That’s not how He determines what He’s going to use,” says Story.
Five years and many road miles later, Story found herself being led a different direction musically, just as Silers Bald was on the brink of signing a deal with Essential Records. “I knew the Lord was telling me it was time for something new, and I needed to be in or out,” says Story. They amicably parted ways and Story ended up touring with folk-rock artist Andrew Peterson that spring. When her manager suggested she record an independent album with the songs she had written while in Silers, Story was still unconvinced her vocals could stand on their own: “Why would I do that?” she answered. “That would mean I’d have to sing on it!” Besides, she was out of money and didn’t have enough songs for a full record.
But those challenges were overcome when God provided more money and more songs. In 2002, Story began recording her first independent album with producer Stephen Gause and trusted that the last song she needed to round out the album would be provided. Soon after, she was driving down a mountain road, eyes fixed on the majesty of her Creator, when she started worshiping and singing, “Indescribable…uncontainable…You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name…”. Story added verses on the piano and finished the song while reading God’s own description of His power and might in Job Chapter 38. Her first record was now complete. And considering the road Story had traveled to get to this place, “Indescribable” was the perfect title track.
What brought “Indescribable” into churches all across the U.S. and the world was when Chris Tomlin recorded it for his 2004 release, Arriving, produced by Ed Cash (Caedmon’s Call, Bebo Norman, Bethany Dillon). When Cash, a longtime friend of Story’s from YoungLife circles, suggested that Tomlin use “Indescribable” as his first single, Story was shocked. “I remember saying, ‘That song will never work for corporate worship. There’s no way congregations are going to sing that!’ But it’s humbling and amazing to see what the Lord has done. When I was looking for it, I couldn’t find it. When I just started worshiping, He blew me out of the water.”
“Indescribable” flew up the AC charts where it stayed 1 for 7 weeks and in the top 15 for 50 weeks. The song was also included on the Passion CD/DVD in 2005, Tomlin’s 2006 release, Live From Austin Music Hall, and performed by Avalon for WoW Worship 2006. The list of accolades goes on, but even with millions of people now familiar with her words, Story takes no more credit for writing them than she would for creating the Appalachian Mountains. “I always think the last song I wrote was my last song. Just when my mind is completely blank and I don’t know if I’ll write a song again, God surprises me. The songs are His - I’m just the first person who gets to hear them.”
In 2005, Story released her second independent album, There Is Nothing, produced by Ed Cash and Mitch Dane (Jars of Clay). That same year she married her high school sweetheart, Martin Elvington, and moved to Atlanta to become the worship leader and women’s pastor for the arts and music community at Perimeter Church.
Shortly after inking the deal with INO Records in 2006, a trial entered Story’s life that would not only provide her with a deeper understanding of God’s sovereignty, but also serve as fodder for the songs on her new record. After one year of marriage, Story’s husband was hospitalized with a brain tumor.
“There was a time he was on a breathing machine and we weren’t sure he was going to make it. I spent my whole life singing, ‘’Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus,’ but until Jesus took me through something where my only option was to trust Him, I didn’t really know that sweetness,” reflects Story. While supporting her husband through surgery, radiation, complications, and intense physical therapy, Story has composed new songs with meaty, real substance that have ministered to her as much as they will minister to her listeners.
“It’s hard to understand why God would allow us to go through this, but I know He works all things together for good, and I feel my new album is reflecting that. Though He leads us through valleys, that’s when we get to trust Him and draw closer to Him all the more. Though I’ve doubted, His grasp has never released, never slipped. He’s remained completely faithful to me. He has proven that He really is my foundation and my hope.”
On a regular basis, Story gets to share this hope with the 100+ women she ministers to through her job at Perimeter Church; and it’s not a job she’s giving up anytime soon. After all, the opportunity to pour into others’ lives and treasure each moment reminds Story that she is just a passenger on this remarkable journey.
“Mine is not the perfect voice or the perfect life. My life is as messy as the next person’s, and God is using me to speak to the church. For this season of my life, God has really blessed me with some insight into who He is and what that has to do with me. For some reason He just gives it to me in song form.”
With the way inspiration comes to Laura Story, it’s exciting to wonder what will be around the next mountain bend…
I Can Just Be Me
Laura Story Lyrics
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To hold it all together
Piece by piece
I've been feeling like a failure
Trying to be braver
Than I could ever be
It's just not me
'Cause I can be broken, I can be needy
Lord, I need You now to be
Be my God, so I can just be me
I've been living like an orphan
Trying to belong here
But it's just not my home
I've been holding on so tightly
To all the things that I think
Could satisfy my soul
But I'm letting go
So be my father, my mighty warrior, be my king
'Cause I can be scattered, frail and shattered
Lord, I need You now to be
Be my God, so I can just be me
'Cause I was lost in this dark world
'Til I was finally found in You
So now I'm needing, desperately pleading
Oh Lord, be all to me
And be my savior, be my lifeline, won't You be my everything
'Cause I'm so tired of trying to be someone
I was never meant to be
Be my God
Please be my God
Be my God
So I can just be me
So I can just be me
I can just be me
In Laura Story's song, "I Can Just Be Me," the lyrics speak to the struggle of trying to hold oneself together and live up to certain expectations, whether it be societal standards or personal ones. The singer admits to feeling like a failure and attempting to be braver than they truly are. The first verse describes the singer's desire for healing, comfort, and peace, acknowledging that they can be broken and needy. They call out to God to be their source of strength and to allow them to be themselves.
The second verse speaks to the feeling of not belonging, of holding on too tightly to things that cannot satisfy the soul. The singer acknowledges that they have been living like an orphan, trying to find their place but realizing that this world is not their true home. They call out to God to be their father, mighty warrior, and king - recognizing that they can be scattered and frail but need God to be their source of stability.
The chorus repeats the sentiment of needing God to be everything and to take away the pressure of trying to be someone they were never meant to be. The bridge adds to this by stating that the singer was lost until they found God, and now they desperately need Him to sustain them.
Overall, the song paints a picture of a person who is tired of trying to keep it together and is in need of God's steady hand to guide them and allow them to be themselves.
Line by Line Meaning
I've been doing all that I can
I have been working tirelessly
To hold it all together
To maintain my life and my sanity
Piece by piece
Bit by bit, trying to maintain balance
I've been feeling like a failure
I have been experiencing a sense of crushing defeat
Trying to be braver
Attempting to look and feel more confident and courageous than I genuinely do
Than I could ever be
More than I am capable of possessing within myself
It's just not me
It isn't natural for me to behave this way within myself
So be my healer, be my comfort, be my peace
O Lord, please give me your compassion, your ease, and your tranquility
'Cause I can be broken, I can be needy
I am delicate and require help at times
Lord, I need You now to be
God, I require your help at present
Be my God, so I can just be me
Be my LORD so I can relax and be myself
I've been living like an orphan
In loneliness and misery, without a true home
Trying to belong here
Making attempts to integrate into an unsuitable atmosphere
But it's just not my home
The location or the circumstances are not where I'm intended to be
I've been holding on so tightly
To the things that don't entirely please me
To all the things that I think
To all the things that I believe would satisfy my need
Could satisfy my soul
Could satisfy or fulfill me at the deepest level
But I'm letting go
But I'm starting to relinquish my grip on them
So be my father, my mighty warrior, be my king
God, please be my protector, my defender, and my ruler
'Cause I can be scattered, frail, and shattered
I can be erratic, delicate, and broken
Lord, I need You now to be
God, I require your help at present
Be my God, so I can just be me
Be my LORD so I can relax and be myself
'Cause I was lost in this dark world
Because I was trapped in this gloomy world
''Til I was finally found in You
Until I was eventually saved by you
So now I'm needing, desperately pleading
And now I require, and I'm begging with all I have
Oh Lord, be all to me
Oh God, provide for all my needs
And be my savior, be my lifeline, won't You be my everything
And be my rescuer, be my support, won't you be the one I need
'Cause I'm so tired of trying to be someone
Because I'm so worn out from attempting to become something
I was never meant to be
I was not destined to be that person
Be my God
Be my LORD
Please be my God
God, please be mine
Be my God
Be my LORD
So I can just be me
So I can be myself
So I can just be me
So I can be myself
I can just be me
I can be myself
Lyrics © CAPITOL CHRISTIAN MUSIC GROUP, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing
Written by: Jason Ingram, Laura Story
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Natalie Collier
This is an amazing heartfelt song. I love this song. It really speaks to my heart and allows me to JUST BE ME for GOD. I sometimes try to be a different person other than who I really am for others. With GOD I can JUST BE ME. He already knows who I am because He created me!!! Glory to and Praise MY God!!!
Shianna M. McClendon
A huge stinking amen to that! I don’t try to be someone I’m not, but amen to the other great stuff you said.
Sammi Jacobs
"I'm so tired of trying to be someone I was never meant to be." So true, this song speaks to me! God bless, love the music Laura.
Siena de Guzman
Sammi Jacobs I know right, people don't realize that being yourself Is always the best thing no matter what, God lives everyone for who they are
levi jones
Your songs are like a breath of fresh air in this troubled world we live in!!!
Emily Elle
I, literally, just listened to this song! The results were off the charts! I love this song! We are nothing without God and everything with Him! He is our king, savior, fearless warrior, and our everything! This is a beautiful, wonderful, and indescribable song! Glory to God! :)
Hannah Moore
Laura Story is such a great role model. She has influenced me to share the word of Christ wherever I go. Laura is a real blessing to the people who need to hear the beautiful words that God has once spoken on this earth. Thank You so much Laura! You are a very spiritual lady.
Stephen Maina
Love the lyrics...makes me feel there's someone above all else that still cares...can't imagine how big that is
Fátima Cruz
@Hannah joy ffbh
Hannah joy
Because there is a God that loves & cares about you so so much !! 💙 you are loved more than you know !! :))