After an extended hiatus from recording, 2006's Choreography (2006), demonstrated a remarkable growth in her songwriting and performance. Her latest album, Interplanetary Traveler, was released in Jaunary 2010.
Hoffman has also participated in a number of other musical projects from time to time.
Crush
Lauren Hoffman Lyrics
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He's come to rest, head and heart, he's on my chest, he falls so hard
I'm crushed-it's what I asked for: some kind of weight to hold me down
I'm lost-I'm in his mouth, cradled by his sounds?
Soft light, a perfect dawn, a moment held a moment gone
And all day this will be my secret place where I can taste him
Long gone, it's what I asked for: some kind of space to float around and
I'll come when you least expect it,
Close your eyes you won't regret this
Love comes when you least expect it?
Warm night, a silent breeze, and I'm up against the wall
Strong hands and hips to hold me, still I'm afraid that I will fall
I'm crushed-it's what I asked for: some kind of weight to hold me down
Eyes wide, I am awake now, cursed by the freedom that I've found
The song "Crush" by Lauren Hoffman is a beautifully haunting song that delves into the complexities of love, desire, and fear. The opening lines of the song, "White sheets, I can't believe I'm still asleep, still beneath / He's come to rest, head and heart, he's on my chest, he falls so hard", paint a picture of a peaceful moment between two lovers. The singer is content with the weight of their partner on their chest, feeling both safe and secure. The chorus, "I'm crushed-it's what I asked for: some kind of weight to hold me down / I'm lost-I'm in his mouth, cradled by his sounds?", indicates a desire for emotional weight and a sense of belonging. This is in stark contrast to the second verse, where the singer feels cursed by newfound freedom and fears falling.
The themes of vulnerability and fear continue in the final verse, as the singer is up against the wall and held by their lover's strong hands and hips but still afraid of falling. The final repetition of "I'm crushed-it's what I asked for" is poignant and powerful; the singer acknowledges the conflicts within themselves and their desires for security and vulnerability. In the end, the song asks more questions than it answers, leaving the listener to ponder the complexities of love and desire for themselves.
Line by Line Meaning
White sheets, I can't believe I'm still asleep, still beneath
I'm lying in bed with him, marveling at how I'm still asleep even though it's morning and we're still in bed together.
He's come to rest, head and heart, he's on my chest, he falls so hard
He's lying on my chest, and I can feel his head and heartbeat. He's completely relaxed and has fallen deeply asleep.
I'm crushed-it's what I asked for: some kind of weight to hold me down
Although I feel trapped, it's what I wanted - some kind of weight or commitment to keep me grounded.
I'm lost-I'm in his mouth, cradled by his sounds?
I'm so enraptured by him that I feel lost in his kiss and the sounds he makes while sleeping.
Soft light, a perfect dawn, a moment held a moment gone
The gentle light of dawn is shining, and I'm savoring this moment with him because I know it will be fleeting.
And all day this will be my secret place where I can taste him
I'll be daydreaming about this moment in bed with him all day, savoring the taste of his kiss and the feel of his presence.
Long gone, it's what I asked for: some kind of space to float around and
I wanted freedom to pursue my own interests and have some space to myself, even if it means we're not together all the time.
Eyes wide, I am awake now, cursed by the freedom that I've found
Although I have the freedom I wanted, I'm also feeling anxious and unsure about what to do with it.
I'll come when you least expect it,
I'll surprise you or come back to you when you're not anticipating it.
Close your eyes you won't regret this
Trust me and close your eyes, you'll be happy with what's to come.
Love comes when you least expect it?
Maybe you'll find love unexpectedly, when you're not looking for it or trying too hard.
Warm night, a silent breeze, and I'm up against the wall
It's a warm, still night and we're standing against a wall, maybe outside somewhere.
Strong hands and hips to hold me, still I'm afraid that I will fall
He's holding me tightly, but I'm still scared of falling or getting too close.
Eyes wide, I am awake now, cursed by the freedom that I've found
Even though I have the freedom I wanted, I'm feeling uneasy and unsure about what to do with it.
Contributed by Emma L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.