The folk delight that is Lavender Diamond originally came to life in Bird Songs of the Bauharoque, a punk operetta inspired by the work of American painter/architect Paul Laffoley. Vocalist Becky Stark wrote and created the piece with a friend while living in Providence, RI, and starred as Lavender herself, a winsome part bird/part human who wants peace on earth. The indie stage show was such a hit at home that Stark and company went on to tour 56 cities across North America in 2003. Her debut solo effort, the self-produced Artefacts of the Winged album, was made available during this tour, and as Stark continued writing songs, she felt they deserved to be taken more seriously. A move to Los Angeles in 2004 provided Stark with the creative arena she had been searching for; befriending guitarist Jeff Rosenberg (Pink & Brown, Tarentel, the Young People) and forming a country-pop act with him, things started to take shape for Stark. When she wasn't keeping busy with Rosenberg, she was playing classical arias and Tin Pan Alley originals with classical pianist Steve Gregoropoulos (W.A.C.O.), and making psychedelic doo wop material with drummer Ron Rege, Jr., formerly of the Swirlies.
At the end of the day, Stark opted to collect such sounds as one, and gathered her contemporaries for Lavender Diamond in 2004. Matching the airy lightness of Linda Ronstadt and Carole King with Bacharach-like arrangements, Lavender Diamond issued The Cavalry of Light EP in 2005; a second release, a split 7" with Queens of Sheeba for Cold Sweat, also appeared that year. A buzz around the blogosphere and indie mag elite began to take shape by early 2006, and performances at ArthurFest, South by Southwest, and the CMJ New Music Seminar only added fuel to the record label frenzy. In November 2006, while touring with the Decemberists, Lavender Diamond signed to Rough Trade in Europe and Matador in the U.S. The Cavalry of Light was slated for reissue in late January 2007.
Lavender Diamond
Official Biography
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Growing up in a rickety house in rural Maryland between an abandoned cement factory and a power plant, Lavender Diamondโs Becky Stark first experienced music at church. Indeed, her mother was devout enough to have even studied to be a minister but, according to Becky โshe got kicked out of ministerial school for being too wild and being into rock and roll and wearing miniskirtsโ.
For the Starks, music was its own religion. โMy mum had a lot of old โ45s and on Sunday mornings instead of going to church we would all sit round and sheโd make us learn all the lyrics to the songs. Our Sunday morning ritual was all about music.โ
But, despite singing as part of a state department-sponsored childrenโs choir โ who once supported Motley Crue on the bill at the 1989 Moscow Music Peace Festival - it wasnโt until she discovered the nearby Washington DC punk community as a teenager that Becky realised that she could make music for herself.
โI was friends with Gabe Andruzzi, whoโs now in The Raptureโ she remembers โand he was really into punk rock. He took me to see Fugazi and it was really mindblowing - discovering that this music existed and feeling the energy of it and the political meaning and realising how music could serve a community.โ
The only problem was that Becky was living a kind of double life. In the evenings sheโd go and see local DIY punk bands play in community centres and church halls. But in the daytime she performed in musical theatre and appeared on TV in order to help her mother pay the rent. โI was on this really geeky kidโs TV show and I was really getting into theatre which wasnโt considered cool.โ
Feeling inspired by the DC punk scene but also distanced from it because of her other interests, Becky moved to Rhode Island to study semiotics and Russian literature at Brown University. There she started hanging out at Fort Thunder, a communal space that hosted shows from the cityโs burgeoning noise scene, including the legendary Lightning Bolt.
โThere was just such a utopian anarchic feeling at Fort Thunderโ says Becky. โThere was no sense that anybody could not make their own sound. No such thing as good or bad โ everybody was just making crazy noises. And thatโs when I started writing music. I used to write these crazy musicals, do collaborations with artists, do these wild art projects. It was total energy.โ
After a brief period of study at New Yorkโs Merce Cunningham Dance conservatory, Becky returned to Rhode Island to set up her own theatre company, the Bird Family Baby Bird.
โI started making plays and writing operettasโ she laughs. โWe had plays and crazy costumes and I would sing opera and we would have marionettes and elaborate painted sets. Thatโs when I invented the character of Lavender Diamond.โ
According to Becky, Lavender Diamond was a bird who was an emissary from the bird world - half bird, half human. The character would explain to the audience that she was there to help them understand the natural world, bringing joy and peace at the same time.
โAfter that there evolved a mythology of who Lavender Diamond actually wasโ she explains. โLavender Diamond became an embodiment of the sound of love, the sound of joy and healing.โ
Galvanised by Fort Thunderโs spirit of self-enablement and inspired by her mumโs Linda Ronstadt records, Becky enrolled on a songwriting course, moved to LA and produced a solo album called โArtifacts Of The Wingedโ. It was in LA that she hooked up with Jeff Rosenberg, a friend from Rhode Island. Enlisting Ron Rege, noted illustrator and author of the classic graphic novel โSkibber Bee-Byeโ and classical composer Steve Gregoropoulos, Becky decided to use Lavender Diamond as the name of a new band. By now youโll already have a copy of their first release, โThe Cavalry Of Lightโ EP, which is also one of the yearโs best โ four pristine pocket symphonies that combine the best of
the early โ70s Brit-folk boom with gorgeous arrangements and a sense of heartbroken wonder.
If thatโs not enough, the band are currently finishing their debut full-length at Stag Street studio in Los Angeles, although, typically it doesnโt sound like theyโre sticking to accepted modes of record-making. โWhen weโre in the studio I do magic spellsโ laughs Becky. โTheyโre spells to bring our love of our music into the world and in turn bring happiness and joy into the world. We like to imagine the sound of the music covering the world with love. Lavender Diamond is about believing in the practical power of love.โ
My Shadow Is A Monday
Lavender Diamond Lyrics
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My shadow is a Monday, my shadow is a Monday
My heart is in a shadow, my heart is in a shadow
My heart is in a shadow without you
My shadow is another day, my shadow is another day
My shadow is another day, my shadow is another day
My heart is in a shadow, my heart is in a shadow
With you
Without you
With you
Without you
With you
Without you
With you
My shadow is a Monday, my shadow is a Monday
My shadow is a Monday, my shadow is a Monday
My heart is in a shadow, my heart is in a shadow
My heart is in a shadow without you
The lyrics of "My Shadow Is A Monday" by Lavender Diamond are simple and repetitive, but they convey a feeling of melancholy and longing. The repeated phrase "my shadow is a Monday" suggests that the singer is trapped in a dreary routine, like a workweek that never ends. The metaphor of the shadow is used to represent the singer's hidden or suppressed emotions, which are personified as a day of the week. By saying that their heart is also in a shadow, the singer is admitting that they are not fully expressing themselves and that their emotions are being cast aside.
The lines "with you, without you" are a nod to the famous Beatles song, which also explores themes of love and loss. In this context, they could be interpreted as a reference to the singer's relationship with someone who is not present, and the way that absence affects their emotional state. The repetition of the phrase "my heart is in a shadow" emphasizes the depth of the singer's feelings and the sense of disconnection that they are experiencing.
Overall, "My Shadow Is A Monday" is a bittersweet reflection on the way that love and loss can impact our everyday lives. The use of simple language and repetitive structure creates a hypnotic effect that draws the listener in and reinforces the central message of the song.
Line by Line Meaning
My shadow is a Monday, my shadow is a Monday
My shadow represents the beginning of the week which appears every week and reminds me of my loneliness.
My heart is in a shadow, my heart is in a shadow
My heart is hidden in darkness, much like my emotions are hidden away since you left me.
My heart is in a shadow without you
Since you're not here, I feel empty and alone inside. Your presence was what made me happy and now that you're gone, my heart is somewhere in the darkness.
With you
When I was with you, everything was different. I was happy and content with life because your presence made me feel alive.
Without you
But now, everything is different. Life seems dull and uninteresting without you.
My shadow is another day, my shadow is another day
Just like every other day of the week, my shadow appears day after day, reminding me of the loneliness I cannot escape.
With you
When I was with you, I felt like there was nothing that could bring me down. You were my source of strength and motivation to keep moving forward.
Without you
But now, I feel fragile and vulnerable without you by my side. It's like my shadow has become an omen of my sorrow and regret.
My shadow is a Monday, my shadow is a Monday
Every week, I'm reminded of the beginning of the end because that's when you left me. My shadow is a constant reminder of that day.
With you
When you were with me, life had meaning and everything felt complete. I had someone to share my joy and sadness with, and that made all the difference.
Without you
Now my life feels incomplete without you. My heart remains in the darkness, with only my shadow for company.
Contributed by Andrew N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.