City Lights
Lazy Core Lyrics

Floating through the lights, like a feather would do
I am moving aimlessly through the city lights, feeling light and free.

Avoiding all of the hurt I am skipping the news
To protect myself from painful and negative emotions, I am avoiding the news.

And my Daily shot of ethyl is surely not lethal
I drink alcohol daily, but it's not harmful or deadly.

It's just the motivation I need to find purpose
Alcohol gives me the motivation I need to find meaning in my life.

Lost in a sea of lights, can't get any rest
I feel overwhelmed in the bright lights of the city and cannot find peace.

City of dreams, lost in the fog, so hard to navigate
The city is full of opportunities, but it's difficult to find my way and make sense of it all.

The eternal silence of space does scare me
The emptiness and vastness of space is scary to me.

But it's nothing compare to the buzz of the city
The excitement and energy of the city is more compelling than my fear of space.

In the light your worst nightmare lurks
In the brightness of the city, danger and fear can hide easily.

The kind to slit your throat and watch you die with a smirk
This danger could take the form of a person who enjoys causing harm and watching their victims suffer.

You better watch out cause the city lights will snatch you
The bright and alluring lights of the city can lead you down dangerous paths.

You should step away if it's not what you're used to
If you are not accustomed to the city's dangers and temptations, it's best to stay away.

Another day, another night, another story told
My life is full of repetitive and meaningless experiences.

Over the city lights I can't get a hold
I feel lost and disconnected from the city and its opportunities.

Lost souls forgotten into the night's cold
Many people feel lost and abandoned in the cold and lonely darkness of the night.

Still trying to get free from what we've been told
We are attempting to break free from societal expectations and norms.

Lone wolf going down the same road
I am walking on my own path, separate from the rest of society.

Struggling to grasp the sent that leads to my goal
I am having difficulty finding direction and purpose in my life.

I run and don't look back when I see the pack
When I encounter groups of people or societal expectations, I try to escape and avoid them.

But maybe some day, some night I'll have to join the fight
At some point, I may need to face societal norms and expectations head-on.

I see the light when I'm talking true, Parting off my heart in two
I feel more authentic and true to myself when I am honest and open about my feelings.

Feeling all the pain within my soul less view
Despite my honesty, I still feel deep emotional pain.

It's hard to tell where the truth really lies
It's difficult to discern what is truly authentic and truthful in a society full of lies and deceptions.

I don't wanna play along, I don't wanna embrace all the lies
I refuse to conform to societal expectations and accept lies as truth.

City of dreams, lost in the fog, so hard to concentrate
The city, with all its possibilities, makes it difficult for me to focus on my own goals.

The eternal silence of space still scares me
Despite my fear of the city, I am still more frightened by the vast emptiness of space.

But it's nothing compare to my lack of ingenuity
My fear of creativity and lack of innovative thought is more limiting and hindering than my fear of space.

In the night my worst nightmare lurks
The darkness of the night can bring out my deepest fears and anxieties.

The kind to slit my throat and watch me die with a smirk
These fears could take the form of people who enjoy causing pain and suffering.

You better watch out cause the city lights will blind you
The brightness and distractions of the city can prevent you from seeing the truth and being aware of dangers.

You should step away if you need to find something true
If you are seeking authenticity and truth, it's best to step away from the artificiality and distractions of the city.

Chasing a dream way too far to be seen
I am pursuing a dream that seems impossible to achieve.

Blinding my view of the world I keep watching this screen
I am becoming blinded to reality by constantly watching screens and consuming media.

Far from all the drama I'm heating the sofa
I am intentionally avoiding drama and conflict by staying home and relaxing on the couch.

It's hard to get to someone who's lost his sole purpose
When someone has lost direction and meaning in their life, it can be difficult to connect with them.

So in the brink of dawn I'll leave all behind
At the break of dawn, I will leave behind my old life and start anew.

Don't ask me how, I don't know, it's not clear in my mind
I am unclear on how to make this change, it's just a feeling I have.

But light as a feather I will fall asleep
I will peacefully and effortlessly fall asleep, unburdened by my past.

Not roaming in the street, cause this time I play for keeps
I will not be wandering aimlessly, this time I am intentionally moving forward with a purpose.

I'm sure glad you're here cause somehow you make me
I am grateful for your presence, as it helps me feel more grounded and connected.

Keep up my sanity and my will to be free
Your support helps me maintain my mental health and desire for personal freedom.

So we'll drive away looking for better times
We will leave and search for a better future.

Sure it would come if only I could write better rhymes
I believe that success and happiness will come to me if I can improve my creativity and expression.

And as the time will pass, and through the fights
As time goes on, and despite challenges and conflicts,

Remember that we used to live trapped in a cage of light
I will remember that we used to be confined and limited by the allure of the city lights.

So now, let's run away from the grasp of the lights
We will escape from the dangerous and limiting attraction of the city lights.

And find a way to make our whole future bright
We will seek a new path that leads to a bright and positive future for ourselves.