Turtle
Leekyxiv Lyrics

Damn bro I really can't remember how it starts
I am struggling to recall the beginning of the situation or event, my memory is hazy and I am unsure.

Oh I remember I remember I remember
Ah, now I recall, my memory has been jogged and I can remember clearly.

Look
Listen, pay attention and consider what I am about to say.

Please Don't watch me No
I would prefer if you did not observe or focus on me, it is unnecessary and unwanted.

You should watch Tv
Instead, you should divert your attention to watching television, it is a more appropriate and entertaining activity.

I don't even come around no more
I have chosen to distance myself and no longer be present in this particular situation or environment.

Unless they need me
Except when there is a requirement or demand for my assistance or presence.

Who got all my energy
Who possesses or has drained away my vitality or enthusiasm.

They feel like some leeches
They give the impression of being parasitic individuals, feeding off my energy and resources without reciprocity.

I got all this guidance so
I have received a significant amount of advice, direction, or support.

Shoutout to my teachers
I would like to acknowledge and express my gratitude to the educators who have played a role in my development and learning.

I been cooped up
I have been confined or limited in my movements or activities, like a bird in a cage.

Like a turtle in a shell
Similar to a reptile retreating into its protective shell, I have withdrawn and isolated myself from the outside world.

I know I'm sent from heaven
I have a deep conviction that I am divinely chosen or appointed, with a purpose or mission in life.

But it's time to get em' hell
However, the moment has arrived to confront and challenge my adversaries or obstacles head-on, to unleash havoc or turmoil upon them.

Got some things up in my mind
There are thoughts, ideas, or concerns occupying my thoughts and mental state.

Didn't know if you could tell
I was uncertain whether you could perceive or discern these inner thoughts or emotions I was experiencing.

Got some friends that I can call
I have a reliable circle of companions or confidants whom I can reach out to for support or assistance.

When I'm not doing so well
During times when I am struggling or experiencing difficulties.

Oh well
Regardless of the circumstances or outcome, I accept and resign myself to the situation.

To paint a perfect picture does it take a perfect brush
Is a flawless portrayal or representation only achievable with the use of a flawless tool or instrument?

Does it take a perfect artist
Or does it require a flawless artist, skilled in their craft, to create a perfect depiction?

Am I thinking way too much
Am I overanalyzing or overthinking the process or concept?

Is it worth it every time you go and step up in the booth
Is it worthwhile, each time you enter the recording studio to create music or express yourself?

If you not going your hardest
If you are not exerting your maximum effort or giving it your all.

What's your word
What is your declaration or promise? What can you stand by or be held accountable for?

What's your truth
What is your honest and genuine perspective or understanding of the situation or subject matter?

I been nice since when I started
I have been skilled, pleasant, or kind since the beginning or early stages of my journey or endeavor.

Had the juice up in my youth
I possessed the influence, power, or energy during my younger years, often associated with vitality and vigor.

Found what it means to me
I have discovered or identified my own personal interpretation or significance.

So find what it means to you
Therefore, it is now your turn to explore and uncover your own understanding, value, or purpose.

I hope you came to do
I anticipate or desire that you have arrived with the intention or purpose to fulfill or accomplish something meaningful.

What we all just came to do
The collective purpose or objective that we have all gathered or assembled to pursue or achieve.

And it's like my only calling was to hop up in the stu
It feels as if my sole or primary purpose in life was to enter the recording studio and create music.

So please don't watch me no
Therefore, I request that you refrain from observing or scrutinizing me unnecessarily.

You should watch Tv
Instead, it would be more suitable for you to divert your attention to watching television for entertainment or distraction.

They might get me but they not with me
Others may try to harm, criticize, or bring me down, but they do not truly understand or support me.

I'm the only one in my head
I am the sole occupant or controller of my thoughts, ideas, and consciousness.

When I turn 50 I hope she with me
When I reach the age of 50, I desire for my wife or significant other to still be by my side, providing companionship and support.

That's my wifey up in my bed
That woman is my beloved wife who shares my intimate space and life with me.

When it gets late at night and we think inside
During the late hours of the night, when introspection and contemplation take place within our minds.

What we doing up in this hell
Questioning the purpose or reason for our presence or existence in this difficult or challenging situation.

Alone in my mind now
I am currently in a state of solitude, with only my own thoughts and emotions to accompany me.

But I feel safe now
Despite the isolation, I experience a sense of security, comfort, or reassurance.

Just like a turtle up in a shell
Similar to a turtle seeking refuge within its protective shell, I find solace and protection in my own mental space.