Without My Tonsils
Lemon Demon Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

Without my hands,
Without my nose,
Without my fangs,
Without my clothes,
Without my nervous system,
Without my brain,
Without my tonsils,
I'm not the same.

Without my brand of humor,
Um…
Without my so-so fashion sense,
Without my love for all things funky,
Without my lack of pretense.

Without my repetitive behavior,
Without my repetitive behavior,
Without my occasional deviation,
Without my repetitive behavior.

Without my hands,
Without my nose,
Without my fangs,
Without my clothes,
Without my nervous system,
Without my brain,
Without my tonsils,
I'm not the same as I was just a moment ago.
Better to stick to the things you know.
Doesn't it suck when it all changes?
Doesn't it feel like you've been vanquished?

First you have hands, and then you don't.
First you have a nose, and then you don't.
First you have fangs, and then you don't.
First you have clothes, and then you don't.
And then you don't.
And then you wake up,
You shower and you brush your teeth.
You have a bowl of Special K, ‘cause it's a Special Day,
But it's just the same as any other day.
The only difference is you have no soul,
And no fangs, and no brain, and no chains, and apparently no say.

Dear God, why is it raining outside?
Dear God, why is everything glowing oddly?
Dear God, I think I'm in a loophole
Dear God, what do you suggest I do?

I want to do the opposite of what I did before I knew I wanted to.
I want to do the opposite of what I did before I knew I wanted to.
I want to do the opposite of what I did before I knew I wanted to.
I want to do the opposite of what I did before I knew I wanted to.
I want to be myself, as long as being myself is popular among my peers.
I want to be myself, as long as being myself is popular among my peers.
I want to do the opposite of what I did before I knew I wanted to.
I want to do the opposite of what I did before I knew I wanted to.
B… A… whatever it is, whatever it is, whatever it is, whatever it is,
Whatever it is, whatever it is, whatever it is, whatever it is.
(Whatever it is.)

Please excuse the following half-assed segue.

Without my hands,
Without my nose,
Without my fangs,
Without my clothes,
Without my nervous system,
Without my brain,
Without my tonsils,
I'm not the same.

Disappointing ending.
Disappointing ending.
Disappointing ending.




Disappointing ending.
Disappointing ending.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Lemon Demon's song Without My Tonsils speak about how identity is deeply tied to our physical and mental traits. The singer lists various parts of themselves and how their absence would change who they are. However, what is interesting is that the singer also acknowledges that personality traits such as humor, fashion sense, and behavior are also equally important in defining their identity. The repetition of the line "Without my repetitive behavior" is particularly interesting as it highlights how even "flaws" or quirks are crucial in shaping who we are. The song concludes on a note of disappointment, indicating that sometimes change can feel overwhelming and leave us feeling lost.


The lyrics may be interpreted as being about the fear of losing one's sense of self or the struggle to find a new identity after a significant change. The references to God and the looping musical interlude add an element of existential questioning and uncertainty to the song.


Line by Line Meaning

Without my hands,
Not having my hands has impacted me.


Without my nose,
Not having my sense of smell has impacted me.


Without my fangs,
Not having my fangs has impacted me.


Without my clothes,
Not having my clothes has impacted me.


Without my nervous system,
Not having my nervous system has impacted me.


Without my brain,
Not having my brain has impacted me.


Without my tonsils,
Not having my tonsils has impacted me.


I'm not the same.
I am not the same without these things that have impacted me.


Without my brand of humor,
Without my type of humor, I am not the same.


Um…
The absence of humor type leads to uncertainty.


Without my so-so fashion sense,
Not having my mediocre fashion sense has impacted me.


Without my love for all things funky,
Not having my love for all things unique and unconventional has impacted me.


Without my lack of pretense.
Not having my sincere beliefs has impacted me.


Without my repetitive behavior,
Not having my repetitive behavior has impacted me.


Without my occasional deviation,
Not having a change of pace from my repetitive behavior has impacted me.


Without my hands,
Not having my hands has impacted me.


Without my nose,
Not having my sense of smell has impacted me.


Without my fangs,
Not having my fangs has impacted me.


Without my clothes,
Not having my clothes has impacted me.


Without my nervous system,
Not having my nervous system has impacted me.


Without my brain,
Not having my brain has impacted me.


Without my tonsils,
Not having my tonsils has impacted me.


I'm not the same as I was just a moment ago.
I have changed in just a moment by missing these things that have impacted me.


Better to stick to the things you know.
It's better to be safe and not change too much.


Doesn't it suck when it all changes?
Change can be unpleasant.


Doesn't it feel like you've been vanquished?
The feeling after change may feel like defeat.


First you have hands, and then you don't.
Things can change quickly.


And then you don't.
Sudden changes leave you without.


And then you wake up,
You wake up to more changes.


You shower and you brush your teeth.
You continue with your routine, trying to maintain the status quo.


You have a bowl of Special K, ‘cause it's a Special Day,
A change to routine for the sake of celebration.


But it's just the same as any other day.
In the end, it's still just routine.


The only difference is you have no soul,
Feeling of emptiness due to changes.


And no fangs, and no brain, and no chains, and apparently no say.
Lamenting the loss of identity due to missing parts.


Dear God, why is it raining outside?
A rhetorical question about the weather as a symbol of how things are always changing.


Dear God, why is everything glowing oddly?
Another rhetorical question about how things are different.


Dear God, I think I'm in a loophole
Feeling trapped in a repetitive cycle.


Dear God, what do you suggest I do?
Requesting guidance to find a way out of the cycle.


I want to do the opposite of what I did before I knew I wanted to.
Wanting to change by doing the opposite of what was done before.


B… A… whatever it is, whatever it is, whatever it is, whatever it is,
The artist does not care about what the opposite choice involves.


Please excuse the following half-assed segue.
A joke reference to a poor transition from the previous context.


Disappointing ending.
Expression of disappointment after a change.


Disappointing ending.
Reinforcement of the singer's disappointment.


Disappointing ending.
Continuation of the repetition of disappointment.


Disappointing ending.
The feeling of disappointment is strong.


Disappointing ending.
Final repetition of feeling let down.




Contributed by Aiden S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found
Comments from YouTube:

l3ashedfr3ak

“without my lack of pretense 🙂” & “without my repetitive behavior, without my repetitive behavior, without my occasional deviation, without my repetitive behavior” are so- i- they’re so.

Angeygirl

This sounds like a guy trying to recover from the anesthesia after getting his tonsils removed and having an existential crisis because he feels all funny and numb

Spencer

I love the line “you have a bowl of Special K cause it’s a special day”

Tobyzooey

mmmm ketamine

Liz Montgomery

I thought he said cake

1 More Replies...

green of tree black of blue

I like how this is in a whole playlist. Of songs called "Tonsils songs"

Chrissy_athumum

WHERE CAN I find it

existentbperson

@Chrissy_athumum search it up on youtube

DemonChromeE

why does it exist

Egg Thanos

@existentbperson i’ve tried that and it does not come up 😭🦕

More Comments