I Wanna
Lenz Lyrics


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I’m tired of the pain let it rain down

I’m up now, now you wanna come around

You didn’t care when I was down w no pounds

Now it’s only me I gotta make it out
I wanna scream n shout

Since you left I ain’t being the myself

I’ve the one that’s drinking everyday

Stressed of love fuck love it’s a game

Simple game playing that game

She hurt me

Sshe hit check mate

Should’ve knew that the love was fake

Should of seen I was facing fate

Hiding my heart

Can’t get attached

Fuck that love

I don’t need that

Keep my heart closed feeling can’t catch

I miss my ex but I can’t say that

I tell all my friends that I’ve really moved on

But inside my heart man I need her back

I need her back well I think I do





It’s so hard, being without you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Lenz's song "I Wanna" depict feelings of pain, hurt, and longing for a lost love. The singer expresses exhaustion from the pain they have experienced and wishes for a release, hoping that the rain will wash away their troubles. They also mention how now, when they have picked themselves back up, their ex-partner suddenly wants to come back into their life. This illustrates a sense of resentment and betrayal, as the ex didn't care when the singer was struggling financially.


The lyrics further reveal that since the ex-partner left, the singer has been unable to be their true self. They have resorted to daily drinking and have become disillusioned with love, seeing it as nothing more than a game that causes stress and pain. The singer reflects on the hurt they experienced and regrets not realizing that the love they had was fake. They acknowledge being in a vulnerable position of hiding their heart and not allowing themselves to get attached, as they believe love is unnecessary and only causes more pain. Despite these claims, the song portrays a conflicting desire for the ex-lover to return, even though the singer tries to convince themselves and others that they have moved on.


Overall, the lyrics of "I Wanna" express the emotional turmoil and conflicting emotions experienced after a relationship ends. It highlights feelings of pain, betrayal, and the longing for a love that may not be healthy or genuine.


Line by Line Meaning

I’m tired of the pain let it rain down
I'm exhausted from the emotional distress, and I'm ready to let it all out.


I’m up now, now you wanna come around
Now that I'm doing well, you suddenly want to be a part of my life again.


You didn’t care when I was down w no pounds
You showed no concern for me when I had nothing and was struggling financially.


Now it’s only me I gotta make it out
Now I realize I'm the only one who can save myself and succeed.


I wanna scream n shout
I have an intense desire to express my emotions loudly and passionately.


Since you left I ain’t being the myself
Ever since you left, I haven't been able to be my true self.


I’ve the one that’s drinking everyday
I've turned to drinking every day as a coping mechanism.


Stressed of love fuck love it’s a game
Love has caused me so much stress and frustration, and I've grown to despise it as if it's a game.


Simple game playing that game
Love has become nothing but a simple and manipulative game.


She hurt me
She deeply wounded and emotionally harmed me.


Sshe hit check mate
She outwitted me, leaving me in a position where I had no moves left.


Should’ve knew that the love was fake
I should have realized that the love was insincere and not genuine.


Should of seen I was facing fate
I should have recognized that I was destined to face this outcome.


Hiding my heart
I'm concealing and guarding my vulnerable emotions.


Can’t get attached
I refuse to form emotional attachments to prevent getting hurt again.


Fuck that love
I'm deeply disillusioned and angry at the concept of love.


I don’t need that
I don't believe I require love in my life anymore.


Keep my heart closed feeling can’t catch
I'm keeping my heart closed off, making it difficult for anyone to make me feel something.


I miss my ex but I can’t say that
I still long for my ex, but I can't admit it openly.


I tell all my friends that I’ve really moved on
I try to convince my friends that I have successfully let go and moved on.


But inside my heart man I need her back
Deep down, in my heart, I desperately need her to come back.


I need her back well I think I do
I'm uncertain, but I believe I truly need her back in my life.


It’s so hard, being without you
It's incredibly difficult to live and exist without you in my life.




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