Purgatory
Leon Vegas Lyrics
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I don't love you, you hurt me
Just push me, let me fall in purgatory
Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me
Broken hearted, broken home, that's what life's been like
Got nobody, on my own, want to fucking die
You don't even check up on me, I'm a fucking risk
You never really cared
But I was always there
Now I'm alone, all in despair
I hope you rot, I hope you tear (Yuh)
Barely coping, you don't wanna know me
Thoughts are flowing, feeling pretty lonely
Am I good now, now I'm barely breathing?
Think I should now, end the pain I'm dealing with?
I don't really want to wake up
I've been feeling all emotional, I've been choked up
Almost thought that you were gonna leave the Earth and be gone
But now you're all okay, yeah, I know I'm just fucked
What the fuck? Do you want me?
I don't love you, you hurt me
Just push me, let me fall in purgatory
Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me
Yeah, I've been losing sleep, I can barely move
Waiting every week, I've been feeling blue
I don't want to feel, I just want the truth
Our love, was it real? Or was it just bull-you?
Guess I can say I've been fucked up!
Can also say I'm out of love, yuh!
I don't have nowhere to go no more
I guess all my time and my luck's up!
You don't wanna love me, you just wanna hurt me
You just want to just see my heart robbed, yeah
I'm feeling so lonely, maybe I'll go
If I'm being honest, I'm glad that we broke up
What the fuck do you want from me?
I give you carnage, you want more peace
Maybe I should scream a little bit
Like I'm all in my emotions cause I am, yuh
Corey's dead, Leon's here
kid's in a coffin, he won't reappear
Dwelling on the past ain't 'gon get you there
Guess I'm too fucked up, you're the reason, yeah!
What the fuck? Do you want me?
I don't love you, you hurt me
Just push me, let me fall in purgatory
Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me
The lyrics to Leon Vegas's song "Purgatory" delve into themes of heartbreak, loneliness, and longing for love while grappling with the pain caused by a toxic relationship. The opening lines express confusion and frustration towards an individual who seems to have caused emotional harm. There is a sense of conflict within the singer, as they acknowledge that they don't love this person anymore but still desire their affection and validation. The reference to falling into purgatory signifies a state of emotional limbo, trapped between love and pain.
The song goes on to describe a broken home and a broken heart, emphasizing the difficult and isolating nature of the singer's life. Feelings of despair and hopelessness are expressed through the desire to die and the perception of being a risk to oneself. The lack of care and support from the other person intensifies the singer's feelings of worthlessness. The lyrics reflect on the unbalanced nature of the relationship, with the singer constantly being there for the other person but left alone in their own despair.
As the song progresses, the singer discusses the idea of coping with their emotional struggles. They question whether they are good enough and contemplate ending the pain they are dealing with. The lyrics reveal a battle between the desire to live and the overwhelming emotional burden they carry.
In the chorus, the repeated question of "What the fuck do you want from me?" highlights the singer's frustration and confusion. They acknowledge that the person they were in a relationship with didn't truly love them but rather wanted to hurt them. The reference to carnage and peace represents the conflicting desires within the singer – to cause chaos and pain or to find peace and healing. The song concludes with a sense of unresolved anger and a recognition that the other person played a role in the singer's current state of emotional turmoil.
Overall, the lyrics of "Purgatory" convey a poignant exploration of the aftermath of a toxic relationship, the struggles of loneliness, and the conflicting emotions that one experiences when trying to move on from heartbreak.
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Written by: Leon Vegas
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