Portrait of a Cigarette Smoker at 19
Less Than Jake Lyrics


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I used to be a stereotype
Half alive with half open eyes
With a one track mind
And a flawed design
Feeling like I was lost
At sea at only the age of 19
Floating around in alcohol and apathy
Taking in too much caffeine and nicotine
If we make it outta here alive
Just say you won't look back to see
Just who we left behind (there might not be a next time)

With all the ups and downs and turn arounds (might not be a next time)
To the breaking up to breaking down (might not be a next time)
Yeah we were the ones to say (there might not be a next time)

I used to be a stereotype
Someone you'd never recognize
With fingers so yellow
That they matched the yellow skies
And there was a few things I memorized
From all those blurry times
Like bottles clinking under blinking signs
And a few last words from long lost friends of mine
If we make it out of here alive
Just say you won't look back to see
Just who we left behind (there might not be a next time)

With all the ups and downs and turn arounds (might not be a next time)
To the breaking up to breaking down (might not be a next time)
Yeah we were the ones to say (there might not be a next time)

And if we make it outta here alive (if we make outta here alive)
Just say you won't look back to see
Just who we left behind
Just who we left behind

After all the fuck ups and fallouts (there might not be a next time)
With all the ups and downs and turn arounds (might not be a next time)
Through all the breaking up to breaking down (there might not be a next time)
Yeah we were the ones to say (there might not be a next time)

There might not be a next time (might not be a next time)





Words to live by
we're all doing just fine

Overall Meaning

The song "Portrait of a Cigarette Smoker at 19" by Less Than Jake is a reflection of the band's nostalgic memories of being young and reckless. The opening verse paints a picture of a person who is lost and vulnerable. The lines "Feeling like I was lost/At sea at only the age of 19" shows the singer's state of mind. He is disillusioned and does not know what his purpose is. This feeling is intensified by his addiction to alcohol, caffeine, and nicotine. These substances are his escape from reality, but they also contribute to his deteriorating health.


The chorus relays the message of living in the moment because there might not be a next time. This line is repeated several times throughout the song, emphasizing the importance of seizing the day. The second verse shows that the singer has accepted his past mistakes and things he cannot change. The lines "And there was a few things I memorized/From all those blurry times" show that he has learned from his experiences. The final verse ends on a positive note with the lines "Words to live by/We're all doing just fine," indicating that the singer has moved on from his reckless behavior and is content with his life.


Line by Line Meaning

I used to be a stereotype
At one point in my life, I was just like everyone else: unoriginal and boring.


Half alive with half open eyes
I existed, but I wasn't really living; my life lacked passion and excitement.


With a one track mind
I had tunnel vision and could only focus on one thing at a time.


And a flawed design
My existence was inherently flawed, and I couldn't correct it no matter how hard I tried.


Feeling like I was lost
I was adrift in life and didn't truly know who I was or where I was going.


At sea at only the age of 19
I was young and already feeling lost, having no sense of direction and no control over my life.


Floating around in alcohol and apathy
I tried to drown my feelings of aimlessness and confusion in alcohol, and I didn't care about anything else.


Taking in too much caffeine and nicotine
In addition to alcohol, I relied heavily on caffeine and nicotine to get through the day, further damaging my already flawed existence.


If we make it outta here alive
If we manage to survive our reckless behavior and poor life choices...


Just say you won't look back to see
Promise me that you won't dwell on the past and the people we've left behind.


Just who we left behind (there might not be a next time)
We've already lost people along the way, and we may not get another chance to make things right with them.


With all the ups and downs and turn arounds (might not be a next time)
Life is unpredictable and full of unexpected twists and turns, and we may not be so lucky as to have another chance to right our wrongs.


To the breaking up to breaking down (might not be a next time)
We've experienced both the highs of success and the lows of failure, but we may not have the opportunity to learn from these experiences and make better choices in the future.


Yeah we were the ones to say (there might not be a next time)
We knew all along that our actions were risky and dangerous, but we kept making poor choices regardless.


Someone you'd never recognize
I had changed so much from my former self that nobody who knew me would recognize me anymore.


With fingers so yellow
My smoking habit had stained my fingers with the telltale yellow color of a heavy smoker.


That they matched the yellow skies
My fingers were so yellow that they looked like they blended in with the hazy, polluted sky.


And there was a few things I memorized
Amidst all the drunken nights and meaningless experiences, there were a few memories that I could actually remember and cherish.


From all those blurry times
Most of my memories were hazy and indistinct, blurry and hard to recall.


Like bottles clinking under blinking signs
One of the memories I cherished was the sound of glass bottles clinking together in the night, illuminated by bright, flashing neon lights.


And a few last words from long lost friends of mine
I had lost touch with many of my old friends, but I still remembered some of our last conversations and the advice they had given me.


After all the fuck ups and fallouts (there might not be a next time)
Despite all our bad decisions and failed relationships, we still have hope that we can make things right... but we may not have another chance.


Words to live by
These are the lessons we've learned from our reckless behavior and poor choices.


we're all doing just fine
Despite our issues and problems, we're all just trying to get by and make the most of our lives.




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