When Lil B titled his last digital label released mixtape I'm Gay, he received several death threats. Although he is heterosexual, he says the title is a message of support to the LGBT community. Referring to the alternative definition of gay, he says he is gay because he is happy. Following the death threats, he added "I'm Happy" in parenthesis to the album's title. I'm Gay received positive reviews with many fans commenting on the album's wide variety of positive messages and noting the unique beats and lyrical styles not common to mainstream hip hop. He raps about many controversial issues including race relations, poverty, humanity, and the justice system. The album also, according to many fans, shows the "true" side of Lil B. It entered the Billboard R&B/Hip Hop Albums chart at #56 and the Heatseekers Albums chart at #20 for the week of July 16, 2011. It is for sale on iTunes but Lil B also uploaded it to the Internet for free, posting a link to it on Twitter and Facebook saying, "for all my fans who don't have $10 to buy my album, here it is for free."
Lil B typically releases at least one mixtape every month; so far in 2012 he has released 13 mixtapes - 4 in July alone. One of those released in July was the massive 848-song, nearly 5GB collection of Based Freestyles, which is his largest release to date. In 2013, hip-hop listeners voted Lil B as the greatest rapper of all time.
Broken Dreams
Lil B Lyrics
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You gotta keep your head up man
Keep ya head up if you don't stay away from
All the leaches man
Then all the people that wanna see you
They love to see you bad like that
Keep ya head up man
Wanted to sell some drugs
Now I ain't no thug, or I thought I was
Young niggas in the hood, we throw away
If you make it, you make it
21 niggas be dying too young
All the niggas calling shots
Preying on the weak, seeing those spots
Put in little pressure
Intimidate your neighbor
See a murder's going on
That's some outlaw shit
Niggas in the complex is hit man
Selling cocaine out the wheelchair
And I ain't understand fully til
I got a little older
Niggas had dashes in the hood
Dirty money, got it all
When you ball, you ball
And when you fall you fall
When you heatin every day
Niggas hit them all
Both police watch you like white on rice
Task force, nothing nice
I'd give a lil advice
I walk by death every day
Lost souls ready to die for anything
My nigga Kurupt got hooked on heroin
Had a overdose, RIP my brother
Apart of life struggles, you know I love ya
We all rootin for ya
I'm not tryina get a lawyer
I'm not tryina be sober
He loved girls way too much
One broke his heart he cried in the dark
In the light he put his pimp face on
Started beatin on bitches
Man, for all the pain inside
I prayed for him, he started snortin cocaine
Just to deal with it, shit and all that pain
I seen him on the bus, he was shaking
Tryina use a payphone
Asking me for a quarter
Times really do change
The hood put on pressure
Being broke is a label
We all struggle together
Appreciate the struggle, don't take it still
My young niggas died for breaking they houses
Went in the wrong and dude gave him a don
His whole chest was bout as big as my head
Another young nigga dead
Moving way too fast and they in the city
Hidin the cash
Stolen rental, thinkin bout robbin banks
If you can't get no cheddar
That's the easy way out
The plus ten - the better
Ten years in the cell
Your life change forever
Niggas not loyal, I don't expect it
Niggas be jealous, they don't respect it
Niggas be fake at the end of the day
This their broken dreams it's Lil B
In Lil B's song "Broken Dreams," he addresses the harsh realities and struggles of life in the hood. The lyrics reflect on the pressures faced by young individuals who turn to selling drugs as a means to escape poverty. Lil B acknowledges that not everyone succeeds in this path, as many end up losing their lives at a young age. He criticizes those who take advantage of the weak and prey on vulnerable individuals. The lyrics highlight the cycle of violence and desperation that exists in these communities.
Lil B also shares a personal tragedy of losing his brother, Kurupt, to a heroin overdose. He emphasizes the pain and heartbreak he witnessed in his brother's life, as well as his struggle to cope with it. The lyrics emphasize the hardships faced by individuals growing up in poverty, highlighting how being broke becomes a label and how the hood puts immense pressure on its residents.
The overall message of the song is to keep one's head up despite the hardships and negative influences surrounding them. Lil B encourages listeners to appreciate the struggle and not let it define or defeat them. He implores individuals to remain strong and true to themselves, while also being cautious of fake friends and disloyalty.
Line by Line Meaning
This so sad to see it
It is unfortunate and disheartening to witness
You gotta keep your head up man
You must stay positive and hopeful
Keep ya head up if you don't stay away from
Maintain a positive mindset and distance yourself from
All the leaches man
Those who only seek to benefit from you
Then all the people that wanna see you
Those who derive satisfaction from observing
They love to see you bad like that
They derive pleasure from witnessing your struggles
Keep ya head up man
Maintain a positive mindset, my friend
Yo, yo a few niggas round my way
There were a few individuals in my neighborhood
Wanted to sell some drugs
Aspired to engage in drug dealing
Now I ain't no thug, or I thought I was
I didn't consider myself a criminal, or perhaps I was confused
Young niggas in the hood, we throw away
Young individuals in our neighborhood, we discard or overlook
If you make it, you make it
If you succeed, you succeed
21 niggas be dying too young
21 individuals are dying prematurely
All the niggas calling shots
Those in power and control
Preying on the weak, seeing those spots
Exploiting the vulnerable, observing their weaknesses
Put in little pressure
Applying minimal force or coercion
Intimidate your neighbor
Instilling fear in your neighbor
See a murder's going on
Witnessing a homicide
That's some outlaw shit
That is criminal behavior
Niggas in the complex is hit man
Individuals in the neighborhood are experiencing hardship
Selling cocaine out the wheelchair
Engaging in drug dealing even while physically disabled
And I ain't understand fully til
And I did not fully comprehend until
I got a little older
I matured and gained more life experience
Niggas had dashes in the hood
Individuals had extravagant lifestyles in the neighborhood
Dirty money, got it all
Ill-gotten wealth, acquired abundantly
When you ball, you ball
When you succeed or experience luxury, you do so fully
And when you fall you fall
And when you fail or struggle, you do so intensely
When you heatin every day
When you face constant danger or conflict
Niggas hit them all
Individuals are attacking or targeting everyone
Both police watch you like white on rice
Law enforcement closely monitors you without relenting
Task force, nothing nice
Law enforcement units focused and determined
I'd give a lil advice
I would offer a small piece of guidance
I walk by death every day
I face the possibility of death on a daily basis
Lost souls ready to die for anything
Individuals devoid of purpose, willing to die for any cause
My nigga Kurupt got hooked on heroin
My friend Kurupt became addicted to heroin
Had a overdose, RIP my brother
Suffered a fatal drug overdose, rest in peace my brother
Apart of life struggles, you know I love ya
A part of the challenges life presents, you know I care for you
We all rootin for ya
We are all supporting and cheering for you
I'm not tryina get a lawyer
I am not attempting to hire a lawyer
I'm not tryina be sober
I am not trying to remain abstinent
He loved girls way too much
He had an excessive fondness for women
One broke his heart he cried in the dark
One woman shattered his heart, and he wept in solitude
In the light he put his pimp face on
In public, he concealed his emotional pain and adopted an exaggerated confident demeanor
Started beatin on bitches
He began physically abusing women
Man, for all the pain inside
Because of the immense emotional suffering within him
I prayed for him, he started snortin cocaine
I prayed for him, but he resorted to using cocaine
Just to deal with it, shit and all that pain
In order to cope with the pain and emotional turmoil
I seen him on the bus, he was shaking
I saw him on the bus, trembling or experiencing withdrawal
Tryina use a payphone
Attempting to use a public telephone
Asking me for a quarter
Requesting a small amount of money from me
Times really do change
Times truly and inevitably evolve
The hood put on pressure
The neighborhood imposed significant stress
Being broke is a label
Having no money or resources is considered a social stigma
We all struggle together
We collectively experience hardship
Appreciate the struggle, don't take it still
Value and acknowledge the challenges, do not become complacent
My young niggas died for breaking they houses
My younger peers lost their lives due to engaging in burglary
Went in the wrong and dude gave him a don
They ventured into the wrong territory and someone killed them
His whole chest was bout as big as my head
His chest was extremely muscular or well-built
Another young nigga dead
Another young individual has died
Moving way too fast and they in the city
Progressing excessively quickly, and they are in a dangerous urban environment
Hidin the cash
Concealing the money
Stolen rental, thinkin bout robbin banks
Using a stolen vehicle and contemplating bank robberies
If you can't get no cheddar
If you are unable to attain money or success
That's the easy way out
That is the simple but misguided solution
The plus ten - the better
Additional years in prison - the worse the outcome
Ten years in the cell
Ten years spent in prison
Your life change forever
Your life is permanently altered
Niggas not loyal, I don't expect it
Individuals are not trustworthy, I do not anticipate loyalty
Niggas be jealous, they don't respect it
Individuals feel envy and lack admiration
Niggas be fake at the end of the day
Individuals portray a false persona when it comes down to it
This their broken dreams it's Lil B
These are their shattered aspirations, as expressed by Lil B
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