Feel My Pain
Lil Kano & T.H.U.G. Lyrics


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This time I say goodbye
To you
This time I will lie to
Myself
I'll hold my breath tonight
For you
I hope that I will die
Tonight
I swear to god
I swear to me
I am too bored
I am the enemy
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself
I want to die tonight
And close my eyes
I want to end my life
And suffocate
I wanna stop to fight
And feel alive
I want to lose my sight
Just one last night
I swear to god
I swear to me
I am too bored
I am the enemy
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself
And once that I'll be dead
Everything will be perfect for you
And way before you even knew
I felt so goddamn scared
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay




'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Lil Kano and T.H.U.G.'s song "Feel My Pain" explore themes of depression, suicide, and self-destructive thoughts. The singer's words suggest that they are deeply unhappy with their life and that they want those around them to feel the same intense pain they are experiencing. The song opens with the declaration that this time they will say goodbye, but it becomes apparent that they are referring to a kind of emotional suicide rather than a physical one. The use of imagery such as suffocating and losing sight emphasizes the singer's feelings of desperation and despair.


The chorus repeats the desire for others to feel the singer's pain, and the lyrics suggest that they believe this is the only way to truly understand how trapped they feel. The repeated references to wanting to slay oneself also indicate a fear of being a danger to oneself and others. The final lines of the song suggest that the singer feels that their death will bring some kind of relief or resolution to those around them because they will no longer feel the singer's pain.


Overall, the lyrics to "Feel My Pain" are a powerful and raw expression of the intense emotions that can come with depression and suicidal thoughts. The song is a reminder of the importance of taking mental health seriously and seeking help when needed.


Line by Line Meaning

This time I say goodbye
I am ending things with you


To you
The person being addressed is the one being left


This time I will lie to
I am going to deceive


Myself
The deception will be against my own well-being


I'll hold my breath tonight
I am contemplating suicide


For you
The person being addressed is the reason for the suicidal thoughts


I hope that I will die
The person hopes that the suicidal thoughts will lead to death


Tonight
The person is specifically thinking about suicidal actions in the immediate future


I swear to god
Making a promise with religious emphasis to add weight to the statement


I swear to me
Committing to a personal promise


I am too bored
The singer is feeling apathetic and uninterested in life


I am the enemy
The artist sees themselves as a problem or obstacle to themselves


I want you to feel my pain
The singer desires for the person being addressed to empathize with their emotional turmoil


I want you to just decay
The singer is wanting the person to suffer like they are suffering


I need a dose of novocaine
The singer is desiring a numbness or escape from their emotional pain


I don't want to know any other way
The artist is rejecting other solutions or methods to deal with their emotions


'Cause I think I'm going insane
The artist is worried that their emotional state is causing them to lose their mind


'Cause I want to slay myself
The singer desires to commit suicide


And once that I'll be dead
The singer is certain they will die by suicide


Everything will be perfect for you
The artist believes that the person being addressed will be better off without them


And way before you even knew
The artist has been struggling with these thoughts for some time without the person being aware


I felt so goddamn scared
The artist is expressing how overwhelming their emotions are




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Written by: Carlos Camacho Aboytes

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