Feelings Mutual
Lil Uzi Vert Lyrics

And I
The singer is introducing himself and setting the stage for something he needs to say.

Want you to know something very important
The singer is about to share something serious and important with the listener.

Before I even start this song
The singer is emphasizing the gravity of this message and how it is the focus of the song.

Something very important before I even start this song
The artist is reinforcing the idea that this message is of utmost importance to him.

I can't feel no more, nooooo
The artist is expressing that he is emotionally numb and cannot sense his feelings anymore.

I told myself that I wasn't gonna pop no pills nomore
The singer has struggled with substance abuse and made the decision to stop taking pills.

No, I can't feel no more
The singer is reiterating his emotional numbness and how it has persisted despite his efforts to stop taking pills.

I can't
The artist is emphasizing that his emotional numbness is a constant state and he has no control over it.

It because I am so hurt
The artist's emotional numbness is a result of deep emotional pain he has experienced.

I feel the pain in the rain
The artist associates rain with pain and is constantly reminded of his emotional distress.

Tell me when is my time and where
The singer is questioning when and how he will be able to move on from his emotional pain.

Not my first merry-go-round
The artist has experienced emotional pain before and is no stranger to the cycle of hurt and healing.

Not my first merry-go-round yeah
The singer is reiterating that he has been through this before and is struggling to break the cycle of pain.

Living life just with a curse, before I go in a hearse
The singer feels cursed and is overwhelmed by his emotional pain, leaving him feeling like he may die without finding relief.

Told you that I love you first
The singer is referencing a past relationship where he expressed his love first.

Now a days I gotta swerve you
The artist has since broken up with this person and is trying to avoid them.

I took you out of the fur boots
The artist references a time when he was able to provide material things for his ex-partner, but things have changed.

Back then I saw no one but you
The singer was infatuated with their ex-partner and could only see them at the time.

Gave you my racks and I splurged too
The singer was financially generous with their ex-partner and spent money on themselves as well.

Calling my phone and I curved you
The artist's ex-partner is trying to reach out to him, but he is avoiding them.

Hope this song really don't hurt you
The artist is concerned that the content of the song will negatively impact his ex-partner.

AP froze, time so slow, yeah, hit reverse
The artist references his expensive watch and feels like time is standing still, causing him to reminisce about the past.

Margiela all on my coat, got buttons but leaving it open
The singer is wearing a designer coat and has left it unbuttoned to show off another designer item.

So they can all see my shirt, Rick Owens all on my shirt
The artist is wearing a designer shirt and wants people to notice it.

I can't believe I made it out the dirt
The singer is reflecting on how far they have come from difficult circumstances.

That was back then when my pockets was hurt
The singer did not have much money in their past, but things have changed.

Pockets so stuffed that them shits still be hurtin'
The singer has so much money now that their pockets are physically uncomfortable.

Walk with the Goyard, they say its a purse
The artist is carrying a designer bag and people are questioning its usefulness as it appears to be a purse.

Louis stuffed on me it look like a curatin
The artist is wearing a lot of Louis Vuitton items and it is overwhelming in appearance.

My main girl a doctor, my side girl a nurse
The singer has two romantic partners, one who is a doctor and one who is a nurse.

They keep on talkin' (woah)
People are gossiping about the singer's relationships and lifestyle choices.

They keep on talkin' (they hatin)
The artist is acknowledging the negative attention from others and how they are being criticized for their choices.

All these girls up in the club, why you lookin at Vert?
The artist is attracting attention from women in the club and is questioning why they are interested in him.

I am not worried because when my niggas come
The artist has friends who support him and will defend him if necessary.

They gonna need a white curtain
The singer's friends will be so effective in defending him that it will result in the need for an ambulance and a white sheet to cover a body.

Her boyfriend hate my Bad and Boujee verse
The artist's romantic interest's boyfriend dislikes the song that the artist is well-known for.

She gave me head so I called her a nerd
The singer is objectifying his romantic interest and characterizing her as a nerd who would perform sexual acts for him.

No girl don't make a sound
The singer is telling his current romantic interest to not cause any drama or make noise about their relationship.

You don't wanna argue about body count
The singer is implying that he has been with many people and does not want his current romantic interest to bring it up or cause drama about it.

You don't wanna talk about body count
The artist is reinforcing the idea that he does not want to discuss the number of people he has been with.

What is all this fighting all about
The artist is questioning why there needs to be any conflict or drama in their relationship.

It's the bodies that I'm finding out
The singer has discovered that his current romantic interest has been with many people, causing him to feel uncomfortable or jealous.

It's the bodies I don't know about
The singer is concerned that there are more people that his current romantic interest has been with that he is not aware of.

So many bodies like a murder trial
The artist has been with a lot of people and feels overwhelmed or guilty about it, likening it to a murder trial.

You used to say that it's word of mouth
The artist's current romantic interest had previously dismissed the importance of the number of people they have been with as only being spread through gossip.

But I love you so you're bonding out
Despite the artist's concerns about their relationship, he still loves his current romantic interest and wants to make it work.

Grandma and Mom love you now
The singer's family approves of his current romantic interest.

I'm so high I ain't coming down
The artist is under the influence of drugs and is not coming down from the high anytime soon.

Hate me then, but they love me now
People used to hate on the singer, but now they love him due to his success.

Love me then, but they hate me now
People used to love the singer, but now they hate him for his success and perceived arrogance.

It don't matter, got a baby now
The singer has a child and their well-being takes priority over the opinions of others.

I can't feel
The artist is emotionally numb and cannot feel anything.