… Read Full Bio ↴The first song of Lil Xan's debut album works as a presentation letter.
He explains who is Lil Xan and also criticizes drugs (specifically Xans). He says he is who he is not because of any drug, but because of time and life. On the second verse, he starts rapping about different things he has been through these last years.
Who I Am
Lil Xan Lyrics
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Xans gon' mess up all my friends
Fans go nuts when we jump in
Xans don't make me who I am
Xans don't make me what I am
Whippin', whippin'
The foreign just so vicious
These hoes just want your mention
Trippin', trippin'
On all the stupid issues
Tissues, tissues
I swear that I don't miss you
Guns don't shine when you're not by
The only friend I have is time
The only friend I had just died
Xans don't make me what I am
Xans gon' mess up all my friends
Fans go nuts when we jump in
These Xans don't make me who I am
Yeah September be the best month
That's the month I came from
April be the worst month
That's the month my heart broke
That's the time my life froze
Life needed a life source
That's the time my heart broke
That's the time my life broke
Darkest 'cause my darkest days
Please just give me one more day
Promise I'mma make it last
Hope it just don't fly right past
Out here fuckin bitches though like
Who are you? Who are you?
Hate the way that word just measured by our views
Rollie pollie ollie
Dunkin bitches like I'm Kobe
Need a boost, I need my script yeah
Never leave the crib yeah
I'mma gang bang on your bitch
She gon' call you up and say she late yeah
'Cause she rode my face yeah
Roll it thats the snake eyes
Lame hoes catch the fade right
I'mma make it right quick
I'mma fight a dyke bitch
I'mma catch this flight bitch
Delta can just suck my dick
Pigtails are the cutest things
Little Xan like finer things
Love my girl she ridin' things
'Cedes whip, I'm whippin' past
Do 150 on the dash
Kill it like it's nothin bruh
You stay in a Acura
Why you out here actin' up?
Suck me like you Dracula
Fuck it I don't give a fuck
Sluts always get up for
Xans don't make me what I am
Xans gon' mess up all my friends
Fans go nuts when we jump in
Xans don't make me who I am
Xans don't make me what I am
Xans gon' mess up all my friends
Fans go nuts when we jump in
Xans don't make me who I am
In the song, "Who I Am," Lil Xan voices his disapproval of indulging in Xanax, a prescription medication for anxiety and panic disorders. He acknowledges the potential dangers of drug abuse and expresses his contempt towards it. He wants to remind his fans that he is not defined by the drugs he takes, and that he still values his friends despite the potential consequences of drug use. He is reflective of his past experiences with medication and drug use, admitting that they have caused damage to his life and relationships, and expressing regret over the loss of his friend. Xan tries to show that he has only made it to where he is now through his dedication to his craft, his perseverance, and the support of his loved ones, rather than the allure of drugs.
The lyrics also hint that Lil Xan has faced his fair share of personal struggles. He mentions heartbreak, loss, and the darkest times, indicating that he has experienced pain and suffering in his life. He references his yearning for a last chance, further highlighting his vulnerability and profound desire to make things right. Lil Xan strives to prove that his music is not just about boasting and bravado, but also about the challenges he has encountered and how these challenges have shaped his artistry.
Line by Line Meaning
Xans don't make me what I am
Taking Xanax does not define who I am as a person
Xans gon' mess up all my friends
Using Xanax can harm the people around me
Fans go nuts when we jump in
My fans get excited and hyped when I'm present
Xans don't make me who I am
My personality and identity are not determined by my drug use
Whippin', whippin'
Driving fast in my expensive car
The foreign just so vicious
My foreign car is very powerful and fast
Listen, listen
Pay attention to what I have to say
These hoes just want your mention
Women are only interested in me because of my fame and status
Trippin', trippin'
Worrying about pointless and insignificant things
On all the stupid issues
Focusing on things that don't matter
Tissues, tissues
Crying because of a past relationship
I swear that I don't miss you
I'm saying I don't miss my ex but I'm still crying about it
Guns don't shine when you're not by
Without someone to share experiences with, they become dull and unsatisfying
The only friend I have is time
Time is the only thing that is always with me
The only friend I had just died
Someone I cared about passed away
Yeah September be the best month
September is a significant month for me
That's the month I came from
I was born in September
April be the worst month
April is a bad month for me emotionally
That's the month my heart broke
I experienced heartache in April
That's the time my life froze
I felt stuck and unable to move on in my life
Life needed a life source
I needed something to give me energy and motivation to keep going
Darkest 'cause my darkest days
My toughest and most difficult times
Please just give me one more day
I want more time to fix things or make things right
Promise I'mma make it last
I'll do my best to make things work out in the long-term
Hope it just don't fly right past
I don't want to miss my chance to make things better
Out here fuckin bitches though like
I'm having casual sex with many different women
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't care about these women or their background
Hate the way that word just measured by our views
I dislike the fact that people are judged by their social media popularity
Rollie pollie ollie
A watch brand name used as a playful term
Dunkin bitches like I'm Kobe
I'm having sex with women easily and effortlessly
Need a boost, I need my script yeah
I need my prescription medication to feel better
Never leave the crib yeah
I don't go out much
I'mma gang bang on your bitch
I'll have sex with your girlfriend or partner
She gon' call you up and say she late yeah
Your partner will tell you she's pregnant with my baby
'Cause she rode my face yeah
She performed oral sex on me
Roll it thats the snake eyes
Rolling a pair of ones in dice, which symbolizes bad luck
Lame hoes catch the fade right
Women who aren't interested get left behind
I'mma make it right quick
I'll fix things easily and quickly
I'mma fight a dyke bitch
I'll fight a lesbian woman
I'mma catch this flight bitch
I'm going to catch a plane
Delta can just suck my dick
I don't like Delta Airlines
Pigtails are the cutest things
I find a certain type of hairstyle attractive
Little Xan like finer things
I enjoy luxuries and high-end items
Love my girl she ridin' things
I love my girlfriend because of her loyalty and support
'Cedes whip, I'm whippin' past
I'm driving a Mercedes-Benz and going faster than others
Do 150 on the dash
I'm driving at an extremely high speed
Kill it like it's nothin bruh
I'm doing something effortlessly and skillfully
You stay in a Acura
You have a less impressive car than I do
Why you out here actin' up?
Why are you causing trouble?
Suck me like you Dracula
Perform oral sex on me aggressively
Fuck it I don't give a fuck
I don't care at all
Sluts always get up for
Women who sleep around always find someone new
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Adrian Bruesch, Diego Leanos
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