Before I Wake
Lionheart Lyrics


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If I should die before I wake, I pray my eyes stay open and I
see you hate. I pray your heart stays broken, so you feel my
pain, you better feel my pain. And I pray my god doesn’t look away, cause he been
dodging my calls, man, like every day.
And the mother fucker never answered me, any time
I’ve prayed. My god, he never answered me, he never
answered me. My god, never answered me. I been
treading water, but the water too deep.

I lost my cousin to jealousy and a couple rounds or two. Provoke
me and no telling what I’m down to do. I struggle so I can struggle harder. The trash
in my driveway make me hustle harder. “The art of war” that’s in my bloodline. Boy,
I’ll start a war behind tough times, it’ll all get addressed I’ll get around to it. That
poking out your chest could get a round to it. Knockin on heavens door, ain’t begging
for entry, I came for the lord. He won’t answer my calls, I wanna show him my
world. This is hell on earth. I been praying on my knees, but I’m not reaching to ya. I
feel like it’s on me and I’m not breathing through ya. My reaction getting drastic, you




not taking time. Life’s getting cheap, but you not taking mine. Life’s getting cheap,
but you not taking mine.

Overall Meaning

In the song "Before I Wake" by Lionheart, the lyrics delve into themes of frustration, pain, and a desire for validation and acknowledgement from a higher power. The opening line, "If I should die before I wake, I pray my eyes stay open and I see you hate," expresses a defiant stance against potential adversaries. The singer hopes that even in death, their eyes remain open to witness the hatred directed towards them. This signifies a desire for their tormentors to fully understand and empathize with their pain.


The next lines, "I pray your heart stays broken, so you feel my pain, you better feel my pain. And I pray my god doesn’t look away, cause he been dodging my calls, man, like every day," reveal a deep disappointment in their perception of God's indifference. The singer longs for their tormentors to experience the same heartbreak and pain they have endured. They express frustration at the lack of response from the divine, feeling ignored and cast aside.


Further on, the lyrics touch upon personal struggles and a determination to overcome adversity. The singer reflects on losing a loved one due to envy and violence, emphasizing their readiness to act in response to provocation. They convey a resilience born out of challenging circumstances, using the struggles they face as fuel for their drive to succeed. The reference to "The art of war" symbolizes their ability to navigate difficult situations inherited from their bloodline.


The overall message of the song appears to be a plea for recognition, understanding, and justice. The singer yearns for validation from their tormentors, a response from a distant and unresponsive deity, and an opportunity to showcase their world to a higher power. Through their raw and honest lyrics, Lionheart explores the depths of pain, frustration, and resilience that can be found within the human experience.


Line by Line Meaning

If I should die before I wake, I pray my eyes stay open and I see you hate.
In the event that I pass away before I awaken, I hope to remain aware and witness your animosity towards me.


I pray your heart stays broken, so you feel my pain, you better feel my pain.
I wish for your heart to remain shattered, as it will enable you to comprehend the immense agony I endure.


And I pray my god doesn’t look away, cause he been dodging my calls, man, like every day.
I beseech my deity not to avert his gaze, as he has consistently evaded my attempts to communicate with him.


And the mother fucker never answered me, any time I’ve prayed.
Yet that individual never responded to me, regardless of the instances in which I offered my supplications.


My god, he never answered me, he never answered me.
My god, he never heeded my pleas, he never heeded me.


My god, never answered me. I been treading water, but the water too deep.
My god, never responded to me. I have been struggling, but the challenges I face are overwhelming.


I lost my cousin to jealousy and a couple rounds or two. Provoke me and no telling what I’m down to do.
Envy claimed the life of my cousin in a violent encounter. If you incite me, I cannot predict the extent of my potential actions.


I struggle so I can struggle harder. The trash in my driveway make me hustle harder.
I endure hardships to empower myself in facing even more formidable challenges. The presence of refuse in my vicinity intensifies my determination to work tirelessly.


The art of war, that’s in my bloodline. Boy, I’ll start a war behind tough times, it’ll all get addressed, I’ll get around to it.
The aptitude for warfare runs through my lineage. Son, I am willing to initiate conflicts in response to adversity, and ultimately, every issue will be confronted and resolved.


That poking out your chest could get a round to it. Knockin on heavens door, ain’t begging for entry, I came for the lord.
If you arrogantly present yourself, there may be dire consequences. I am not pleading to enter the realm of paradise; rather, I have arrived to confront the divine entity.


He won’t answer my calls, I wanna show him my world. This is hell on earth.
The lord refuses to respond to my attempts at communication, but I yearn to display the harsh realities I encounter. My existence resembles a tormenting inferno.


I been praying on my knees, but I’m not reaching to ya. I feel like it’s on me and I’m not breathing through ya.
I have been offering fervent prayers while kneeling, yet I do not sense any connection to a higher power. It seems that I must rely solely on myself and cannot depend on external aid.


My reaction getting drastic, you not taking time. Life’s getting cheap, but you not taking mine.
My responses are becoming increasingly extreme, as you do not value the importance of time. The value of life is diminishing, yet you will not snatch mine away.


Life’s getting cheap, but you not taking mine.
Life is becoming increasingly devalued, yet it will not be prematurely extinguished.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Rob Watson, Evan Krejci

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