Desperately
Lisa Morales Lyrics


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Burning the candle at both ends
my life mode has been in pretend
you think I got time to worry about you
not gonna do it

Gotta pack two babies and an overnight bag
just to go across town
Gotta breastfeed before I go to the cancer ward
You think I've got time to put you down
Don't put me through this

oh baby
you don't know what it's like to be me
I'm lucky just to put both feet into my jeans

Sunglasses, breast-milk-stained shirt
and a mama-ponytail are my couture
and I'm trying desperately, desperately, desperately not to fail.


My life is changing at all points
cnd a strength has been raised I never knew
I've moments of drowning
Somehow that pleases you

I don't understand what got into you
To hurt me so deep and so bruised
I'm not sure we can recover
I think you know it, too

oh baby you don't know what it's like to be me
to not know where your are babies are is the devils dream
I take a breath but I just can't breathe
I take a step but I'm on my knees

I'm trying desperately, desperately, desperately not to fail.
I'm trying desperately, desperately, desperately not to fail.

Burning the candle at the both ends




My life mode has been in pretend
You think I got time to worry about you

Overall Meaning

In the first verse of the song, the lyrics talk about the singer's overwhelming responsibilities and the constant struggle to keep up with the demands of everyday life. They describe the exhausting and relentless pace they are living at, referencing the metaphor of "burning the candle at both ends." The singer expresses a sense of being constantly in a state of pretending, possibly to mask their inner struggles and challenges. Despite someone expecting the singer to have time to worry about them, they assert that they simply cannot prioritize that amidst everything else they are juggling.


Moving on to the chorus, the lyrics shift to a more personal reflection on the singer's identity and struggles. They reveal the difficulties of their daily routine, such as having to pack for their children and attend to urgent matters like breastfeeding while dealing with the emotional weight of visiting a cancer ward. The singer expresses frustration at being underestimated or judged by others, asserting that they are just trying to get through each day and are not in a position to entertain unnecessary negativity or criticism.


In the second verse, the lyrics delve deeper into the emotional toll that certain relationships or experiences have taken on the singer. They talk about facing unexpected challenges and discovering inner reservoirs of strength they never knew they had. The singer shares feelings of being overwhelmed and struggling to stay afloat, even as others seem to take pleasure in their perceived weaknesses or vulnerabilities.


The bridge of the song intensifies the emotional turmoil the singer is grappling with. There's a sense of betrayal or hurt inflicted by someone close to them, leading to a deep sense of emotional pain and uncertainty about the future of the relationship. The singer expresses profound vulnerability and a fear of losing control over their circumstances, encapsulating their desperation to hold everything together and not succumb to failure. Throughout the song, there's a poignant portrayal of resilience in the face of adversity and a raw, unfiltered expression of the challenges and complexities of navigating life's struggles and relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

Burning the candle at both ends
I am overwhelmed with responsibilities and barely keeping it together


my life mode has been in pretend
I've been pretending everything is fine when it's not


you think I got time to worry about you
I have no energy left to worry about your problems


Gotta pack two babies and an overnight bag just to go across town
My life is chaotic and I have to prepare for the unexpected


Gotta breastfeed before I go to the cancer ward
My priorities are focused on my children's needs and difficult situations


you think I've got time to put you down
I have no desire to engage in negative interactions with you


Sunglasses, breast-milk-stained shirt, and a mama-ponytail are my couture
I prioritize practicality over fashion in my current circumstances


I don't understand what got into you
I am confused by your hurtful actions


to hurt me so deep and so bruised
Your actions have caused me significant emotional pain


I'm not sure we can recover
I am unsure if our relationship can withstand this damage


You think you know it, too
You also recognize the severity of our situation


I take a breath but I just can't breathe
The stress and pressure are suffocating me


I take a step but I'm on my knees
I am struggling to move forward and face the challenges I am dealing with


My life is changing at all points
I am going through significant upheaval and transformation


and a strength has been raised I never knew
I am finding inner strength I didn't know I possessed


I'm lucky just to put both feet into my jeans
Simple tasks feel like major accomplishments in my current state


oh baby you don't know what it's like to be me
You cannot understand the challenges I am facing in my life


to not know where your babies are is the devils dream
The fear of not being able to protect your children is a nightmare


I've moments of drowning
There are times when I feel overwhelmed and helpless


Somehow that pleases you
You seem to take satisfaction in my struggles


I'm trying desperately, desperately, desperately not to fail
I am doing everything in my power to keep going and not give up




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Comments from YouTube:

Juan H. Trevino

Sounds great!

René Floyd

Beautiful song!!!

Michael Coady Sparks

So great!!

Becky Thomas

I can desperately relate!

Hakim Ishak

Lisa Morales Duke?

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