Disappear
Lonely Bunker Lyrics
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Counting up all of the line and veins
You wouldn't believe what a mess they've made
Now just the burden of this page
Words are falling into place
But still there's so much to explain
That while we smiled and put on a show
We stalled with nowhere left to go
Deepest apologies my dear
We've slowly become everything we fear
Now watch me disappear
What plans did we have in place?
What problems did we used to contemplate?
Can all these things really just be erased?
And what was the catalyst for change?
It's time to accept the blame
While we both smiled and put on a show
We stalled with nowhere left to go
Deepest apologies my dear
We've slowly become everything we fear
Now watch me disappear
While we both smiled and put on a show
We stalled with nowhere left to go
Deepest apologies my dear
We've slowly become everything we fear
Now watch me disappear1
The opening lyrics from Lonely Bunker's song "Disappear" depict a feeling of aimlessness and despair in the singer's life. The singer seems to be lost in thought, contemplating their fate, and the consequences of their decisions. They are staring at their hands, counting the lines and veins, possibly reflecting on the experiences that have shaped them. The singer reveals that their hands have made a mess of things, perhaps alluding to the regret they feel about their past.
As the song progresses, the singer questions the direction of their life, wondering what plans they had in place and what problems they used to contemplate. The lyrics suggest that the singer may be suffering from a lack of purpose, and is grappling with the weight of their choices. The chorus, "Deepest apologies my dear, we've slowly become everything we fear, now watch me disappear," highlights the singer's struggle to come to terms with the consequences of their actions.
The song concludes with the singer accepting responsibility and apologizing for their shortcomings, revealing a sense of vulnerability and humility. The repeated refrain, "while we both smiled and put on a show, we stalled with nowhere left to go," reinforces the idea that the singer has been living in denial, trying to hide their true feelings.
Overall, "Disappear" is a poignant reflection on the complexities of life, regret, and the search for meaning. The lyrics are evocative and rich with emotion, expressing a deep sense of longing and dissatisfaction.
Line by Line Meaning
Could stare at these hands all day
I am so overwhelmed by the situation that I can't help but just stare at my hands all day
Counting up all of the line and veins
I am so lost in my own thoughts that even my own hands provide an endless source of fascination
You wouldn't believe what a mess they've made
My hands have caused so much chaos and destruction that it's hard to believe
Now just the burden of this page
The weight of everything that needs to be said on this page is heavy and suffocating
Words are falling into place
I am finally finding the right words to express what I need to say
But still there's so much to explain
Even as the words come together, there is still so much that needs to be said
It's time we both should know
It's time for us to face the reality of our situation
That while we smiled and put on a show
We were pretending that everything was okay
We stalled with nowhere left to go
We were just standing still, not moving forward or backward
Deepest apologies my dear
I am truly sorry for everything that has happened
We've slowly become everything we fear
Everything that we were afraid of becoming, we have become
Now watch me disappear
I can't keep pretending anymore, I need to leave and start over
What plans did we have in place?
We had plans for our future, what happened to them?
What problems did we used to contemplate?
We used to have problems that seemed difficult, but now they seem so small
Can all these things really just be erased?
Can we really just forget about everything that has happened?
And what was the catalyst for change?
What caused everything to fall apart?
Writer(s): Jay Stewart
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@kylematt04
my boy, this is amazing!!
I found you on Instagram, and I've been listening to your stuff.. this is for sure your best song, for me.
Keep up the good work!
Love from Brazil 🇧🇷❤️
@LonelyBunker
wow, thanks! I appreciate you listening and taking the time to comment over here on YouTube. Makes my day to hear you're enjoying the music. Cheers!
@bambangrasdly
Bravo from indonesian🇲🇨
Always success👌
@leoseibert
So good ! even more considering you've made everything by yourself.
@LonelyBunker
Thanks! I appreciate that.