Lobotomy
Long Gone Lyrics


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I've been feeling like shit
No surprise it's all because of you
I hope you get off me barely getting by
So go ahead and spin it like I'm the one who ruined your life
It's easier if you make me the bad guy
I heard them call you, op room 309
When you cut me open, what did you find?
A broken heart, love, a couple times
And I've been spending hours under bright lights
As you shift around my insides
While you're up there, my head's all yours for the night
Let's not waste our time
So let me say what I came to say
You think that there's a problem with my brain
You're an expert, aren't you?
At only pointing out what's wrong with me
Make this dramatic, make it a lobotomy
Cleanup needed, op room 309
When you cut me open, what did you find?
A broken heart, love, a couple times
And I've been spending hours under bright lights
As you shift around my insides
While you're up there, my head's all yours
You said I'm always the same
I didn't ask you to change
I only wanted to lie around with you and waste my days
You couldn't save me
I didn't want to be saved
But tell yourself whatever if you think that makes you brave
When you cut me open, what did you find?
I think you broke my heart, love, a couple hundred times
And I will spend these hours under bright lights




As you shift around my insides
While you're up there, make sure I'm yours every night

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Lobotomy" by Long Gone delve into themes of heartbreak, self-discovery, and the complexity of relationships. The singer expresses intense feelings of despair and self-blame after a turbulent relationship, attributing their current state of feeling like "shit" to the person they were involved with. There is a sense of bitterness and resignation towards this person, with the singer hoping they can move on and stop clinging onto them for validation.


The mention of "op room 309" and being "cut open" metaphorically refers to the emotional vulnerability and pain inflicted by the other person. The singer reflects on the emotional scars left by this individual, highlighting the turmoil and heartbreak they have endured. There is a sense of helplessness as they describe feeling exposed and manipulated by the other person's actions.


The line "You think that there's a problem with my brain, You're an expert, aren't you? At only pointing out what's wrong with me" suggests a power dynamic in the relationship where one party assumes authority over the other's emotions and mental state. The singer challenges this perception by sarcastically referencing a lobotomy, indicating a desire to break free from the other person's control and judgment.


The closing lines convey a sense of resignation and acceptance of the pain inflicted by the other person, acknowledging the repeated cycles of heartbreak and emotional turmoil they have experienced. The repetition of "When you cut me open, what did you find?" emphasizes the deep emotional wounds caused by the relationship, while also hinting at a sense of longing and dependence on the other person despite the hurt they have caused. Overall, the lyrics of "Lobotomy" explore the complexities of emotional vulnerability, self-acceptance, and the struggle to break free from toxic relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been feeling like shit
I have been feeling extremely down and upset


No surprise it's all because of you
It is not shocking that you are the reason for my current state


I hope you get off me barely getting by
I hope you stop bothering me while I am struggling to get through


So go ahead and spin it like I'm the one who ruined your life
Feel free to twist the story to make me look like the one who caused all your problems


It's easier if you make me the bad guy
It's more convenient for you if I am seen as the villain


I heard them call you, op room 309
I overheard them referring to you in operating room 309


When you cut me open, what did you find?
What did you discover when you performed surgery on me?


A broken heart, love, a couple times
You found a heart that had been broken multiple times


And I've been spending hours under bright lights
I have been enduring long periods under intense lighting


As you shift around my insides
While you manipulate and examine the depths of my being


While you're up there, my head's all yours for the night
While you are focused on that task, my thoughts are at your disposal


Let's not waste our time
We should not squander our precious moments


So let me say what I came to say
Allow me to express what I have been meaning to tell you


You think that there's a problem with my brain
You believe that there is an issue with my mentality


You're an expert, aren't you?
You consider yourself knowledgeable in this matter, don't you?


At only pointing out what's wrong with me
You excel at identifying my faults


Make this dramatic, make it a lobotomy
Intensify the situation, turn it into a lobotomy


Cleanup needed, op room 309
There is a necessity for cleaning up in operating room 309


You said I'm always the same
You mentioned that I am consistently unchanged


I didn't ask you to change
I did not request for you to alter anything


I only wanted to lie around with you and waste my days
I simply desired to relax with you and pass time idly


You couldn't save me
You were unable to rescue me


I didn't want to be saved
I had no interest in being saved


But tell yourself whatever if you think that makes you brave
But go ahead and delude yourself if it gives you a sense of bravery


I think you broke my heart, love, a couple hundred times
I believe you shattered my heart numerous times


And I will spend these hours under bright lights
And I will continue enduring extended periods of exposure to intense lighting


As you shift around my insides
While you manipulate and explore the depths of my being


While you're up there, make sure I'm yours every night
While you are focused on that task, ensure that I belong to you every night




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Written by: Matthew DeSchepper

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