I Didn
Lorrie Morgan Lyrics


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I can't believe it's really me telling you goodbye
I've run out of reasons to defend your alibis
I can't go on pretending everything is still ok
Now I know the truth behind all the games you played
It wouldn't be so hard for me to turn my heart away
If I didn't love you
Looking back it's easy now for me to understand
Why you got so angry when I asked you where you'd been
You told me my suspicions were only jealousy
And you used the way I trusted you to make a fool of me
You closed my eyes to lies that I could never have believed
If I didn't love you
Cause if I didn't love you
I'd walked away a long, long time ago
And if I didn't love you
I never would have let you hurt me so
Now the time has come for me to tell you that we're through
Leave this broken dream behind and go find someone new
And I could see that it would be an easy thing to do
If I didn't love you
Cause if I didn't love you
I'd walked away a long, long time ago
And if I didn't love you




I never would have let you hurt me so
If I didn't love you (x3)

Overall Meaning

In Lorrie Morgan's song "If I Didn't Love You," the singer is preparing to say goodbye to their partner despite still loving them deeply. The singer has run out of reasons to defend their partner's actions and can no longer pretend that everything is okay. They speak about the truth behind the games that their partner played, and how they used the singer's trust to make a fool of them. The singer also reflects on how they overlooked the lies that they would have never believed if they didn't love their partner.


The chorus repeats the phrase "if I didn't love you" to emphasize that their love is what kept them from leaving the relationship a long time ago. The singer acknowledges that if they didn't love their partner, they would have walked away and never allowed themselves to be hurt so much. The time has now come for the singer to move on and find someone new, but the decision is difficult because of their love.


Overall, the song reflects on the complexity of romantic relationships and how love can both strengthen and weaken one's ability to make decisions. The singer seems to be accepting that leaving their partner is the right choice, but their love makes it hard to do so.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't believe it's really me telling you goodbye
I am having a hard time accepting that I am the one who has to break up with you


I've run out of reasons to defend your alibis
I can no longer make excuses for your actions or cover up your lies


I can't go on pretending everything is still ok
I can no longer ignore the problems in our relationship and act like everything is fine


Now I know the truth behind all the games you played
I have finally realized all the deceitful things you have done in our relationship


It wouldn't be so hard for me to turn my heart away
Breaking up with you wouldn't be as difficult if I didn't still love you


If I didn't love you
If I didn't have feelings for you


Looking back it's easy now for me to understand
In hindsight, it is clear to me now


Why you got so angry when I asked you where you'd been
I now understand why you would get defensive when I questioned your whereabouts


You told me my suspicions were only jealousy
You tried to dismiss my valid concerns by telling me I was just being jealous


And you used the way I trusted you to make a fool of me
You took advantage of my trust in you and made me look foolish


You closed my eyes to lies that I could never have believed
You blinded me to the lies that were too unbelievable for me to see


Cause if I didn't love you
Because if I didn't have feelings for you


I'd walked away a long, long time ago
I would have ended the relationship a while back


And if I didn't love you
If my feelings for you weren't there


I never would have let you hurt me so
I would never have allowed you to cause me pain


Now the time has come for me to tell you that we're through
It's time for me to end our relationship


Leave this broken dream behind and go find someone new
Move on from our failed relationship and find happiness with someone else


And I could see that it would be an easy thing to do
I understand that breaking up with you would be a straightforward decision




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: DEBORAH ALLEN, RAFE VAN HOY

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