Lover
Lovefall Lyrics

Faces on the wall painted in bright yellow and gold
There are colorful faces all around me, but I try to ignore them because before they affected my soul negatively.

You gone crazy you gone crazy
You seem to have lost your mind, you're not acting like yourself.

On repeat getting old
Your behavior has become predictable and boring, it's not something I want to deal with anymore.

Your heart is so untouchable
You don't let anyone get too close to you emotionally, it's like your heart is protected by a shell.

Looking like a lost cause
You appear to be beyond help or redemption, there's nothing I can do to change or fix you.

Silence is the worst part
When we don't talk, that's when things are the hardest for me. Communication is key in any relationship.

Cut me like a razor blade when I get soft
Your words hurt me deeply, especially when I show vulnerability.

But you tangle my head whenever it feels like love
Despite everything, I can't help being drawn to you when we share moments of love and connection.

I know you keep a demon
You have a dark side, a part of you that's not easy to deal with or understand.

You don't want to leave him
You're not ready or willing to let go of that part of yourself.

I can almost taste the hunger on your lip
I can sense your desire and longing, it's palpable and intense.

Skin to skin I wish that I could be enough
Physical intimacy is not enough for me, I wish I was all you needed emotionally as well.

You hid my heart in your shirt
You have my heart, but you're not treating it with the care and respect it deserves.

You keep your arms around me cause it feels nice
You're using my body to fulfill your physical needs, but it's not enough for me.

But we both know that you're not mine
Deep down, we both know that we're not meant to be together, that this is not a real relationship.

Cover up the matches make believe I could replace
You're trying to distract yourself from the fact that you can't find someone to replace me, but it's not working.

Not a centerpiece but too good to throw away
I'm not the most important thing in your life, but I'm still someone you care about and don't want to lose completely.

Bittersweet fantasy that you're calling my name
The idea of me is both sweet and painful to you, you're drawn to me but you know we can't be together.

I keep holding the second place
I'm always playing second fiddle, never the priority in your life.

Side road and some bull shit
We're always getting sidetracked by drama and unnecessary problems.

I know you want something more
You're not satisfied with what we have, you're always searching for something better.

Lovers on the weekdays
We only have time for each other during the week, when our lives slow down.

You want real but I want closed doors
You want a real, open and honest relationship, but I prefer to keep things closed off and unemotional.

It's long days and worse nights
Being with you is not easy, it's exhausting and draining.

You hit me up on my line
You contact me often, always wanting attention or something from me.

You never follow through
You make promises or plans, but you never actually follow through with them.

It's hard to do what I do
Dealing with you and this relationship is difficult for me, it takes a lot of effort and patience.

If only you'd seen me first
You would never have gotten involved with me if you had met me earlier, before things got complicated.