Seeing Black
Lucinda Williams Lyrics


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How did you come up with a day and time
You didn't tell me you'd changed your mind
How could I have been so blind
I didn't know you'd changed your mind

When you made the decision to get off this ride
Did you run out of places to go and hide
Did you know everybody would be surprised
When you made the decision to get off this ride

When you made the decision to jump ship
Once and for all lose your grip
Did you wax the deck to make it easier to slip
When you made the decision to jump ship

When did you start seeing black
Was it too much good you felt you lacked
Was it too much weight riding on you back
When did you start seeing black

When did you start seeing red
Did you see me standing over your bed
Did you hear anything I said
When did you start seeing red

When did you start seeing white
Tell me baby, what was it like
Was it when you received your last rites
When did you start seeing white

Did you use a compass to get out of this place
Did you ever hear my voice, did you see my face
Did you finally get tired of running the race
Did you use a compass to get out of this place

Did you feel your act was a final truth
The dramatic ending of a misspent youth
Did you really feel you had all the proof
Did you feel your act was a final truth

Was it hard to finally pull the plug
Was it hard to receive that final hug
Did evil triumph over love
Was it hard to finally pull the plug

When did you start seeing black
Was it too much good you felt you lacked
Was it too much weight riding on you back
When did you start seeing black

When did you start seeing red
Did you see me standing over your bed
Did you hear anything I said
When did you start seeing red

When did you start seeing white
Tell me baby what was it like




Was it when you received your last rites
When did you start seeing white

Overall Meaning

In Lucinda Williams’s song Seeing Black, the singer is asking a series of questions to someone who has presumably passed away or left them. The opening verse suggests that the person had changed their mind about something, and the singer was not aware of it. They ask if perhaps the person had run out of places to hide or if they had known that everyone would be surprised by their decision. The reference to 'getting off this ride' seems to indicate that the person had given up on their life or a particular situation.


The following stanzas ask more questions about the person's experience, specifically when they started “seeing black,” “seeing red,” and “seeing white,” which could be symbolic of emotions such as depression, anger, and contentment, respectively. Meanwhile, mentions of “pulling the plug” and “receiving that final hug” hint at a possible suicide. The lyrics don't provide answers but give listeners the chance to reflect on their own experiences and to recognize that sometimes significant occurrences in life are just unexplainable.


Overall, the song is full of melancholy and sorrow with an unyielding sense of hope. Death is an inevitable reality, and it is a reminder that we must cherish our lives and everyone in it.


Line by Line Meaning

How did you come up with a day and time
When did you decide on when to leave and how did you pick that specific day and time?


You didn't tell me you'd changed your mind
You didn't let me know that you had changed your decision about leaving.


How could I have been so blind
I didn't see or notice any signs that you were considering leaving.


I didn't know you'd changed your mind
I was unaware that you had changed your decision about staying.


When you made the decision to get off this ride
When you chose to leave our relationship.


Did you run out of places to go and hide
Was there no other place for you to find refuge?


Did you know everybody would be surprised
Were you aware that no one expected you to leave?


When you made the decision to get off this ride
When you chose to leave our relationship.


When you made the decision to jump ship
When you chose to abandon the relationship.


Once and for all lose your grip
Did you finally let go of everything and move on?


Did you wax the deck to make it easier to slip
Did you make plans to make it easy to leave?


When you made the decision to jump ship
When you abandoned the relationship.


When did you start seeing black
When did everything start to look dark and hopeless?


Was it too much good you felt you lacked
Did the pursuit of happiness make you feel like you were missing out on all the good?


Was it too much weight riding on you back
Did the burden of everything on your shoulders become too heavy to bear?


When did you start seeing black
When did everything start to look dark and hopeless?


When did you start seeing red
When did you start feeling angry or resentful?


Did you see me standing over your bed
Did you imagine me being the cause of your distress or anger?


Did you hear anything I said
Did you ignore my warnings or advice?


When did you start seeing red
When did you start feeling angry or resentful?


When did you start seeing white
When did everything start to look pure and peaceful?


Tell me baby, what was it like
Can you describe the feeling of finding peace?


Was it when you received your last rites
Did you find peace when facing death or rebirth?


When did you start seeing white
When did everything start to look pure and peaceful?


Did you use a compass to get out of this place
Did you have a plan or guidance to escape from this situation?


Did you ever hear my voice, did you see my face
Did you consider my perspective or think about how your actions impacted me?


Did you finally get tired of running the race
Did you get exhausted from constantly trying to keep up?


Did you use a compass to get out of this place
Did you have a plan or guidance to escape from this situation?


Did you feel your act was a final truth
Did you believe that leaving was the absolute right choice?


The dramatic ending of a misspent youth
Was this the end of your youthful mistakes or recklessness?


Did you really feel you had all the proof
Were you sure that leaving was the only option?


Did you feel your act was a final truth
Did you believe that leaving was the absolute right choice?


Was it hard to finally pull the plug
Was it challenging to make the final decision to leave?


Was it hard to receive that final hug
Did it hurt to say goodbye for the last time?


Did evil triumph over love
Did negativity and bad energy overcome our love?


Was it hard to finally pull the plug
Was it challenging to make the final decision to leave?


When did you start seeing black
When did everything start to look dark and hopeless?


Was it too much good you felt you lacked
Did the pursuit of happiness make you feel like you were missing out on all the good?


Was it too much weight riding on your back
Did the burden of everything on your shoulders become too heavy to bear?


When did you start seeing black
When did everything start to look dark and hopeless?


When did you start seeing red
When did you start feeling angry or resentful?


Did you see me standing over your bed
Did you imagine me being the cause of your distress or anger?


Did you hear anything I said
Did you ignore my warnings or advice?


When did you start seeing red
When did you start feeling angry or resentful?


When did you start seeing white
When did everything start to look pure and peaceful?


Tell me baby, what was it like
Can you describe the feeling of finding peace?


Was it when you received your last rites
Did you find peace when facing death or rebirth?


When did you start seeing white
When did everything start to look pure and peaceful?




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: LUCINDA WILLIAMS

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Comments from YouTube:

Soaringflat

One of the best songs she ever wrote - ever - and that's Lucinda - not just anyone - this one's a classic -instantly

crowezar

Speechless, this is the true power of art in it's finest form. Taking the darkest of dark and making it beautiful.

desibeef

I thought "Sweet Old World" and "Pineola" were the two greatest lamentations on a friend's suicide committed to record. This one's even greater. Heartbreaking masterpiece.

Howard Zimmerman

Lucinda never disappoints. Each record is packed with potential memory making songs.

happiestgirl

beautiful song that breaks my heart every time. Lost my oldest son to suicide 11/17/10.

Turn Me Up 211

💖♾

1951nightwish

This sounds like a much more solid affair than her last album, thanks for posting, have you anymore off Blessed?

Meri Took

outstanding song

David Parr

My little brother Chris battled with depression and committed suicide by taking an overdose of his psych meds he told me he didn't want to live anymore I loved my little brother Chris and I long to see him again in heaven every time I hear this song it brings tears to my eyes.

Paul Walker

I love this song. I love Lucinda. I find her very sexy and she sings with so much emotion. Love you Lucinda!!!!

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